Justin2710
Ex Member
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I dunno ultimately, guess this springs from the very essence of what i am, my unique and particular vibrational patterns. I do know that it will probably change eventually.
I grew up in a fairly laid back environment as far as belief systems go. My mom was an open minded person who was much more of a spiritual and metaphysical turn of mind, but she rarely told us kids about her beliefs, I think she wanted us to evolve our own without the interference that she had received from her own dogmatic parents.
She dropped hints and made comments here and there, like talking to her friends about seeing spirits, and such. She was extremely psychic.
To tell the truth from what little i did know of her beliefs, I thought she was a bit "whacked out" till i started to become aware that we are more than our physical bodies at 13. Before that i was very interested in science, especially genetics. Started thinking about theories of why the subraces where like they were, etc. Randomly picked up an astrology book which also had numerous other metaphysical concepts in there like reincarnation, like attracts like. After studying it and applying astrological principles in real life, i came to believe that indeed there was something to this ancient science regardless of what most scientists said or believed. Around this time experimented with Yoga and different meditation forms. I also had two very strong feelings around this 13/14 age cycle, one that there was somekind of invisible connectedness to everything, thought of this as "God", and two that there would be some kind of major changes that would affect everyone and the world.
Had more of an awakening when i was 16 and went through a health crisis, when thinking i would end it, or lose my sanity, i came upon the Cayce readings which facilitated my own self healing on many levels, not just physical. Explained many things i had had feelings about for awhile, and then some.. A couple of years later came upon Monroe's 1st book and read many other books of that nature, "Journey of Souls", "Destiny of Souls" etc.
Mom died at 20, around the same time had another awakening and getting very psychic (but still largely unconscious), always was to a certain degree. Read Monroes other books around then, had a powerful impact, came across hemi-sync and started using it. Read Rosilands first book, then not to long later came upon Bruce's books both Rosie and Bruce's book resonated very strongly with me.
Well there's more, a lot more but thats the main gist. What about you?
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