Hello:

Some people might like this video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kH3G5coJX5Y&t=289s

Wow, that video covers a lot of ground. The day you posted it I was on my way home from work and was thinking, I'd like to read something from near death forums when I get home. It has been ages since I did that. So, it was delightful to find that you had posted such an articulate, interesting account of multiple experiences in a positive and, really, exceptional interview format. I was kind of shocked at the future forecasting which commenced midway through the interview. However, I do recognize that an interpreter is always present in such a recounting, especially over a lifetime of re-remembering.

Most interesting.

You're welcome Vicky.

The darker beings he wrote of sound like the lost souls Bruce wrote about.

Mellen Thomas Benedict also remembered being in the womb during his life review.

I had an experience where I remembered what it was like before I incarnated.



Seagull, regarding retrievers not being special, I figure we are all special in our own way. We are all parts of one large self. To find out what it needs to know, this large self has all kinds of incarnations. It seems as if some of us have it easier than others. When I do a retrieval of what might be considered an unevolved soul, I figure that in a way such soul makes a bigger contribution than me, because it took on a tougher assignment.

I basically believe in the Disk viewpoint. This being the case, some people seem to be more evolved projections than other people. There might be occasions when a less evolved projection does something that is more impressive than what a more evolved projection does, because such projection had bigger challenges to overcome, including the state of being it started with.

Regarding the dark future Kenneth Leth was shown, I can't say that I know if it is accurate. Before I watched that video I wondered what might happen if Trump got impeached, and figured that some of the white Nationalists that follow him in a fanatical way, might start a civil war. Therefore, what Kenneth said seems believable. Going by what he said, he was told ahead of time that the Kennedy assassination would take place. On another audio interview he said that he was shown that Trump and Clinton would run against each other.

Regarding life reviews, their enjoyment level probably varies.

Vicky:

Regarding my pre-birth memory, it happened one night as I was lying in bed. I was with a spirit being that seemed to be male. I felt concerned about incarnation into this world. I told the spirit being I was with "I'll miss you." With a male voice this spirit being said "I know."

When I had an NDE-like experience (without a related near death event), I felt as if I was where I actually came from, but my memory of this isn't real strong. It was more of a "this is what our existence is really about" feeling.

Do you remember the "home" feeling quite well?

Vicky wrote on Jul 29^th, 2018 at 8:35pm:

Vicky:

Thank you for your response. It means a lot to me when people share that part of their NDE. I have read other NDE accounts where people expressed the same as you.  To some degree you can touch into that feeling during meditation. You can experience love and peace in a way that is more fulfilling than anything you can experience in this World.

When I had an experience that was NDE-like (back before 1980), I didn't know anything about such experiences. I was somewhere between an atheist and agnostic at the time. I did't know how to process the experience, forgot about it for a number of years, and remembered it as if it happened yesterday when I recalled it. I believe it was intentional for me to forget it, because otherwise I probably would not had gone through the same growth process that I went through. Whatever the case, when I had the experience, it was "very" certain that what I was experiencing wasn't a hallucination and that what I experienced represented truth more than life in this World.

One thing I remember is that it was so happy and wonderful in the place I was located at during the experience I'm speaking of. I was surprised that existence could exist in such a way. I was disappointed when I returned to regular waking state consciousness, fell asleep, and the memory gap was created.

Regarding my not having a related body-based problem, in one of her books P.M.H. Atwater wrote that some people have NDE-like experiences, while involved in some physical activity such as walking around. Therefore, it isn't necessary to have some sort of physical problem before you can have an NDE-like experience.

Some people say that NDErs are forced to return, I believe it is more of a matter of whether an experiencer is clear thinking enough to make such a decision. I believe it would be a "BIG" mistake to not send a person back when it is highly beneficial for such a person to return, simply so it could be said that such a person had a choice.  People who have a problem with this aren't considering the big picture.

The Atwater book I'm speaking of is "Near Death Experiences - the rest of the story."

Recoverer 2 wrote on Aug 1^st, 2018 at 4:11pm:


Yeah, I totally agree.  Over the years of course I was glad I came back.  But being in that moment I would agree with you that I wasn't "clear thinking" enough.  I wasn't given a choice or shown what my future held or what I'd miss.  I was only basking in the moment.  I was definitely aware of the fact that if I stayed then my kids would grow up without me, but I was so in awe of the moment that I wasn't fully thinking of what I'd miss. 


I'm still watching bits of the video you linked when I have time.  Each time I watch it I keep feeling like I know this guy but it's more like he reminds me of someone.  Maybe he reminds me of an actor??  Does he remind you of anyone?  It's his voice and the way he talks. 

I love how he was describing his life review, when "Mother" was laughing and enjoying his uncle playing with him when he was a toddler.  "This is important.  This is love.  This is what life is about."  Yes!!  I believe that too with all my heart.  I feel that way when I'm having such a good time with my kids, or a special moment, or just speaking from my heart.  I know that that's more important than anything else in life.  Being loving makes me feel more alive than anything.   

The man in the video doesn't remind me of anyone.

Seagull's dream reminds me of a dream I had.

I was by a river.  All long the river there were people traveling up the river (If I remember correctly, they walked beside it). They traveled at different speeds, and were at different levels of progression. They were all headed to the same place at the end of the river.

The end of the river could be seen at the the northern part of the hemisphere. This northern location (the sky) felt like a high level spirit world. I remember purplish colors. I could feel love, joy, peace, beauty and wisdom emanating from this place.