5/18/2010 - afternoon session:

I will be moving on into Part III of AKG… this session is a moping up step to complete specific skill sets…

Potpourri session: disc 1: cut 1 relaxation, cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; gateway experience - first stage separation.

I’ll be using fss liberally going forward as it fits into the exercise progression… but, the goal is now to finish AKG.

Relaxation phase: energy streaming left hand under little finger fleshy part… (reflexology: heart, lung, chest area - clearly a new phase of heart chakra awakening… now my heart chakra is filling out more of its anatomy… unfolding???)… feb shimmering… more pronounced now… heart chakra activating directly (the energy stream in the left hand area was a precursor to this next phase of unfoldment)… now the solar plexus chakra is activating and I feel specific relational activity between the two chakras as they make contact and begin coordination sequences… (very encouraging)… the heart chakra area is favoring the right side in its awakening sequence… the left seems dormant (this is consistent with my lack of feminine aspects of my nature… my male aspect is taking control or attempting to take control… but, both natures must balance out… ) brow point head activity the sympathetic reactions are setting in this brow point activity favors the left side…

Interpreter/perceiver cut:

In an department store setting (clearly I have now entered the dream mind area just above the rtz… ) black clerk blue shirt black pants… strong heart chakra jolt… yellow green (pea) colors…

Sexually graphic streaming visuals turn on (descriptions delete)… (Robert Bruce says that there is a sex chakra just above the root chakra on the left side… it is activating…

(My interpreter is very subdued and under control… tho, I began to get explanations of how I could have been a better lover to my ex-wife S. (technique information deleted… you will have to learn how to be a better sexual partner on your own… very interesting stuff tho… if I get into a new relationship it should be successful sexually.)

FSS: Mind split… see a phantom… rtz-double?? Blue ghostly… etheric… must be my rtz-d… therefore I projected but, lacked presence of mind to shift p.o.c… raggedy anne redhaired apporition… button eyes in a beige colored moon face… blue dress… oriental woman I am looking down over her head… geisha???

Powerful session body was definitely asleep but not sure how to quiet the mind properly to trigger the automatic reflex tho I think I generated a protoplasmic entity… the heart chakra is getting stronger and stronger as it attempts to generate the etheric double… there must be two possibilities in the phenomena… the automatic reflex and the consciously controlled generation to the etheric body… I believe this is what is happening… I am coming closer and closer to consciously by passing the automatic reflex which is the whole point of controlled out-of-body work… ala… Robert Bruce…

I am not so frustrated now that I understand this… also this is probably going to take a while to accomplish.

This is the masters degree.

S. 

The Bodyguard:

[i]More churning of the solar plexus and the solar plexus chakra..

I am with a female friend… she wants me to meet someone but we have to do it clandestinely the friend is in hiding for some reason… we must go to some place to get directions… it is in a kind of China town area… opium den like… we are followed by a large man who has malevolent intent… the man is intercepted by someone… my bodyguard?... I don’t get to finish this dream… I have the urge to pee… [/i]

I interpret this as follows:

The bodyguard is an important development… the main ego trunk is going to be a major problem going forward it goes very deep and had much power and many ways to survive (see The Matrix and Neo’s nemesis Agent Smith)… (I recently posted that I saw my belief system map… there was a long thick black horizontal line with writing on it… I now believe this is this main ego trunk) tho… if I persistently press on with my daily work it being an illusion ultimately it must dissolve… but the higher mind is coming to my aide… in keeping the ‘ego’ from attacking me directly…

Who is the clandestine person I am to meet? (The Matrix: is it The Oracle??) Is it a female or male aspect? Why do I need an intermediary to met him/her? What does he/she want to talk to me about?

Stay tuned.

S.

5/20/2010 - morning session:

Potpourri session: disc 1: cut 1 relaxation, cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; gateway experience - first stage separation.

Relaxation phase:

Good control… tho, I am not particularly in a good reverie state to start session… way too conscious. But I am noting that my breath technique is more controlled have a ways to go before I can use the Tibetan system for controlling reality…

Interpreter/perceiver cut:

Heart chakra engaging… music, male voice… my perceiver is generating faces… strong ones… this time Monroe??? But my interpreter is subdues in session but I catch it being very active during the day… on all sorts of issues…


FSS:

Usual fundamental body shifts… brow point activity… vibrations… but my best effects came after the disc ended and I stayed in state for another ½ hour or so…

S.  [/b]

Seraphis1 wrote on May 21^st, 2010 at 9:47pm:


I don’t know if anyone on this forum will understand what happened in this sequence… but, I transmuted base sexual energy to its next higher level of expression ‘food’ expressed thru the navel chakra… and then I transmuted ‘the sex energy’ to the solar plexus chakra… sexual energy expressed thru ‘power’… whether Lyndon Johnson actually participated in the assassination of Kennedy is not the issue here… what is the issue is that Johnson represents ‘power’ the next level of sexual energy transformed…

But, I missed the truth of the Rand Paul and Howard Stern symbolism… they were NOT non-sequitors… I transmuted ‘sexual energy’ to the heart chakra… Rand Paul and Howard Stern are representative of ‘artistic creative energy’… Howard Stern is a consumate artist at the interview… Rand Paul demonstrated a mastery of the ‘art of politics’ in defeating an incumbant party endorsed candidate….

That is amazing!!! I urge members of the board to study their session notes and see whether or not we can corroborate my discovery… this is a natural sequence… but is missed because the symbolism and the process is so little understood… but, as an academic study can be important.

S.

P.S.: If you don't understand this process... post some complete detailed session notes and I will analyze them... this is a universal process... everyone MUST sequence through this cycle, but, the symbolism can be arcane and subtle... tho it is not difficult to read the keys if you know what you are looking for.

5/21/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: disc 1: cut 1 relaxation, cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; gateway experience - first stage separation.

Relaxation phase:

There may be an unlimited depth to relaxation, but at what point does the obe reflex engage…

FSS:

There is definitely a relationship between not using the tape and the quiet mind… very near to the projection tho it still eludes me… saw a demon’s head it was green oval with button eyes… I was slightly startled but not unduely fearful… I don’t think its preventing the exit… but I do have memory issues of detail… I didn’t press the perceiver/interpreter function… I am going to stay with the current mix… something is happening… so there is not point in changing until it clearly stops happening or I get the exit.

S.  [/b]

Seraphis1 wrote on May 22^nd, 2010 at 9:35pm:


Seraphis1 wrote on May 22^nd, 2010 at 9:35pm:


The plot thickens: this demon control of those three solar plexus gateways is responsible for my inability to really enjoy an idyllic environment… peace and tranquility makes me uncomfortable… and tend to hold suspect the ‘airy fairy’ new age sentimentality… new age music, like meta music grates on me… and doesn’t relax me but disturbs me… poring unconditional love into this area can only help… but the question is what holds this thing together… and blocks this passage… how to dissolve it…???

To know the right question is the beginning of finding the right answer… this is a major development…!!  Outstanding…

S.

Solar Plexus Chakra:

This mornings dream:

I am attempting to get more chips for a game (poker??)… but the space is tight… the boxes under the table are all stacked together… I attempt to crawl around to find the right box… the men or crowded around… they don’t seem to want to move… they are concentrating on the game… one does get up… I thought the chips were next to his legs… they are not… they seem to be at the other end… I move to the other end… then I slowly wake up and my solar plexus area is just a mass of tension… I can’t identify a specific location…

Analysis:  This is where my problem lies… repression?? This has to be bigger than suppression… The Gordian Knot??? Is this the meaning of the Alexander the Great story… was that an allegory and not a real incident… ??? What… ‘a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive…’ But, I have no clue of how to proceed… except to ask for guidance… and of course keep doing what I am doing… this is REALLY where a true ‘guru’ would come in handy… this is the first time I noticed it… it must have been there all the time… I must have been living with it all my life and never noticed it… hummmmmmmmmmm!!

S.

5/24/2010 - the day goes on:

An internal dialogue:

‘Please stop Dave…’
‘Please Dave please don’t go any further…’
‘Please… don’t…’
‘…ah … ah… ‘

‘Daisy, daisy give me your answer true, I’m half crazy….’

S.

5/24/2010 - evening session:

First two conditions for an o.b.e.:

1. 100% relaxation
2. Quiet mind

If I get any more relaxed I will disappear, but, I am not really quieting my mind. The JOOB discs are designed to help with the o.b.e. therefore I am dropping the gateway fss disc and substituting the joob - d disc.

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: disc 1: cut 1 relaxation, cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; joob d-disc.

Relaxation phase:

Nice deep relaxation with this caveat… I realized I am TOO awake physically, too well rested… and the depth is not what it can be…

Interpreter/perceiver cut:

Don’t recall anything from the I/p…

JOOB:

Very smooth… silent… but still no banana…

S.

Morning of 5/25/2010 - Dream:

(This may be a function of NCIS LA and two major automatic weapons gun fights in the program… am I simple processing the program??)

I am involved in a major brawl of sub-culture (in NCIS they were battling Rumanians)… biker types, but, the interesting thing is my solar plexus chakra was not tense but kind of flowing energy… not what it should be or could be but better than the last few days…

S.

5/26/2010 - morning dream:

Interesting developement in the weeks evolution... I am seated on a street with my psychiatrist having an open air session... outside of a restaurant???... as I am discussing my material behind me inside the restaurant a major ruckus is taking place... a battle royal... this may important... I am seated against a concrete wall... the restaurant is behind the wall... I awoke with solar plexus chakra calm...

... not sure how to interpret this... but the next few days or weeks might shed some light on it...

Have I cleared the solar plexus chakra... ???

S.

Second Dream: 05/27/2010 – After the Demon Head

The next layer:

I am elated about getting to go to Las Vegas… I enter a cluttered room. My mother is reclining on a bed on the right front of me… same side to the right a person… the window is open in front of my mother… there is a cool steady breeze entering the room… I am cold… I say so…

The demon head has morphed or so it seems… tho the room is cluttered the space is more open then any of the other dreams… and the window is open… wind (energy is flowing in?) it is cold and I am feeling it… what does this mean?

One thing is clear (just saw as I wrote a flash of brilliant light)… one removes layer upon layer of the unconscious/subconscious… I am about to by Carolyn Myss’ – CD set… Energy Anatomy series… what doors will this open…??? This work touches on archtypes and chakras material...

S.

5/29/2010 - Evening session:

I don’t know how it can be that one can get so close to an exit and not have the exit.  My whole being was centered in the brow point… poised to generate the exit an no banana. This is exceedingly frustration since I have inadvertently exited so many times by accident.

The mix ~

Potpourri session: akg disc 1: cut 1; JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; akg disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

I’m eating… nose itch… left side… (again this is an exit symptom)… basketball player takes a long shot… laker?? Right arm jolt (another exit symptom… the exit already took place and popped back in… left foot jolt… (exit symptom… popping in and out…)… lavender light… an overweight woman on right long curling brownish hair in a white poca dot on a black field dress directing seating in an office (???)…  large living room area… French doors far right… white frame… long couch in front of a faux fireplace… itching left side upper lip… (exit symptom…)… brown shirt… Nazi (German SA… Ernst Rohm’s… faction of Nazi party… was I a member in 1920’s… is that possible???) could be where the demon head came from… the Pan… relationship to the Devil… could that be so… was I a naïve ‘believer’ in the movement in the early days when the German people were so ill treated by the Treaty of Versailles… (not an excuse for what happened… ) I have deep karmic connection to the Teutonic experience… could this be so???

I guess I have to face my creations… all of them… !!!!

Last part of the session I am focused as a kind of p.o.c… right at the brow point… I rope climb, I rope ladder climb… I try to shift consciousness to area where I semi-consciously have exited in the past… nothing… session ends….

S.

5/23/2010 - Evening session:

Beau wrote on May 30^th, 2010 at 8:53am:


Hi Beau: This session fit the above to some extend. So I am posting it with your lead.


Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Nothing new about the new sensation of relaxation… this maybe relating to Beau’s observation about F10... But I just experienced separation of my body and my mind… they came apart… my body was distinctly asleep… my mind now was quite numb… I am clearly not triggering the automatic reflex… the reflex simply triggers when it believes the being is asleep… but the being is the whole entity… the body and the mind so somehow the reflex mechanism realizes the mind is not asleep, therefore it is miss firing… the heart chakra sputters and doesn’t engage the rtz-double generation process…

Now, there is a handout at the Institute that those of you who have taken gateway will have in your materials packet called:

Robert Monroe’s Consciousness Phasing Model

In the diagram it shows C1, once F10 is achieved then Daydreaming, Light Meditation, Creative Flow, Deep Meditation are possible…

In this session my mind went into Daydreaming/Light Meditation where (The Perceiver) formed a streaming image of a very ornate Hindu/Tibetan Inner Temple… or Tabernacle… this hung around for a while… my Interpreter gave only what I wrote above… and did not elaborate… there were other images connected to city scapes… but, the Interpreter could not ID them or comment on them…

Just as the JOOB hand book says: “You will know you are successful when you become bored and expect something more to happen.”

Well nothing more happened and tho I got a number of urges to abort… I stayed with the exercise until the command to return to C1.

S.

5/31/2010 - afternoon session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

An amazing session, I don’t know how much closer I can get to projecting, without projecting.

The session begins with a solar plexus chakra area jolt… (obe)… woman in a wheel chair attempts to go down a flight of stairs using her brake and gravity… don’t know how this came out… the purple light pulse from my brow point was very strong… stronger than I ever remember it pulsing… images formed inside the plus… definite physiological sensations… I must have entered the Monroe phase model level of deep meditation because I saw a golden ornate ring glowing… light flowed out of it downward… then I seem to be on the verge of projecting for the rest of the session I attempted to prime the pump by imagining myself floating above my body, I saw an Egyptian sarcophagus with the head dress… I kept up the imagining… my skull became electrified… several surges… nothing… rope climbing… rope ladder climbing… postulating I will project… I asked the universe to allow me to project… kept up the visualization and postulating… until the session ended…

S.

6/1/2010 - Evening session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Well well, well this is the state:

Achieve a whole new state… not sure yet whether it is another relaxation level or a precursor to a more powerful meditative level… but, it was certainly dynamic in a way I never experienced it before… and then there was the solid ‘x’…

The solid ‘x’ did not return BUT, I got into the dream state or daydreaming state… and I knew where I was… without winking out… p.o.c. is a problem it seems fixed in my brain (pineal)… but toward the end of the session I began to understand about developing an exit technique that works for me personally… and it is the affirmation: right when one feels ready to exit state the affirmation:

I am floating above my body.

The session ended just as I was making the transition out of my body… I was floating… I’ve done it inadvertently many times before so it is just a matter of shifting consciousness to that memory location… the AFFIRMATION MUST WORK… !!!

S.

6/5/2010 - Evening session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

I now know what the body jolt is… that is the obe automatic reflex… it jolts because for some fraction of a second or millisecond… the reflex is triggered and the obe… goes into action… because I am not completely asleep I abort the obe event…

Ascended to the daydreaming realm and saw a group of men sitting around a table… it was in the distance.

I/P: for some reason my interpreter does not turn on to the exercise prompt… but, what happens is the Interpreter goes of on its own into a non-sequitor… bring up past mistakes I wish I could do over… for example when I make a wrong bet in a horse race, when I had an inspiration to make the right bet…

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 7^th, 2010 at 3:01pm:



6/7/2010 Afternoon Session:

Well it didn’t take long for the learning of some very odd things:

This is the High Priestess card:

http://melissatarot.files.wordpress.com/2010/03/high-priestess.jpg

This was an amazing session. It was sensuous and very metaphysical at the same time. I started to get a buzzing sensation all around my head. When I went to Australia one time in search of a girl I liked… I exited through my forehead. This was the same sensation and I thought I was about to exit. Then, I began to get this pressure in my thalamus area…

http://www.besthealth.com/besthealth/bodyguide/reftext/images/Thymus_spleen.jpg

Then, as the session went on and I began my exit affirmation: ‘I am floating above my body.’ I saw the top of the head of a body… here I don’t know if I was imagining it or if it was the rtz - double… I attempted to do a poc shift, but, I couldn't make the shift…

Then a Persian carpet design flowed across between me and the double at the brow area… (flying carpet??)… but my whole body was emitting a glow… and a very sensuous sensation possibly an internal orgasm was sending a shockwave through my body or was it just my brain… my frontal lobes as I write are still buzzing.

Any way Monroe counted me up to C!.

S.

6/8/2010 - Day:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

All three sessions were characterized by progressively stronger and stronger body vibrations. I assume this means I am just that much closer to exiting… the key of course is the steady vibrations as described in JOOB…

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 9^th, 2010 at 12:35pm:

This is very interesting because it accounts for my life as an innocent bystander. I have always avoided responsibility. I liked being just a draftsman in a big organization where I could disappear, tho, I guess I had ability I produced just enough to get by and hated the idea of being a group leader… (I would have to grow up… my inner child don’t want to grow up)… this all goes back to a lifetime in which I was a ruler and I made a jolly mess of the experience getting everyone all riled up so that that had to attempt to assassinate me, but, I fooled them… I committed suicide… I got the last word or the last act of defiance but at a terrible price… the price was permanent ’childhood’… done through the millennia… oh, oh… I think this is about to change… woe is me!!! LOL!!!

S. 

Seraphis1 wrote on May 29^th, 2010 at 7:04pm:


I realized that back on 5/29/2010 I had seen my inner child archtype. It was at the bottom of all the demon’s… it cannot show itself because that is the beginning of its dissolution. Jung always said that once the unconscious/subconscious drivers are exposed to the conscious level the energy and power of it dissipates… but, this inner child had a lot of control and power… and now it is clear why I am so obsessed with the o.b.e… escape… this inner child sees it as another tool to escape responsibility. It is also why I/inner child is so intrigued by escape velocity and/or the possibility of being a Facilitator… this would be an ultimate tool of control of The Game… Do you want to play a game??? Yeah, yeah, yeah…!!! Says the inner child. It wants to play a game and never lose… !!!

Of course this is an impure motive and…

S.

6/12/2010 - afternoon session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Now that the inner child archetype has been neutralized, the sessions are very different. I am getting to f10 faster and the body asleep state is very profound… but I got a rush of energy to the frontal lobes… possibly the expanded energy body is beginning to activate… much of my etheric body has been dormant and needs to awaken I think… I was actually feeling what I think IS the automatic o.b.e reflex mechanism… it has a form and is cylindrical kind of like an automobile starter/solenoid switch

http://www.allproducts.com/manufacture100/smartgroup/product2.jpg

As I was becoming aware of it I got a sharp pain in my left eye at the inner portion near the bridge of my nose and a sharp pain in my right thumb

http://www.dorlingkindersley-uk.co.uk/static/cs/uk/11/features/reflexology/handc...

Right at the pituitary designation location. Hopefully, this is the beginning of the awakening of my etheric body… it must have been dormant while in the control of the inner child, kind of atrophied or stagnant… now I get to feed energy into it and awaken it.

S.

6/13/2010 - afternoon session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

The rtz-double was floating outside my body, but, attach Siamese twin style to the top of my head my poc refused to detach… and my physical frontal lobes and my rtz-double lobes were attached for the whole session.

Like this: http://www.kidzworld.com/img/upload/article/21976/a3343i0_Siamese-185.jpg

Oh well, anyone know of a good surgeon.


S.

6/14/2010 - afternoon session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Very productive session… it started with a flash of light… then in the left ear… a barking dog… my affirmation of ‘I am floating above my body’ brings a sound in my ears… a humm and ringing… and pressure… in my cranium… I am sure my rtz-double is floating there I can feel it but I don’t see it and I am not able to move my poc into it… then I saw the new archetype a handsome young man very white tho… maybe that is just the early formative stage… he is dressed in a Victorian upper class manner… he is only missing a top hat… he looks like this:

http://images.movie-gazette.com/gallery/albums/People/billy+crudup.jpg

I guess I just have to keep patiently working at this thing.

S.

6/16/2010 - morning dream:

I am definitely in some kind of astral class… tho I seem to be the only one there….

I am being instructed on a communication device. It looks like a peanut… in cross-section it has an intricate maze of copper wiring or plating… it could be the pineal gland?? It sends and receives.. That is all I remember…

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Jun 15^th, 2010 at 9:47am:


6/16/2010

FYI

What this dream was telling me is this: Something mechanical was going to happen in my next racing attempt. I had a bet. I went on line and the whole betting system was down... no bets could be made. I watched the race and the horse I was going to be lost!!! So the internet failure save me money.

Interesting???!!!

S.

6/17/2010 - morning session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Two strong sessions in a row. Very journey man like state. F10 is well established, breathing finally consistently under control. This should be the right road.

S.

6/19/2010 - session notes:

Afternoon session:

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc; AKG disc 1: cut 6. Interpreter/preceiver; JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Now strong entry into f10 is routine. Large landscape scene… energy streaming under left leg… Lost awareness of body, felt only energy filling hands and feet… body jolt… felt no pressure to return… could have stayed in the state indefinitely… not sure how long this would have good on… this is a whole new level of relaxation and demonstrates the power of f10...

S.

6/21/2010 Saboteur Archetype:

I playing checkers and made a very dumb mistake after being ahead a piece and the game ended in a tie instead of a win.

Suddenly, I realized I had a saboteur archetype… I applied the AKG - changing belief system technique:

I asked to talk to the entity who is responsible for making me make dumb mistakes in winning situations… I got a contact… it told me I am not allow to win because I was responsible for a terrible war centuries ago… and I can’t be trusted… as I was telling it to belay that order and to stop sabotaging my gaming skills… I began to feel anxious… what if all of sudden this entity left open the valves to a huge energy release… would I explode… would I go insane with this sudden energy surge in my brain… I was really scared… I began to attempt to repress energy releases… I know this is stupid… is there another part of the saboteur archetype which I did not include in the conversation and should have… what the hell!!! But, I did begin to rationalize… I seemed to have shouldered the full responsibility for that war… but, I now realize it takes two to tango… I was not even the ruler, who could have intervened… he did not have to support my misguided goals… there were a whole bunch of other entities who could have stopped the conflagration. I feel much better about that… and I got some release from the guilt and repression… but, forgiving all concerned is sop.. Asking for forgiveness… sop… recognizing there are no bad guys. Its all good. Peace my fellow beings. Peace be unto you all.

S.

6/23/2010 - morning dream:

Lots of improvement.

I was attempting to find the right street. I got lost in a maze of rooms and walking against traffic a big rig came at me as I was pressed against a chain link fence… then I became lucid… I realized I don’t have to experience this…

...then I began to morph out of the dream and into the waking state with a lot of pressure in the Atlas/ Axis area of my neck… then I realized I was generating the dream out of the reptilian brain… the medulla oblongata… then I recalled this is an improvement… I have climbed the consciousness ladder and am operating out of the throat chakra where previously all of my dreams where generated out of the solar plexus chakra… I have climbed to higher centers of consciousness.

I also realize this is how the ‘real world’ illusion also works… life is an illusion a dream… I can wake up… and maybe this is the process of waking up out of the dream in which I don’t have to participate… if I choose not to participate in…

S.

Demon in the Throat Chakra:

This is a good time to do an overall assessment. The TMI programs seem to be a major success for me personally. I graduated from Guidelines in Oct ‘09. It was in Guidelines that two significant things happened. In The Tank I discovered a Dominatrix demon in my Heart Chakra and I was told by my guides to do Lifeline next and there I would encounter and neutralize a phantom. (This is the effect of my intuitive and substantive awareness of my guides more than direct conversations.)

Sure enough in my May ‘10 Lifeline I encountered, exposed and dissolved a major phantom presence that was there since my Roman incarnation… it was quite a relief and in Lifeline I had a Self-Realization event because of releasing that phantom’s influence.

Now, I discover there is a demon in my Throat chakra besides the two demons that were resolved in my solar plexus chakra… but those demons were a manipulation or the mask of my inner child archetype concealing himself as he controlled and manipulated one of my egonic projections in the physical plane.

Now, I suspect there is a demon in the Third Eye and the Crown chakra… this has to be or maybe I shouldn’t anticipate the future or what I will find and allow myself to be pleasantly or unpleasantly surprised as my personal Odyssey unfolds and continues apace.

This is an amazing journey.

S.

6/24/2010 - Morning session:

I should be used to it by now but almost every session is different and it is puzzling.

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: JOOB - A

Relaxation phase:

Did get off to a good relaxation phase or so I thought… but eventually the body asleep phased in… it could be I am too rested… but, I have yet to figure out how to get that power nap condition… either I am too tired or too awake… and only accidentally do I get into a natural borderland power nap state and that is the optimal condition.

JOOB - A: Able as usual to imagine leaving my body and walking around my room… always the first attempt is easiest then there is a wandering of consciousness which is amorphous and hard to manage… but, after a while all my energy went to the top of my head… and settle into an exit channel on the left side of my forehead which I have exited out of before… I think when I exit it will be out of my left frontal lobe… as I got into settling into the left lobe I began to get the vibrations in the legs… and I really thought this is it… but no banana.

S.

6/26/2010 - Afternoon session:

I am keeping this program in place because it seems so productive.

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Got in easily and to F10.

JOOB relaxation disc:

I don’t know how close one can get without exiting. But, I did recall the button exit and the Donovan exit… but shifting into that state as per BM… recall method did not happen… in the button exit I asked permission and it was granted… it the Donovan exit I was asleep and woke up exiting… I felt the solenoid flare and I got a body jolt so I was out… on the body jolt… the exit must be eminent.

S.

6/28/2010 - morning session:

New development and as usual things go in directions I didn’t intend.

Revised mix ~

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Got in easily and to F10.

JOOB relaxation disc:

In the next phase of relaxation which seem to have no end of depth to which one might descend… I became aware of the whole room… then I thought is this astral sight… where you see 360 degrees?? But I found out when you focus on a specific object… you loose the 360 perception… so I guess the skill to develop is to focus and unfocus… now, I am thinking is this a variation on the perceiver/interpreter approach of BM?… but from an objective point of view as oppose to a subjective point of view…??

Now, I am getting a deeper understanding of what is meant by exploring a focus level… in this case I am (unintentionally) exploring f10.

There are all kinds of tantalizing blips of o.b.e. exiting but it is just on the edge of happening… teasing is all I can say about it… a coquette teasing a lover…

S.

7/7/2010

Silver lining:

Dream:

The whole sleep session I was soaring in focus 27... The etheric, cloud like focus 27 not the park… this song was constantly running in the event:

Look for a Silver lining, whenever clouds appear in the blue…

Interpretation:

There are some proprietary parts of the interpretation I cannot discuss… but, the basic interpretation is that I have reached the top of the healing curve of my recent surgery and am now past all complications therefrom and the process of getting back to normal is in motion… in another month I will be fit again and may operate at full capacity.

S.

7/8/2010 - afternoon session:

This was the best session in a long time and foreshadows an excellent foundation… which is what I wanted… I can obe thru deprevation… but, I want to do it in a more normal manner and I think I am moving in the right direction.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Got in easily and to F10.

JOOB relaxation disc:

Saw a face from above… looking down… like the face on mars… marble Greco/roman columns…  this fundamental body move was very distinctive… some report being able to rotate the fb inside the physical body… this suggest that potential is becoming available… I distinctly got the right leg out of the body…. A number of body jolts….

S.

7/11/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Itch left clavical midway… image of a lush wood… stained wood stand alone arch… Victorian woman… in beige chiffon frilly dress with large taco shell royal blue hat cocked left side of head filled with flowers…

Going into f10 now noting muscle groups letting go or releasing…

JOOB relaxation disc:

Phased… (I have been watching The Crown Prince…. I could be digesting the movie…) I am now dressed in a tight fitting power blue unform high collar jacket (austro/Hungarian style… ) dancing with a woman to a waltz… don’t know the name…  am aware of a great mushroon bubble growing out of the left side of my cerebral cortex in which all of this is taking place… I am in a mind split… aware of a light meditative state and my body at the same time… the perceiver seems intergrated with the interpreter as a knowing of what is takeing place… at the same time I am postulating my intention to rise out of my body and hover but, not aware of a shift or floating I have no discernable poc… EOD

S.

7/16/2010 - afternoon session:

Sometning very different is happening. Another level of relaxation is developing and it seems to kick in at the near the end of the session… I have no idea where it is going or what it will develop into… much of the imaging seems to be halted… dream sessions are active but, I don’t remember them… not sure what is going on.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Easily in f10...

JOOB relaxation disc:

The quite before the storm???

S.

7/19/2010 - afternoon session:

Today’s sessions begin with a dream:

I am looking to make contact with someone important to me. (female??) I am being prevented by an organized entity… (catholic church like??)…

Interpretation: I am attempting to make contact with my higher self… some religious belief system from my past is a barrier because it is not a correct belief… I don’t know what that belief is… I should use the Moen technique to find out and change it… I haven’t done it as yet.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Easily in f10...

JOOB relaxation disc:

Front left lobe activates… sensation radiates to big toe right foot… (pineal/pituitary area??? - reflexology) I feel light and possibly floating but I am still inside my body (I think) (could this be a form of phasing) the experience is rich and dynamic… full of detail that would take volumes to describe… royal blue stripe or strip vertical on right side…

S.

7/21/2010 - afternoon session:

Today’s sessions begin with a dream:

[b]
Another religious dream… this time I am a landscaper… I lay down a lawn and garden around a church but I stop it in a border around the church… I seem to wonder why I don’t include the church in the landscape plan.[/b]

I have no interpretation for this… I am stumped.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Experience the elevator phenomena again to f10...

JOOB relaxation disc:

I am in a lavender lilac flowered garden… no odor… toward the end of the session my sense of body changes and I get the impression I am creating a new kind of body… I am feeling the vibrations starting but they do not get intense… I am able to move them some what (as per JOOB)… from my head to my feet and back but they fade.

I never encountered anything like this in the literature so I have no idea where this is going…. Bruce Moen doesn’t describe anything like this tho, it may have happened and he didn't recognize it as something distinct and notable… Robert Bruce hasn’t either… only Robert Monroe intimated it in JOOB but didn’t go into it as something to be aware of or look for… I wonder what is going on???!!!!

S.

7/23/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Easily into f10...

JOOB relaxation disc:

Body twist… o.b.e… electric shot left nostril… olive drab can opener floating in front of me… new body coming into formation earlier… face favoring nicholaa cage looking in my direction over my right shoulder… decide to imagine floating above my body… mind throwing things at me everything but what I am imagining… some belief system still preventing the exit… but I am holding the image and relaxing into the float…

S.

7/24/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Easily into f10...

JOOB relaxation disc:

Suddenly became aware I was light or ready to float… decided to attempt an exit… a demonic Yul Brenner head appear with intense electric eye… a wave of energy rippled through my body I aborted the exit… (this is all head exiting attempts)… I regrouped and tried again when I got the light feeling… I was about to exit this time a Jay Leno head appear with intense black eyes that grew to two black holes… I thought I saw star fields in them… could I be looking out into space… the rest of the session was attempts to get back the lightness…

S.

7/26/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Going into f10... Don’t quite make it.  Until JOOB starts…

JOOB relaxation disc:

Now in f10... Looking into a space… living room a garden… pain along left side of my left foot… (reflexology: arm, elboe, knee, leg… no idea what this means…) entered the alternate body state… as I got into it and got familiar with the state I realized I could stay in the state indefinitely, none of the usual pressure to be somewhere else or do something else… must be the state fakirs get into when they do feats like being buried alive and the like… interesting… 

S.

7/29/2010 - morning session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

Relaxation phase has changed again, tho, I am relaxing in this disc cut… it is not as deep anymore… which is odd… shouldn’t I be getting deeper instead of just passably relaxed… but, it could be just the human condition… if my mood is right I get deep quickly… if my mood is not right I don’t.

JOOB relaxation disc:

Fundamental body shift… long corridor… trellis like windows… oriental style probably Japanese… I seem to have entered a ceremony or mass… must be Shinto… purple pulsing light… looking into a purple world… mild vibrations bring coming in signals end of session is near…

S.

8/3/2010 - afternoon session:

Break through session.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: relaxation disc.

Relaxation phase:

F10 very easily attained full bodied relaxation sequence… directly into relaxation without a lot of prompting… twilight mountain (blue, royal blue) landscape horizon scene…

JOOB relaxation disc:

Man looking at scene hatless… rather unkempt dark sandy haired full… All my work is starting to payoff… I have been trying to avoid draconian obe techniques of excessive fasting and sleep deprevation and the like… for a more control and healthy comfortable approach… and I seem to be very close to the goal… I seem to float above my body as I stated my intention to ‘… be lighter than a feather and float…’ I am still not outside because I know what that feels like, but… the fact that I am responding to the intention statement in a firm manner is very encouraging… this was a great session…

S.

8/7/2010 - afternoon session:

This was the strangest start up ever. The last three sessions (not reported) were aborted for various reasons and this is the first session I actually finished without incident. This of course is psychological… but, I have no clue why my subconscious would want to stop my progress.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition A.

Relaxation phase:

Easily into f10 state.

JOOB relaxation disc:

Purple light pulsing strongly. Feeling very light… like I am ready to float… lush garden landscape… rather stout bearded man straw hat… with light blue denim shirt and royal blue denim trousers… seated in a reclining tractor?? Heavy pressure in the chest area…

S.

8/9/2010 - morning session:

This is quite an interesting session. One moment I was laying down the next it was over. No time.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition A.

Relaxation phase:

Easily into f10

JOOB relaxation disc:

Very hard to describe, I seem not to have a body. But, I know I am not obe. The stillness and vibrations in the calves and feet… feeling very light and floating… but floating inside my body…

S.

8/13/2010 - afternoon session:

I fulfilled the conditions of condition A and will now move on to condition B

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition A.

Relaxation phase:

f10

JOOB relaxation disc:

Held a single thought as required for the whole disc.

S.

8/14/2010 - 2nd afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition B.

Relaxation phase:

f10

JOOB condition B:

I have to admit of all the exercises I’ve done to date this one I am beginning to really enjoy… I wonder how far one can take it? I think this is what Joe McMonegle means by getting into a state… if you measure brain waves on one it goes to almost flatline… I assume to satisfy the requirement of the exercise one should do it for the whole hour. At this point I am almost fully flatlined in the last 5 to 10 minutes. Takes a bit to get all the controls in.

S.

8/15/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition B.

Relaxation phase:

f10

JOOB condition B:

The no thought state began to come in… then I got images of faces they were almost perfect busts accept they were etheric I thought are they going to become solidly real… then I saw a complex landscape and garden…. Then a rush of images the continued non stop for the whole session…

The only thing I can think of is that the mind does not like to be blank… and it is struggling to avoid the no thought, no image condition…

One thing is clear… I was right yesterday when I thought I had not satisfied the exercise condition…

This is astonishing.

S.

8/18/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition B.

Relaxation phase:

Getting into the relaxation level nicely… into f10

JOOB condition B:

This is an amazing exercise… I came to the thresold of the sonic boom twice… I experienced the sonic boom before but not the rise to it… this is awesome…. There must be some hemi-sync signals in the last 10 to 15 minutes of the exercise… because the serious stuff always happens in that last few minutes…

S.

8/20/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition B.

Relaxation phase:

relaxation mode changed but still effective… into f10

JOOB condition B:

Very nice powerful relatively thought free session… but, I am going for at least one session with total no thoughts… or mind activity… I guess the mind is like breaking a horse… it bucks and fights and attempts to stay free to do what it wants to do… but persistently reining it in and staying in the saddle gets the job done…

S.

8/21/2010 - afternoon session:

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1: JOOB disc set: condition B.

Relaxation phase:

relaxation mode changed but still effective… into f10

JOOB condition B:

The importance of doing the exercises when one is tired cannot be stressed more… with this caveat… there is a razors edge of tiredness… and I have not figured out how to induce it except thru extreme measures of sleep deprevation and fasting… for some people there may be no other way… 

S.