On Wednesday I found out I have stage 3 colon cancer.  It hasn't spread to any nodes or outer layers yet so that's good news.  The doc says this is completely curable, and when I heard that I felt so much relief. I'm going to have to go through chemo and radiation and then surgery, and then more chemo.  But as long as I know they are confident they can cure it, I don't mind what needs to be done. 

If anyone wants to focus on healing and PUL for me and this process I'm going through I would appreciate it.  What I'm staying focused on is that the docs and all the treatment come into perfect and quick alignment every step of the way and that this is cured and I get to live many more years in this reality.

Love,
Vicky

Will send love and positive thought your way, Vicky.  Part of the healing can come from creative visualization, seeing it as "gone," and seeing yourself smiling and enjoying life, giving thanks for the healing even before it is complete.  That feeling of gratitude is very importnat.  It is a humble state of grace, which opens a door.   

Will sed out positive thought and energy

Love,

Matthew

DocM wrote on Sep 14^th, 2014 at 2:20pm:


Hi Matthew, thank you for the positive energy, I know I can use it!  Yes I am doing visualization and positive energy focus and all that good stuff. 

Even though I'm positive, I have good moments and then not so good.  I usually break down crying at least once a day.  Still in disbelief I think.   

Hey Seagull,

Thanks for your warm words of love and support! 

heisenberg69 wrote on Sep 16^th, 2014 at 10:22am:

Thank you!  Today was a little better.  I'll have to wait until next week to start the chemo and radiation treatments because I might have to get another scan and give the radiation oncologist time to plan the exact dose I need.  I didn't realize it was such a complicated and detailed process.  He has a team of people including a physicist who help come up with the exact dosing.

And how have you been?  It's been a while since we've chatted.

Hi Vicky,

I want to point out something I hope will be helpful.  Many people have small cancers inside of them for years without knowing about it.  The immune system is constantly encountering aberrant or precancerous and cancerous cells and eliminating them, without our knowing.  Some cancers are aggressive, and some, for reasons not always clear grow slowly over years. 

The problem comes about when a patient identifies themself as being ill instead of accepting whatever the findings are.  T. Campbell from My Big Toe fame puts it best when he hypothesizes that future occurrences of possible disease states may actualize depending on the reaction and deep beliefs about the disease.  In MBT, he states the opinion that if a group of doctors get together and proclaim a medical condition terminal, it helps to actualize the outcome by changing probabilities in the real world.  By the same token, an effective prayer group giving thanks for healing a disease and "seeing it as done" may actualize probabilities toward a more favorable outcome.  None of this is absolute.

But it occurs to me that how we view ourselves and what our most deep seated belief is, along with the beliefs of others can alter probabilities in the real physical world.  So yes, you had a tumor found, and it was cancerous.  It will be gone from your body.  I see no advantage in the "I have cancer" thought process after that.  I will see you as being as whole and free from cancer.  Cancer does not have to be part of your identity.  Your identity is, of course so much more.  I will see the tumor as going away, and you as cancer free.

Best,

Matthew

Hello Vicky:

Sorry to read about your cancer. I sent you some healing energy this morning and said a prayer for you.

Have you researched alternative treatments?

Albert

Vicky:

I figure each person needs to decide what approach he or she takes. Even when my Mom had cancer I didn't suggest an alternative approach.