msagansk wrote on Mar 15^th, 2010 at 3:31pm:


Hi Sag: Meditate on the difference with trying hard and intensity. They are two different things...

S.

OBE/Astral Projection Trial Day 2

Program Notes/Observations:

    * I was able to relax a little bit deeper with bwgen, although I’m still having trouble clearing my thoughts when focusing on breath awareness.
    * More muscles were tensed/relaxed today for body relaxation today, and I’m thinking this is a trend in the book.
    * Energy work focused on sponging/brushing body awareness on my thumbs. It worked pretty well for me without any difficulties, and I felt tingling/buzzing in my thumbs because of it. It’s a very peculiar reaction to just pure thought, and it even lasts for a good few minutes after I’ve stopped thinking about it.

Dream Notes:

    * Keywords: backpack, garage door
    * I remember something about my garage being broken into with me being close by. There were more details but I’ve forgotten them now.
    * I really have to get into the habit of fleshing out my keywords into better descriptions as soon as I write the keywords down. I find myself forgetting the details behind the keywords when I come back to write more later. I find it pretty difficult to force myself to write just after waking up.

msagansk wrote on Mar 16^th, 2010 at 12:31pm:


Hi M: Just a suggestion... as you go along you may have incidents which you would rather not share with the forum... what I do is post the whole session and then (expletive deleted or cia black out method) that way the session flow is not interupted or lack continuity... will be good for the any researcher to understand the flow and how it transpired... if you leave out whole sections without a heads up to the reader the thrust gets lost.

S.

OBE/Astral Projection Trial Day 3

Program Notes/Observations:

    * I should note that I’ve been doing the afternoon exercises in the evening after work. I won’t be doing any morning work until the exit techniques start coming up.
    * While listening to bwgen, I use the time for meditation where I focus on my breath. I was especially tired today because I had just finished working out, so I found it easier to relax. There was a point today where the darkness I typically see with my closed eyes got brighter and became a more pure/solid color. That was pretty interesting but as soon as I focused on it, it slipped away. I felt a little different when that happened, but it’s hard to describe other than using the word “good” or “peaceful”.
    * While doing the energy work on my right thumb I found that my left thumb would start tingling, just like MAP says it might. I didn’t read about that until after it happened, so that was some helpful validation of my experience. I even felt my other fingers start to tingle as well.
    * Body awareness of my big toes was harder than my thumbs.

Dream Notes:

    * Keywords: table, chair, family, angry, apologize
    * I keep seeing one of my best childhood friends’ parents in my dreams, and they always seem to be there to tell me something. This is probably the 4th or 5th time it has happened recently. I don’t really understand why it’s those people in particular though giving me these messages. I usually end up forgetting the message by the time I wake up, although not always. One particular message was something along the lines of “People are different colors”, which I believe was another way of saying that everyone is different, unique, and yet the same. Another message had to do with peace between nations.
    * The particular dream I remembered today was me arguing over something with close friends and family at a table. I got frustrated, got up from the table, and pushed the chair in. Immediately afterward, for whatever reason, I understood and apologized… then woke up.

One thing I should add that’s worth mentioning is that I had a bit of an intuitive/psychic event happen to me. As I sat down to use my 4-year old Xbox 360 for media streaming I had this weird thought about the Xbox 360 breaking and how it was a single point of failure for me. I usually don’t think about that so I thought it was a weird thought. Sure enough, I got the red ring of death shortly after I turned the Xbox on and had to get it replaced.

Yeah, I bought Bruce's first book so far and actually started reading it today (I finished Astral Dynamics last night). I'm like Bruce's style of writing so far, because I'm an engineer as well.

msagansk wrote on Mar 18^th, 2010 at 1:24pm:


Again I suggest Bruce Moen's - Afterlife Knowledge Guidebook you may find some answers in Part I - Concepts of Consciousness - chap 4 - beliefs... special attention to p. 56.

It is only going to get more intense and surprising.. 

S.

msagansk wrote on Mar 18^th, 2010 at 9:13pm:


Hi M: You've started down the experiential path... yes, if your budget is tight... AKG will definitely be the best parallel text to help you with some very powerful inner awakenings... that will give you an easier road to hoe... two thing in akg are helpful... in experiential practice... understanding belief systems... and how to change a belief system... your fundamental belief systems are going to be challenged in spades and your present ego isn't going to give up easily.. that is my opinion.

S.

msagansk wrote on Mar 18^th, 2010 at 11:35pm:


Hi M: I think you have a project management critical path issue here... what is important to the success of your project in a just in time construct...? AKG has only one chapter and p. 56 that would be most helpful to the overall success of the project... your belief systems which you don't yet know are there to block your o.b.e. goal. Of all the material you have to read what would you chose to take a scapel to the right place or the fulcrum point to move the object?? That is the question... only you can answer it... !!!

S.