betson wrote on Sep 22nd, 2008 at 9:18am:Hi The unusual noises are a good sign that your spiritual body/bodies are realligning. That's typical or usual of one's spiritual being being awakened, so don't be alarmed. It's sort of fun when you realize what it is.
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You really seem to be opening to spirit ! That's great!
Bets
I feel much better, yet a part of me is still sad I sense.
I sense it in another way and now that I feel progress, I wish I could just go on progressing at the rate I have been since the 18th.
In a way, I've grown impatient towards my own progress. That is why I am so focused on it.
Actually, I have wished this to happen for a long time. I was waiting for it to happen. I felt so stuck because of that lack of clarity, do you understand?
I just really want to move on, completely.
I am afraid, that if I feel now, that part of me does not follow that progress I am making, I am going to search a way out again.
I am just so happy this forum exists.
Sonia
PS: As I talk about it, I feel a strong vibration, getting stronger, like it wants to get out, but does not know how !!
It gets me so frustrated, because I don't know how to deal with it.