Dr. Who wrote on Nov 16th, 2010 at 4:03am:I look at the afterlife because I see no meaning in life itself. I look at myself, at going to work every day, at having a beer, at having a wife, at playing a video game, at writing a book, at reading a book, and I say, wow, none of this really matters since in the end I have no true meaning. I will die and cease to exist. Having children to give yourself meaning is really just a way of fooling yourself. Even the memory of you will fade away completely within a life time or two maximum. And even if you are George Washington and people remember you years later, even this is an illusion in your mind, an attempt to give your life meaning.
Life, to me, is meaningless. Life itself, without some sort of continuance with death, has no real reason except the daily illusion of meaning we give ourselves.
Therefore, I make a futile attempt every day to pretend that life matters, all the while my mind is screaming and laughing maniacally. Inside I see the hideous and humorous worthlessness of it all.
When it all comes down to it, I wish I had never been born. It definitely seems unfair that parents can decide to create a life form and the life form being created has no say in the matter.
Oh yes, I know all the new age mumbo jumbo, the whole you picked your parents and chose to come here blah blah blah... well.... prove it if you are gonna say that type of stuff. I've heard that before from my new age friend Helga. (Who is actually a rather nice friend even though I am very negative at times!)
Anyways, In conclusion, life is meaningless to me.
Life should not exist. That's pretty much where I stand if the afterlife does not exist.
Dr Who,
if what you believe is true, then stop whining about it and hiding behind the chic cynicism of 'it all means nothing anyway' which is the ultimate in easy copouts. If you wish you had never been born then you can end it any time you like and as the whole thing is an illusion and meaningless, nothing will matter anyway.
And if this is all an illusion, why are you on this board at all? Why not just kick back with a beer, watch your videogame and let the rest of your life unfold in its meaninglessness until your body finally gives out, or you can go early. None of it matters anyway.
OR: you can stop hiding behind the defence mechanism, look at the nature of beliefs and the nature of reality, and wonder if you're being prodded or impelled to make a quantum leap forward into a new understanding of existence. Are you going to make a leap of faith that life is far more than everyday existence, or is 'WWW Smackdown' going to be the most important thing in your everyday life.
No-one here's going to try and convince you of anything. Various folks here KNOW that there's more, others like myself BELIEVE that there's more and are waiting to experience something that proves TO US (and not anyone else) that this is all true FOR US (and no-one else), and some are on the sidelines unsure what to think.
At the end of the day, it's your call, and yours alone.
Hope you make it -you know what the alternative is already.
Best wishes and hopes,
David.