My grandmother died in October of the past year from cancer, last January my best friends father died of a severe stroke, and at the end of this January a friend of mine was killed in a drunk driving accident 6 days before her 18th birthday. I am having the hardest time dealing with this. I dont really see the point in living life if you are just doing it to die. Please do not think that I want to hurt myself in anyway, because I don't, I've just been feeling helpless. I want to know where my Nana, Ricky, and Cassie are. I want to know that life is worth living. I want to know why we are here. I'm only 18 years old and I've had enough of death, but I suppose it's just a part of life, right? If anybody has any advice for me, please post back ASAP. Thanks.

Thank you both very much. It's good to know that there are people who understand how I feel. I will most def. check out all the website has to offer. Thanks again!