Hi All, i didn't consciously participate in this group session. Last time i checked, i got the impression that Bruce was chosen to be the focus of the session and i don't usually feel comfortable in trying to facilitate physical type healing for people who don't ask for it. Sometimes there are deeper reasons behind such physical type issues. I have no problem generally feeling appreciation/gratitude/love for someone and most everytime i look at one of Bruce's books or pic, i oft feel those type of feelings for him and the work he does. But specific healing type stuff i feel is different.
I was also really busy and surrounded by folks all weekend (and the last couple of days as well).
Spooky, thank you for the try, i wasn't aware that people were going to focus on me this Sat. so that might explain some of what you picked up about my skeptical/shy/withdrawing like vibe.
As far as sad type feelings go, this might pertain. On Sat. i went to a looooonnng community meeting which had many people there and a rather heavy, draining vibe at times. When i first went, i was already tired from lack of sleep, but during the meeting and especially when it was done i felt very tired and drained for most of the rest of the day. I absorbed a lot of heavy type feelings from people there i think.
Since i'm just a non participating visitor at these community meetings, i tend to shift into a very passive, receptive type state and sometimes this makes me too open to others people's energies, and these meetings tend to be on the heavy, emotional, angry, tense, and/or sad side. And this seemed like a particularly long meeting.
About White Light
well that sort of sounds like something i might say or ask. Usually when i meditate, i ask and intend to open myself up only to the purely creative and constructive forces.
My understanding, experience, and precept is that what some here call PUL is practically synonymous with the energy and radiation of what some call that infinitely radiant and pure White Light and also to Golden White tones.
So when i seek to hook up with guides, helpers, etc., i tend to seek out those with that kind of natural radiation. I've met plenty of nonphysical consciousnesses have those kind of radiations, but not many of those heavily involved with and incarnate in C1, or at least in my experience so far.
Thank you to anyone who felt/sent positive vibes to me this last weekend. Hopefully next time, i will be in a more receptive and consciously intending state. This coming weekend should be much less busy and occupied for me.