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9/21/2010 - Evening session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1

Awesome session… all the previous work paid off… remembered little but lots of activity…

Relaxation phase:

No longer monitoring relaxation phase…

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Got into f12 or 15...

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Not much interpreter action but it is beginning to happen going deep an beyond normal communication mode…

Imagination exercise 1

This was deep but remembered little…

S.

9/22/2010 - 2nd morning session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1: joob condition d

Put condition d back into mix for two reasons… 1. To get a defined end of session. 2. To possibly have a two hour session if I am into the deep states.

Relaxation phase:

Going directly to efforts to phase through f10 to at least f21... The body will take care of itself…

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Very alert for this exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Got very deep at end  of SLF exercise and began to perceive tho hazy and interpreter sputtered along… 

Imagination exercise 1

Saw a pirate band… baggy pats and blouse shirts… tri cornered hats… my dad giving me a punching bag on the balcony porch in (deleted)… mom looking on… royal blue color… (f21) called for Sibelious but he doesn’t respond…

Joob condition d

Floating above my body… got a rtz bubble… buzz in crown chakra… almost out… ended session early…

S.

9/29/2010 - morning session:

Just got back from the Bulmann obe seminar and this mornings session was very vivid and prolific… unfortunately my tape recorder seems to be problematic so I don’t have a lot of recall.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1

Relaxation phase:

This goes well… f10 comes in easily.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Was alert and aware through out the finger movements…

Perceiver/Interpreter:

The perceiver is giving a lot of images… the interpreter in not responding with much chatter…

Imagination exercise 1

Remembering a lot of things I didn’t think was still available since remembering present life early incidents is not one of my usual capabilities.

S.

10/1/2010 - morning session:

The sessions again are taking on an obe thrust which is good because I am right on the edge of exiting… Bulmann says it could take as much as 25 days to exit… but, if you persist it will happen… that has been the missing ingredient… I stopped to soon and moved to something else.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Slower descent... No f10 until later exercise.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Firmly into this exercise

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Not clearly in this exercise but f10 is achieved and I begin being near an exit and start to work on exiting

Imagination exercise 1

No clear memory of this exercise kicking in.

joob d

The exit was always possible. Vibrations came in… I was always on the edge… tried the rope climb… tried to roll out… now, I am confident that I will obe this month.

S.

10/2/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

This works wonderfully. My goal has always been to travel and eat prime rib, but you still can‘t be too well rested… the borderland requires being on the edge of sleep all the time. Looks like persistence is paying off.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Relaxing to f10 is now simple.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

Imagination exercise 1

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

joob d

Somewhere in P/I I got into an energy cocoon… think this is the launching platform being built… I tried the rope trick… nothing… the fundamental energy body flops around occasionally… I guess this is normal… confident I am on the right road.

S.

10/3/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now the exercise is paying off!

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Relaxing to f10 is now simple.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

Imagination exercise 1

Some consciousness of the exercise instruction but the affirmation tends to override consciousness of the exercise.

joob d

I am getting in a cocoon of energy. I keep the mantra going. When something significant happens… Bulmann suggests … door open, awareness now to trigger an expansion of the rote… and what happened was I became aware of this huge living room… no people in it…

http://www.kabmurungraya.net/2009/07/16/the-ultra-modern-home-living-room-furnit...

The mantra is a platform from which to launch. This is worth experimenting with… could be focus 21 or above… it could be a morphing of my residence on f21 which is a Roman portico.

S.

10/4/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now I am able to do the exercises at the same time I am using the mantra

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Did get into relaxation as quickly. May not have achieve f10 until the end of the cut

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Able to do the exercise an noting an awareness growing as to the moment of the move which is the condition of the exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

This still is problematic since my previous training seems to have attenuated the interpreter in the session… in daily life the interpreter is more active tho I have a mantra to control it now that I recognize that it is the interpreter spewing garbage all day.

Imagination exercise 2

This was nicely developing will stay with 2 for a time.

joob d

Using imagination to prime the pump I walk to the TMI/Nancy Penn center crystal embrace it, go to Laurie Monroe plaque and tben into the building living room touch the chess board, walk thru the wall into the white room and touch the stove, turn right and walk the chalk board and touch it. Very satisfied with my progress.

S.

10/6/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now I am able to do the exercises at the same time I am using the mantra

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Did get into relaxation as quickly. May not have achieve f10 until the end of the cut

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Able to do the exercise an noting an awareness growing as to the moment of the move which is the condition of the exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

This still is problematic since my previous training seems to have attenuated the interpreter in the session… in daily life the interpreter is more active tho I have a mantra to control it now that I recognize that it is the interpreter spewing garbage all day.

Imagination exercise 2

This was nicely developing will stay with 2 for a time.

joob d

Using imagination to prime the pump I walk to the TMI/Nancy Penn center crystal embrace it, go to Laurie Monroe plaque and tben into the building living room touch the chess board, walk thru the wall into the white room and touch the stove, turn right and walk the chalk board and touch it. Very satisfied with my progress.

S.

10/7/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Sessions are settling in to a routine. Was able to get most of the exercises in with minor vague going through the motions actions which are not clearly consciously defined.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Not going into a deep relaxation mode in this exercise… never got to f10.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Executed the exercise as delivered. No particular awareness of the moment of movement.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Still uncoordinated in this exercise.

Imagination exercise 1

By now I am in f10 but not fulfilling the conditions of the exercise

joob d

Once into the mantra and using imagination to prime the pump… I seem to be progressing to a deep and firm foundation for a strong coming projection. Hard to describe the state and its benefits but it is there.

S.

10/9/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Didn’t get into relaxation as quickly. May not have achieve f10 until the joob cut

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Able to do the exercise and noted an awareness growing as to the moment of the move which is the condition of the exercise… and something added getting this intention ability is of course a big thing.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Some improvement getting a session flow.

Imagination exercise 2

Somehow I lost this exercise.

joob d

This is the second session in which in the Joob phase I got a brain split… my right ear gets a conical energy shaping but it hangs up… but I must be breaking through. I wandered through the TMI - Nancy Penn Center with more clarity in this session… I am  more into a reverie state toward the end than I have been… this is important because of the borderland requirement… but, something else is added… the tingling at the back of my neck… this is a Buhlman precursor signal… and of course… Moen’s Wahiunka starts at the back of the neck or in the cerebrum. This is encouraging.

S.

10/9/2010 - afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Into the relaxation mode easily. F10? Not sure when this happened this session characterized by a divergence form the structure

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Not sure what happened tho recall some finger movements in consciousness out of consciousness

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Again not sure what happened

Imagination exercise 2

This exercise took for the most part. I may be ready to move to #3.

joob d

Got into a very rich and colorful still scene… excellent color and it featured a tan woman in a print vacation mode shiff… the ringing is very pronounced… but, I seem to be focusing into a narrow area of attention… be interesting as this developes.

S.

10/10/2010 - Evening session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now the fun begins. Up to now it has all been work, grind and not sure if I could really do it. This session took off on its own in the direction of a classic obe. Setting up vibrations, sounds and lots of bells and whistles.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Right into f10

Silly Little Finger exercise:

The session went its own way.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

The session went its own way.

Imagination exercise 2

The session went its own way.

joob d

All the bells and whistles began to really kick in.

S.

10/12/2010 - Afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

Amazing session!!! Moved to imagination exercise 4.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 4; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Fairly quickly into relaxed state…

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Got an curious flash of a white dragon head with teeth as I bent the finger… not sure what that means.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Oh my, saw the head of Tony Curtis. As I was attempting to just slough it off it was persistent… I asked for the help of my guide… he said engage it… then I had a conversation with Tony and finally asked if he was ready to move to another state of mind… as I took his hand I began to ascend… then we hit a place where all his buddies… Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Sammy Davis jr and a whole crowd of people famous and (I think Marilyn Monroe) gathered around… I couldn't get him to leave… then it began to descend in to a sex orgy (maybe the sex pile)… I quickly covered myself in the white protective light… I attempted to disengage… with some difficulty… but then I put the whole package into the Energy Conversion Box. That seemed to help.

Imagination exercise 2

I did well on this exercise feeling my nose with my finger and then feeling my finger with my nose…

joob d

This was exciting Buhlman says when you do the mantra ‘Now, I am out of body’ and you feel any separation at all then get away from your body… I then flew to TMI - Nancy Penn Center the open lawn where the crystal stands… I distinctly felt myself high above the crystal then I descended to give it a hug… (kept up the mantra)... I went to the Laure Monroe plaque, floated to the living room touched the chessboard… went into the white room touched the iron stove… over to the chalk board… then I shot out of the roof flew over to the Monroe’s Mountain Home hovered over the Crystal up there and as I was descending to hug the crystal I picked up the signal of a fellow female student… I knew we had done lifelines at the Nancy Penn center… but did not know if she ever visited Monroe’s mountain… I then went into the home to the downstairs Monroe private library where when I did Guidelines I was guided to a book on sex by Robert himself… (odd…)… then I decided to visit a GPS satellite… (just bought a gps system for my car) wonder if it is the one I make contact with… )… went to Mars looking for a rover… then I decided this was unbelievable and ended the session halfway through…

S.

10/16/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

The belief system backlash.

I’ve shaken up my belief system network. I haven’t been reporting all the session stuff particularly the fallow unproductive ones… but, they may be just as important… I feel like a single loading musket… after The breakthrough… I had a couple of dead sessions in which I could almost do nothing as it the nervous system can take only so much energy and it goes numb…

Now, I discovered the belief system barrier I have to overcome and dissolve… it appeared in the form of a Ashkenazi jewish rabbi

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I am not sure exactly what their beliefs are but my impression is that all this nonphysical stuff is evil and of the dark forces… so somehow I have to dissolve him like all the other demons I have encountered.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 4; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Now things are going a bit out of control.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Imagination exercise 2

joob d

S.

10/18/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

The Buhlman seminar’s after effects… a belief system crisis.

The Ashkenazi belief system shake up. My present belief system crisis began on 10/16/2010 when that session produced a demon in the form of an Ashkenazi Rabbi:

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d4zmqSfE-J8/THG4YPeEdcI/AAAAAAAAFQw/mGui06dRV38/s1600/...

Since then I have developed a welt on the right side of my head. Came out of a session soaking with sweat and a left side energy streaming effect… and now this dream which suggests I have fears I did not know I had and they are a barrier to moving forward…

The Dream:

I am in a kind of warehouse setting with a Hispanic type character who is preparing heroin. I am adamant that I will not partake… he agrees… then suddenly I am overwhelmed by him and a female addict and given a shot… I stumble into the street headed for my Mercedes… in a daze… a big black man comes out of no where and says he wants a ride… I yell, ‘…get away from me…’ I am alarmed I am in a gang neighborhood…  he opens the door to the back seat… I scream, ‘… I am going to call the police…’ I run looking for a phone… I am on a street car track platform… can’t find a phone… but realize I have a cell phone… attempt to call 911... Can’t do it… numbers won’t form… in a panic… wake up…

Interpretation:

In the last few sessions after the Ashkenazi signal some ominous looking beings have been trying to come through I have attempted to allow them to materialize since I know they will dissolve when they are exposed to the light of recognition but they seem elusive and fade back into the ethers as soon as they begin to appear… I think this dream represents lost of control… the heroin represents the non-physical world of stochastic event potential of which I will have to flow with and not necessarily have any control of... my underlying belief system is apparently …looking for control and predictability…

The big black man… represents my fears… they are want to ride in the back seat and be there as a threat all the time… I don’t want that… I want police protection…

This belief system crisis is a problem since I have no answer to its resolution accept to adhere to the concept that… The way out is the way through… perseverance… try to allow everything to come up… I don’t know why the dream didn’t go lucid… there were so many signals that I was dreaming… that might have helped.

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Oct 18^th, 2010 at 8:39pm:


Outstanding!!! No sooner than I am able to interpret and recognize the meaning of a non-verbal communication something happens:

10/18/2010 – Evening session:

The session progressed very well… energy streaming right side, off buttocks and thigh… well being… a lot of itching around the face… began to use the itching not there technique that seems to work… some fundamental body activity… then in the center of my brain… a shattering of like shale… crumbling off… I think the disintegration of my encrusted belief systems are now beginning to fall apart.

S. 

10/19/2010 - Afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

I am awestruck!!

The condition JOOB instruction set says:

“Condition C is characterized by the shutting down of various sensory mechanism inputs. The sense of touch apparently goes first. You seem to have no feeling in any part of your body. Smell and taste soon follow. The auditory signals are next, and the last to fade out is vision.”

I’ve been doing these exercises for sometime now and I got all the shutdowns - touch, smell, and taste… I think or maybe I was confusing numbness and paralysis with shutdowns… but, in todays exercise I experienced the auditory click off… twice in the session each time there was no mistaking the auditory turn off… I have in my room a constant hum of the air conditioning… that hum completely turned off!! I heard a loud pop at the beginning of the session in my left ear that seemed to extend out from my head a bit… this was an amazing session!!

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Getting easier and easier. 

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

Imagination exercise 2

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

joob d

See opening blurb… the whole session is intergrated into one experience. The mantra is really powerful now.

S.

10/24/2010 - Morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

What I regard as stepping back, but, is probably part of the nature of the work. You just can’t maintain high levels of intensity… the human aspect of what we do is subject to parabolic wave progressions. Robert Bruce once told me that a major event if you are unprepared energetically for it will keep you from experiencing the non-physical for months… I don’t do a lot of energy work so I guess I am paying that price… the best I could do recently in one session was a five pointed royal blue star in the upper right of my view field, then I got a Porky Pig apparition which broke into pieces like a shattered glass figurine… (what is with these cartoon characters and the non-physical… Moen had a vision with some ‘whiplash’ character), then two session in which I was absolutely stalled… I now got into a very powerful body asleep state mind awake... but the mind awake does nothing and I hit a wall of nothing happening and I get the urge to come out and I have closed down what would be an hour session to a half hour...

Well I figured the stalling and the static situation would not last. This mornings session was quite interesting in that I heard the music... I didn't call it up but, it surprised me... then, something unique happened that I have no idea what it means except that I feel better physically... a mass dropped off me... I just felt it fall away... what it was I don't know... but it definitely was a mass of some sort... and it did result in some kind of physiological change. Wonder what it was...???

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Slow to get into f10

Silly Little Finger exercise:

This exercise was done with conscious awareness but not aware of the intention flash point.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

Imagination exercise 2

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

joob d

See opening blurb…

S.

I have had at least one experience when LDing and trying to see by requesting clarity and it has not worked. But I could feel my hands when I moved them together, touching each other.

Monroe  experienced this no-sight, the first times when he went to Locale III (see his first book).

Perhaps this "clarity-malfunction" happens when we are going into new territory or have made some kind of transition of our minds?

Have you tried to use your hands to tear away "astral veil" in front of your eyes?

Maybe it's some kind of test that you need to use your left brain to solve? Your guides have given you a problem to solve?

10/25/2010 - Morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Well, I think I know what the problem is now for my difficulties in the last series of sessions… an ego problem… I decided a few days ago to go a mild form of sleep deprivation going forward to get myself into the borderland state… it has worked in the past to produce a obe… but this morning I think the third day of getting up at 3am produced an odd state of alertness and C1 fixation like I was shot with adrenaline… or an upper… this should not have been the case… I should have been dragging my rear end… the session was characterized by not being able to get to f10 easily it took most of the allotted time to do in and toward the end I was getting some vibrations… the only good thing is I did get to the end of the disc… I realize now I hit an ego structure that isn’t going to give up easily… I have no solution as usual except to keep hammering and exposing the dark underbelly of my physical consciousness superstructure…

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Never got to f10 in this disc cut.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

This exercise was completed but still no awareness of the ‘intent’ originator.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Got into f10 around here but blanked out…

Imagination exercise 2

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

joob d

Began to get some vibrations but the disc ended.

S

11/6/2010 - Morning session:

Note: Have put the retrieval exercises on hold for another 30 days… when I got back from the Buhlmann seminar he said to do the exercise for at least 30 days… I got so close that I decide to go 60 days and my reward is the following:


My last posting was 10/25/2010. It isn’t that I was not doing my sessions… it is I was in draught. Nothing of any note happened… to report… this change this morning.

Now I am out-of-body

I had a consciousness shift (phasing??!!) a move inward and I was prompted to change my mantra to:

Now I am an inward body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

The whole dynamic of relaxation has changed… I am now using diaphragmatic breathing with a lot of improvement in the expansion and control of the diaphragm and it produces a powerful deep state of relaxation… takes longer to realize f10 but it eventually kicks in…

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Somewhere in here the inward shift (phasing took place)

joob d

By the time I got here I was feeling great… even now the state is holding… sometimes these things fade after the session… I feel like I am a new person… I am light and happy at a very deep level of awareness of same…

I saw a kind of Little Lord Fauntleroy being appear looking something like this:

http://www.worldlymind.org/llfs06.jpg

Except that he was standing looking right, had curly platinum hair kind of like Shirley Temple:

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Wearind the top hat and a graduation gown with pleats..

Have I graduated??? I sure feel different. Am I a youthful being just stepping on the path toward my goals of enlightenment??? This was not a classic obe… but it sure was an inner shift (phasing???!!!)

Really looking forward to what comes next.

S.

11/7/2010 - Evening session:

Holy cow!!! So much energy morphing took place I had to look in the mirror after the session to make sure I am the same physical entity.

Now I am out-of-body

Now I am an inward body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Learning to time the diaphragmatic breathing sequence better… it really works nice… (suggested reading for an idea how diaphragmatic can alter your reality… ’An Unlikely Prophet’ by Alvin Schwartz)… also Frank Kepple recommends the technique.

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Was conscious of the SLE exercise then lost consciousness of it and returned to consciousness in the P/I exercise… don’t remember the Imagination exercise

joob d

Though I seem to have lost consciousness of the exercises I was aware of energy shifting and let it happen… I can see how one could become frightened by the morphing sensations if one was new to the work… this came out of the blue and it is a sea change, but, I just let it all happen… you feel like you are not the same person anymore… Since in the mirror I look the same… my whole energy body MUST have mutated into something new and different, but, I can’t see it, all can do is feel it.

S.

11/12/2010 - Afternoon session:

Very smooth session

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

The breathing sequence is very different I think the diaphragm maybe strengthening I think it needs to get more supple tho… didn’t get into f10 in the relaxation phase.. 

Silly Little Finger exercise:

For the first time in a long time I was aware of the exercise… got into f10 during this exercise… but, still have not become aware of the point of ‘intention’ engaging…

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Still not getting the letter of the exercise… no coordination between the perceiver and the Interreter… it is either one or the other… nice visuals tho… very aware of the energy flowing from below thru my system… I like that…

Imagination exercise 2

Good visuals… but no phasing shift… 

joob d

Saw a guide?? Talked to him… ask for help exiting… the guide?? Said ‘sure’ but I didn’t exit… like I was getting no help… but I don’t think it was my imagination because it was too spontaneous… but I don’t think it was my regular guide… there was something very different about him

S.

11/17/2010 - Afternoon session:

Haven’t posted since the 12th because I can’t really explain what is happening… but, this session saw if not a clear o.b.e. certainly a grudging one…

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

I now have the diaphragmatic breath sequence under better control… it seems the diaphragm which is a muscle is doing what a muscle that is exercised does… it changes shape and developes… I didn’t expect that development but there it is and I am getting to f10 nicely and smoothly 

Silly Little Finger exercise:

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction… 

Perceiver/Interpreter:

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction… 

Imagination exercise 2

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction… 

joob d

Now, I am fully into the mantra…

Now I am out-of-body

Then, I am o.b.e. of a sort… slightly out of body… through out the exercise I am aware of  the fundamental energy body just very busy shifting around… the heart chakra sputters now and then… the I realize I need to get away from my body… I then call for … TMI - crystal now!! I am there… on the concrete platform… aware of the lawn the tree line ahead and right… the fence with the red barn by the lake in the distance… but, I am confused… I feel my body with pressure in the brow point… am I obe?? Or mind split… the only other thing might be I am denser than I should be… because I realize I am hugging the crystal… and it is quite solid and I am not sliding through it…

Then, I wonder what I should do and remember not to stay out to long in the early attempts… so I return to c1.

S.

11/22/2010 - Afternoon session:

Well, well… my sessions for the last few days have been unremarkable… actually this one was unremarkable except for one thing… I have been trying to remember the first name of a person haven’t seen in two years but worked with for several… I remembered his last name but could not remember his first name… in the session out of nowhere… came a soft… Josh!!!!

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2
joob d

S.

An amazing session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

The following happens during these exercises:

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Full of medieval pageantry and the like started off with a royal blue gem



Then this song began to fill my brain through out most of the session:

They asked me how I knew my true love was true I of course replied "something here inside cannot be denied" They said "someday you'll find all who love are blind" When your heart's on fire, you must realize smoke gets in your eyes So I chaffed them and I gaily laughed to think they could doubt my love Yet today my love has flown away, I am without my love Now laughing friends deride tears I cannot hide So I smile and say "when a lovely flame dies, smoke gets in your eyes" (smoke gets in your eyes, smoke gets in your eyes) Smoke-gets-in-your-EYES

Then a fountain of white energy cascaded uproar out of my heart chakra:



All the time a great pressure had my head in vise grip…

The whole session was loaded with medieval imagery





When I got to this exercise:

joob d

I began my mantra

Now I am out-of-body

that’s when I got a sharp pain in my index, middle and ring finger of my right hand …

http://www.dorlingkindersley-uk.co.uk/static/cs/uk/11/features/reflexology/handc...

These are all brain related… I then began to see the bellowing clouds… that I know to be f27... Is the cerebral cortex the seat of f27... I was now pretty much either phased or out of body but in my case I have a close awareness of my physical body… I then called out ‘tmi - crystal now’ I was there but not in the classic obe but, I now think this phasing… but, I again encountered the spirit of a student I was in a class with ‘P’ she was very prominently in the background… either she is attached to the TMI grounds or she has somehow attached herself to me in the upper focus levels… this  is very puzzling…

Amazing session to say the least..

S.

11/27/2010 - evening session:

Can someone explain this:

The session opened almost immediately with what seemed to be my etheric double (or was is a phantom??, or was I in the dream mind??) I distinctly felt two or three small petals of the Crown chakra flop around… my legs were buzzing away… I repeated my mantra

Now I am out of body

I made a strong thought… ‘TMI - Crystal now!!’… I seemed to be there… I was hugging the crystal but I know I was NOT out of my body… I did not separate… I tried to move the etheric double but I felt the physical body moving not the the etheric double yet the phantom was there but it looked and felt different than I have seen it before it was quite stocky, I am lean and a bit wiry… yet I could swear it was the etheric double… it was also wearing a suit… but I could see through the form and it was ghostly… obviously, my p.o.c… was still in my brain and would not shifted into the etheric double…

This was a powerful separation state… that wouldn’t happen… and I have no answer for it…

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2
joob d

S

11/30/2010 - afternoon session:

A Whole, whole new developement

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2
joob d

The session was pretty uneventful until near the end… when my body seemed to slow balloon outward… I knew this was not possible but it felt like it… I suppose it was the fundmental body achieving some new potential… then, I thought oh, this could be the beginning of a powerful 10,000 needles event (I used to have these when I was a kid and I would buzz out into space at light speed)… or what Monrovians know as the vibrations… but this felt like it was going to powerful and full bodied… it must be full bodied to get the exit… then I saw the rectangular planes flosting around… they were filled with honeycombs and had pastel yellow, green colors filling the honeycombs… I thought I wonder if this is what Robert Bruce describes as the planes… where he exits and is high above flat planes and as he dive into them each is a world of its own…

When the expansion stops and I get the feeling I will not get the 10,000 needles I end the session… I guess all these events are leading to something… it is good that almost every session is marked by some unusual incident tho, I, am puzzled about why I just can’t get the controlled exit. I seem to enjoy all kinds of phenomena except the one I really, really want… go figure.

S.

12/4/2010 - evening session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Heart chakra buzz.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Fundamental body floating sensation… sharp pain left big toe.. Aware of a continuous mass… automatic brow point stare…

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Pressure band around the forehead… left leg jolt..  Aware of a parking lot…

Imagination exercise 2

Vibrations coming in… heart chakra buzz… itch right cheek… nice profile of brunette… with a pink color background, yellows came into the frame… very strong visual…

joob d

S.

12/8/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

World war II airforce officer looking left in right view frame… looking up under the chin of a face with two globes (gold??) for eyes…(this may be a composite view of the oversoul cluster guides of a hypnotheraphist I am using… I think I made contact with her group..) right leg jolt… heart chakra jolt… fundamental body shift… around the buttocks… skull feels heavy (f10??)… see a television screen… looking down on a forest… I seem to be hovering above it… Jose Ferrer sr… voice… on a train… reds, maroons… orange… heart chakra jolt… in a super market… going deeper powder blue… more heart chakra jolts… wood dining room table…

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2
joob d

Now I am out of body

Felt the potential to exit made minor attempts but no obe event.

S.

12/10/2010 - morning session:

I have finally entered a new paradigm. It is now spotty but encouraging… because more depth moves inward rushes are happening in my last few sessions… I don’t know how long it is going to take but at some point I expect a deep shift in awareness which will be dynamic and profound.

After my near-death experience in Oct 2007, I had powerful events which lead me to believe that it was always going to be right out of a Monroe, Moen and other writer experience descriptions and I was going to be happy ever after… unfortunately is has not turned out that way… I don’t exactly know why… but to get to this point has taken grim, grueling persistence only reward by occasionally events that reminded me what it is I am trying to accomplish… I wish it was easier… but for “me” this is what it takes (I can’t speak for anyone else)…

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercises joob condition d

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:

Didn’t reach f10 until this exercise… now my head weighs a ton and the occipital pressure on the pillow is pronounced… I feel like I am swimming… falling sensation…

Relaxation phase:
Perceiver/Interpreter:

Intense pressure around my forehead the ‘crown of thorns’ effect… neck and shoulder area heavy pressure against the recliner… television screen appears… two small then they merge into one larger… 3d blackness attempting to gather formations… see nose and mouth… Christmas song turns on… ‘have a merry little Christmas’… heart chakra jolt… looking down on the face of a woman smiling…

Imagination exercise

Big faced lady… woman screaming, ‘no, no, no….’ Egyptian looking wild man with black hair intense insane eyes, grimacing… naked to the waist… Andrea looking person… heart chakra jolt… more pronounced… working on an image of an orange, peeling it and eating the slices..

joob d

Started mantra…

Now I am out of body

Nerve pains right bicep… left side of left bicep… surface itching left cheek…(clearly the etheric double attempting to separate… brain opens… cerebral cortex… fb shift… purple pulse television screen… landscape forms in it… a baby face looking right… nappy headed face… draining in the kidney area… camouflaged soldier with a machine gun running to the right… on satin green turf… see Joan of Arc type armour… Noel Coward…

S.

12/17/2010 - morning session:

There is a strong new occurrence… the vivid colors… am I getting stronger??? Making more contact??? It is all painfully slow developing… but it is wbat it is….

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercises joob condition d

Relaxation phase:
Silly Little Finger exercise:

F10 , fb movement, 

Relaxation phase:
Perceiver/Interpreter:

Green… masts of sailing ships…

Imagination exercise

Above a city…  upper left view frame… red swatch, green swatch… black aircraft modern jet military… blue sky in a cathedral… pinkish arrow left side of view area pointing right… a very pretty girl (favoring Elizabeth Smart) pinkish/white face… smiling… I engage in conversation… she says she is my guide… attempts to help me out of my body but no banana… said her name was Mary…

joob d

Yellow… a name pops into my head Karlinsky???



S.

12/19/2010 - morning session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercises joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Interesting development… the heart chakra is starting to become prominent… jolting and buzzing more often and more persistently… f10... Heart chakra…

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Full f10... (seems to be possible to have deeper f10 levels…) fb shift… [more tremering of the fb… could it be that I am developing the separation between the bodies and it takes (in my case longer or it is just various individuals have varying degrees of ability) to get a separation of the fundamental energy body from the physical body… and it takes a lot of diligent daily effort to accomplish it…] song starts… ‘You made me love you… I didn’t want to do it… I didn’t want to do it… ‘ gangster fedora type hat on a man… I get the impression this is a retrieval… a gangster is surprised by an hired (al capone era) assassin… he lets down his guard for a moment around the playing of this song… is shot… and dies… but I don’t seem to be able to make contact… I am in a position to help but not skilled enough to help… a baby faced person appears (baby face nelson??)…

Relaxation phase:

Overcoat over shoulders… fedora… see a scene surprise attack from rear… a guide comes in… they thank me for helping out… another vintage song comes in … Just in time you’ve found me just in time. Before you came my time was running low

Frank Sinatra… black leather… I may be involved in the Tony Curtis retrieval I started a month ago… the symbols point to movies he may have been in and people of the Hollywood era… I see american wwii officer uniforms… and air force soft caps… black hooded suits… (I think my mind is trying to develop the 3d blackness and recognizable forms are developing in the process)… 

Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise

Heart chakra again attempting to engage… female face… goddess… heart chakra… hitler salute… black suits… 3d blackness… energy from above… really feeling the energy flows… heart chakra… swastikas… filing the sub-brow storage area with energy from above… feeling love… another song… ‘The yanks are coming… strum, strum, strumming over there…’ Odette going to be a nun…

joob d

Solar plexus chakra engages… sputters… mantra: Now I am out of body… third eye sputters… heart chakra… (patience is all that is needed going forward… when these three chakras begin to engage and sustain their engagement I will be in for some amazing experiences…) football run… gold pants… strong image of a full faced black woman…

S.