How could anyone be angry with you for wanting to know if the afterlife is real. That is what this board is for. Please allay your fears about anger.
James Van Praagh's books are very good as are the John Edwards books and of course Bruce Moen's book. It is natural to have questions about an afterlife. This is something that you can come to KNOW eventually with your own exploring. I had doubts all my life until I read Bruce's books.
After I read Bruce's book, I HAD to find out for myself and I did, not because I didn't believe, but because I KNEW I was meant to do retrievals too.
I wish you much success in stilling your fears and coming to KNOW that it is real.
With Love,
Mairlyn