6/5/2010 - Evening session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

I now know what the body jolt is… that is the obe automatic reflex… it jolts because for some fraction of a second or millisecond… the reflex is triggered and the obe… goes into action… because I am not completely asleep I abort the obe event…

Ascended to the daydreaming realm and saw a group of men sitting around a table… it was in the distance.

I/P: for some reason my interpreter does not turn on to the exercise prompt… but, what happens is the Interpreter goes of on its own into a non-sequitor… bring up past mistakes I wish I could do over… for example when I make a wrong bet in a horse race, when I had an inspiration to make the right bet…

S.

Vee wrote on Jun 6^th, 2010 at 12:16am:


Hi Vee: Glad this is helping you. It is meant to establish a clinincal record, that's why I have introduced so much detail rather than generalities. It turns out that there are a lot of signals that you are progressing in your daily physiological changes not just in session. Most books on the subject don't go into them and thus valuble information about daily things to look for would help the student, I have not included these. So when you get back into it. It would be nice if you would post... those pertinent things that happen... of course... with the proviso that you may not post very personal material but you might note that you have deleted it.

What I have done is stayed with exercises that were producing a result until they stopped producing a result. There is no need to rush through the book's exercise in my opinion...

One other thing... learn diaphramatic breathing. You'll be surprised at what happens... the Tibetans have very specific breathing exercises that can and do alter your reality. Just another tool in you kit.

Good luck in your journey.

S.

6/7/2010 - Morning session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Not consistently getting into deep state, tho, eventually it does phase in… not sure how to fix this.

I/P:
Highlight of the I/p portion is the tarot card symbolism with the following potential meaning:

Basic Tarot Meaning
The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know in order to make a decision about a problem or a job, an investment, love, career, family, etc.
And, finally, there is, behind her throne, the curtain that leads to the deepest, most esoteric and secret knowledge; the pomegranates that decorate it remind us of Persephone, who was taken down into the land of the dead, ate its fruit, and became the only goddess allowed to travel to and from that strange land. This indicates that when you get the High Priestess, you're going to be learning some very odd things. Very odd.

So I guess I just have to wait and see.


S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 7^th, 2010 at 3:01pm:



6/7/2010 Afternoon Session:

Well it didn’t take long for the learning of some very odd things:

This is the High Priestess card:

http://melissatarot.files.wordpress.com/2010/03/high-priestess.jpg

This was an amazing session. It was sensuous and very metaphysical at the same time. I started to get a buzzing sensation all around my head. When I went to Australia one time in search of a girl I liked… I exited through my forehead. This was the same sensation and I thought I was about to exit. Then, I began to get this pressure in my thalamus area…

http://www.besthealth.com/besthealth/bodyguide/reftext/images/Thymus_spleen.jpg

Then, as the session went on and I began my exit affirmation: ‘I am floating above my body.’ I saw the top of the head of a body… here I don’t know if I was imagining it or if it was the rtz - double… I attempted to do a poc shift, but, I couldn't make the shift…

Then a Persian carpet design flowed across between me and the double at the brow area… (flying carpet??)… but my whole body was emitting a glow… and a very sensuous sensation possibly an internal orgasm was sending a shockwave through my body or was it just my brain… my frontal lobes as I write are still buzzing.

Any way Monroe counted me up to C!.

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 7^th, 2010 at 6:40pm:


Hummmm… I am wondering as an afterthought if I am closing in on Pure Unconditional Love. What I left out of the debriefing was a sense of joy… well being… this could be just on the outer edges of the ultimate goal of the Heart Chakra …I.e… the expression of Pure Unconditional love. This will be interesting to see develop.

S.

6/9/2010 - morning session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

I just can’t believe how inconsistent my ability to get to deep relaxation levels is… I guess it is like being an athlete… there are days in which you just don’t have the technique in hand. But, I got to some level… and began considering why it is that my volitional desire to project is so difficult to satisfy.

So while in as deep a relaxation state as I could get I decided to use BM’s changing belief systems procedure… talk to the entity who is responsible for the barrier… and sure enough I encountered my inner child… (an archetype)… he does not want to die… he is responsible for keeping us alive… an obe to him equals death… or (growing up??)… growing up means a lost of a state… he don’t want that… but just the act of discovering he exists changed my inner state… things started to happen… but, as usual they happen just about the time Monroe says… and now I will count you back to c1.

O well, there is always another session.

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 9^th, 2010 at 12:35pm:

This is very interesting because it accounts for my life as an innocent bystander. I have always avoided responsibility. I liked being just a draftsman in a big organization where I could disappear, tho, I guess I had ability I produced just enough to get by and hated the idea of being a group leader… (I would have to grow up… my inner child don’t want to grow up)… this all goes back to a lifetime in which I was a ruler and I made a jolly mess of the experience getting everyone all riled up so that that had to attempt to assassinate me, but, I fooled them… I committed suicide… I got the last word or the last act of defiance but at a terrible price… the price was permanent ’childhood’… done through the millennia… oh, oh… I think this is about to change… woe is me!!! LOL!!!   
S.

Seraphis1 wrote on May 29^th, 2010 at 7:04pm:


I realized that back on 5/29/2010 I had seen my inner child archtype. It was at the bottom of all the demon’s… it cannot show itself because that is the beginning of its dissolution. Jung always said that once the unconscious/subconscious drivers are exposed to the conscious level the energy and power of it dissipates… but, this inner child had a lot of control and power… and now it is clear why I am so obsessed with the o.b.e… escape… this inner child sees it as another tool to escape responsibility. It is also why I/inner child is so intrigued by escape velocity and/or the possibility of being a Facilitator… this would be an ultimate tool of control of The Game… Do you want to play a game??? Yeah, yeah, yeah…!!! Says the inner child. It wants to play a game and never lose… !!!

Of course this is an impure motive and…

S.