Vicky
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Hi Claudio, how are you? I’m happy to see you’ve stopped by! I was going to start a thread just like this but hadn’t gotten around to it, so I will just incorporate mine here. I don't have anything in the way of awesome proof that would impression someone else, but for me these are real connections with him. If I could have anything in the world, it would be to see Bruce appear before me as a full apparition and I'd be able to hear him and talk to him just as in the physical. But, those kinds of paranormal experiences are rare so I don't expect it to happen. But God it would just be SO wonderful if it did!!
I’ve had several encounters with Bruce. Some have been dreams. Some have been where I’m awake and consciously aware, and I’m using my imagination to visit with him, and yes I’ve felt there were real responses from him. And a few times I’ve felt his presence and energy and communication, where it wasn’t something I was trying to do such as with the imagination method but where it really felt to me as if Bruce were imbuing his energy and thoughts to me.
I haven’t had any out-of-body experiences with him that I can remember since he’s passed. But I did have one special visit out of all of these, “special” in the sense that it was completely unexpected, I wasn’t using my imagination nor trying to make contact, wasn’t even thinking of him at the time it happened.
I was at work and had a headache, so on a break I laid my head on my desk and closed my eyes. I was trying to slow my brainwaves and relax and try to get the headache away. I know I was awake, as I could hear the sounds of my co-workers in the office. I’d say about 3-4 minutes went by.
Then suddenly I had a clairvoyant visual of Bruce in my mind’s eye so clear and vivid and full color, just like physical eyesight. The moment I saw him I was so excited and I said, “Brucey!” (My nickname for him).
It was so brief, literally just a second, and I immediately opened my eyes and lifted my head as a natural reaction to my excitement, which I quickly regretted since it pulled me out of that altered state I was in when I saw him. But I was able to “pull out” from there what his message was just by staying calm and still and making myself focus on the feeling of Bruce’s energy. Quite automatically and immediately I got that he said, “Don’t worry about it. I’m just letting you know I’m here with you, and you were in a perfect state for me to get you to see me.”
That was so amazing!! I could feel his energy and his message so clearly.
My vision of him was that my field of vision was me looking into what I call The Terminal, and Bruce’s face was up close right in front with The Terminal area in his background. It’s a nonphysical place I’ve seen and experienced many times in OBEs. What I interpret it as is a spiritual transportation hub, a gateway from one place to another.
The look and expression on Bruce’s face were that of finally having gotten through to reaching me. Kind of like when you’ve been calling someone on the phone but they don’t answer, so each time you call you have no idea if or when they actually will answer. Then that moment when they do, there’s that feeling of surprise. That’s what it felt like his expression was. He was surprised and happy I had “answered” his attempts to reach me. So from what I understood about it, because I was in a very relaxed state (and probably a state in which I was close to sleep), it was a perfect state for me to receive this from Bruce.
So in reply I just thought back to him my thoughts and feelings, like “Hi! I saw you! How are you? Where are you? I miss you! I love you.” Kind of like just blurting all of that out energy-wise as a natural reaction. I didn’t feel anything in response but that’s ok because this was a pretty unusual and awesome experience!! I know it was real and that he definitely is aware of my thoughts to him.
Every single day I talk to him and send him my thoughts and feelings. Sometimes I’m just telling him about my day or sharing my feelings about something. Sometimes I ask him questions even though I don’t feel any response. It’s my way of keeping him close and keeping a connection between us.
I’m always trying for an OBE but haven’t had luck. I’ve had some health issues going on for a few months, so I’m usually taking something for pain or to help me sleep, which isn’t the best thing to do when you’re wanting to do conscious nonphysical exploration.
Of my “imagination visits” where I use Bruce’s techniques of priming the pump of imagination and all of that, I have had a few times where I really do feel his energy presence in response. Whether it’s really him there or just me being so emotional at the moment that it feels real, well it doesn’t really matter to me. I do this for my own benefit, to keep the feelings alive, to keep him close to me. It’s my belief that he does receive any thoughts I send to him, and that any time I think of him and want him to be aware of me, I believe he is. I believe it’s automatic. Bruce taught that all it takes is intention and the feeling of love. So I do believe that.
Vicky
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