This year didn't start well. The day before newyears eve my best friend phoned me and told me that he didn't want to meet me any more. The day after newyear doc told us that my wife has cancer and that it has spread in the belly and to the liver.

Bruce, I was posting here years ago and this is the only place I could think of addressing my issue. This concerns my deepest emotions, my deep love to my wife as I feel being so close to, we form just a so good team since many years. And it concerns our daughter, not yet adult. I will try to help my wife with all the love and care I can express and give to here. I've already started a healing effort. I have no real experience of healing and I can think of no more difficult task than this one but I know the power of spirit and I do believe in medical miracles. I don't know if it's for us, but I shore will go for it. Last night when my wife slept beside me and I started my healing effort she turned to me while in sleep, I felt my hands and arms becoming warm and thrills rushing trough them. And during the half an hour or so long session her stomach, suffering from spasms, was  peaceful. My eyes get wet when I think about it.

Alysia, if you read this, we had a good email conversation years ago and you really helped me that time. Much because of you and Bruce I know it is possible that this little post might help me and my wife finding the spiritual assistance we so deeply need the coming months. My love is great but my spiritual powers are week. I can't experience things from the spiritual side. Perhaps I will fail building a good healing environment and attract the spirit helpers and channel the spiritual force we need. I believe it is possible for skilled persons like you to strengthen my healing project, perhaps just by advice, perhaps by watching, perhaps by creating spiritual bridges and so on. If you think you might contribute somehow to my healing project I would be deeply deeply grateful to you.

Carlos

I'm really glad you responded Alysia and am grateful for your advice. I don't think my wife can go for the Gerson therapy, because of her bowels and liver, but I hope there's some alternative stuff out there. Thank you for your spiritual support! We need it.

I wish you the best luck with your book and am really glad that you can use our experiences in it. There's one more thing in it. After your retrievals the pain my wife has suffered from in her neck for many years disappeared. One of the retrievals was my wifes grandma. She had died suddenly. Probably also suffered heavily from cancer. She was closer to my wife than anybody else and I think that she kept around my wife until your retrieval of her and that my wife subconsciously became stressed  of it. If grandma was around, her astral body might have promoted the development of my wifes cancer during the long companionship. I don't blame here for that. Not at all. But it could be a consequence. I wonder if she's around now when her favorite grandchild is in a crisis like hers long ago? And if that is positive from my perspective or not. Would be great if you could receive some information about here.

If it's ok and I manage I will try to write about our coming healing efforts here at afterlife in the healing forum. It will be of help to me and my family I think.

Seagull, Thanks for your prayers! It's a difficult time but also a most intense one and I hope we will, with God's help and the support from you and everybody else who's sending us the energy of love, work us through this challenge. We know we have spirits support too. I had a strang and very intense meeting with pa in a dream. My wife's grandpa visited here. He passed over very old. Healthy up to the last year. A very good visit I think. My wife dreamt about her grandma, she really longes for her comfort, but she was in a building with the door too high above ground for grandma to come down, so I think the message was clear and that we should not look for her now. Pa and grandpa with their positive attitudes are around and will assist us and that's good.