I agree with Ronedele about stuff happening awhile ago.
I want to publically apologize to everyone here about bringing up such personal issues on this site previously under the posting name Justin2710. This wasn't the place for it, and was disrespectful to other posters, and to Bruce. On a personal level, i realized it's best not too point out the false self tendencies of others until this consciousness is more clear and White Light immersed myself.
So, i've been trying to stick more to impersonal concepts, beliefs, and teaching comparisons.
Appreciate your patience with me.
Hi Mair,
Whereas i see where you are coming from, i really don't see that much negativity here. Why judge it so much? It is what it is, and whose to say that in the long run it isn't of benefit?
Things cannot always be 100 percent peaceful, agreeing, and super nice all the time. We are NOT all Masters, and should not be forced to act in that manner, this is how we live and learn, by our mistakes.
Its not just that Alysia said something once, she has restated her false accusation, and on some level seems to be wanting to start some trouble. On a personal level, her knowing how much i'm going through lately, and doing this shows how much
she is suffering to try to add to another person's plate of difficulty. I'm trying to look past this aspect of her and hold her in the Light of her True Self.
And its a good thing (for me) i've regained my center and detachedness, and am not taking it personally.
However, on a practical, teaching level, i am abiding by the rules again, and there were people who complained to Bruce when i was not abiding by the rules here, well i was told flatly, justly, and impersonally that this is not the place. I agreed, and out of a bit of hurt and self pity, i thought i should leave since it seemed few "accepted" me here.
I realized that was the way of ego, and running away (so Rob was partly right there), and while i don't fully accept my attachment to these sites, and to the need for communication, regardless i feel the need to express.
Also consider the average, or Archetypal differences between women and men.
Men tend to debate more, because they tend to be more left brained and about ideas, thoughts, and concepts. They on average, can detach more from their emotions in these kinds of things.
Women (not all, but on average) tend not to debate as much, and tend to need "peace' more, and they have a harder time detaching from their emotions in situations like these.
Basically, there just different ways of expressing, and ones not better than the other, as in all things balance is to be desired. Sometimes its better to shut ones trap, to listen, or to just support, and find something to agree on. Other times its best to impersonally debate and disagree, and to be very active in expressing.
Hi Raz,
Ok, well thanks for the interest, and the debate either way. Hopefully we clarified some stuff for others here.
Hi Rob,
What i don't understand about this whole situation, is that i have posting to this site previous to my name change, for a year. If one reads all my posts, they may see a pattern of mostly positivity, support, relating, and expanding upon concepts and beliefs. Only for that recent period did i get consistently personal.
Everyone seemed to forget about the old Justin quite easily, the one who just tried to help, and relate impersonally.
Same thing on Linn's site, posted a half a year there, and generally quite positive. After the drama, and if i was as immature as people are trying to accuse me of, why didn't i go over to Linn's site and start to cause some trouble there?
I have no interest in that, simply cause i'm much more mature than that.
Like me, Alysia needs to worry more about herself, and how well or not she is putting forth PUL, instead of concentrating on others.
I don't think "credibility" is an issue here, and i don't need an apology from her, because i know the real issue is "suffering" and acting out from suffering. I have much compassion for her lately, from seeing more varibles than i did previously.
Thanks DocM, Alysia, Rondele, Mair, Raz, P.A., and Rob, and hopefully we can drop this silly debate soon, its getting old and boring... Onto bigger and better stuff