hi  if any of you want a reading,i be pleased to give you one,but please forgive me if i get some things wrong,im taught in circle i have to give word by word what spirit give me,i been out of touch with this for nearly three years,been through a lot of heartache and inner sadness over my divorce and things,i stopped going out ,i closed the door on everything in these three years,i just didn't want to know anymore but now ive finally getting myself together and i need to do readings to help me to develope as a medium,i want so much to be a fully fledged medium...love to you all  god bless  juditha xxxx

I would like a reading.
And I would like to read you back.

Don't worry at all getting things wrong. I did a reading recently that was completely off.
I believe sometimes we have the right message but for the wrong person.

Go for it, Juditha. Please post here on the board for me whatever you receive for me.

I love Mendel's comment that sometimes the message might have a different purpose.

omg juditha. Part of that was for me.

My name: Suzanne  (first part of your reading)
My friend: Steven    (later in your reading)
My state: Texas       (Glen Campbell-Wichita Lineman -- refers to Wichita Falls, Texas -- not my city)

Just yesterday I sent the Glen Campbell Utube version of the  song "I Never Promised You a Rose Garden"  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbXHyFhF_A4 to Steve. The song came to my head while walking to the bus stop on a rare rainy day here, and I went into a description in my email to my friend of how I liked Glen Campbell's voice and music as a teenager. He and Steve have a likeness to each other in appearance. My friend didn't appreciate the song, but I had a good time listening to it.

I'm sorry for busting in on Mendel's reading but dang! I really hate putting personal info on a public forum...but dang! You're good!

Wichita Lineman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTfwcLdP5Xk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EG1l05xrw44 live 2006

lyrics to song:

I am a lineman for the county
And I drive the main road
Searchin' in the sun for another overload

I hear you singin' in the wire
I can hear you through the whine
And the Wichita Lineman is still on the line

I know I need a small vacation
But it don't look like rain
And if it snows that stretch down south
won't ever stand the strain

And I need you more than want you
And I want you for all time
And the Wichita Lineman is still on the line

And I need you more than want you
And I want you for all time
And the Wichita Lineman is still on the line


additional note: my friend and I were on a long telephone call last night; not a usual occurrence these days, but we are working some things out.

hi isee I feel their is something you have been waiting for is coming to fruition,such a good thing here for you,it means the answer to a question that has plagued you for a long time,well now the answer revealed,you have a t times been frustrated by events to do with a certain individual,being that of a fritnd that has constantly turned to you.

I am given Sylvia may,i feel this is a link from the past,i have alady coming in,i have a name name sounds like bet but get this name betinia,i feel their is a commection of the angel uriel around you,i feel a past life where this angel guided you,uriel is saying of a granddaughter louise may west,not sure why this is coming in but I hath to give isee exactly wat spirit give me word for word.

I feel a grandfather coming in,im still getting this name Wilfred but also getting bertrum,hes showing me a book called sussex gorse,hes saying read this book because it tells of what life was like in the days he lived on this earth plain.

I being told that uriel is a guide for you and that she watches over always and has done since birth,she was appointed your guardian angels,she loves you dearly and comforts you in times of sorrow where she wraps her wings around you,she's saying in quiet time you will feel her presence.

there are 3 doves for you that each carry a scroll ,on each scroll the words love wisdom and happiness for you,i have bet here with me sending much love from spirit,god bless you isee  love juditha x

I was so pleased that could take from the reading I gave mendal,i hope I got this right for you,sorry if its wrong isee  xx

hi isee thanks so much for your feedback,i hope oneday I will be a good medium,i will keep putting things on and I hope you all can get something from them  love juditha x

hi  KarmaLars as I connect here with spirit,im being told straight away adam and james,.,I feel these names are connected to your  father,i do feel he's in spirit but I maybe wrong,if I  am, sorry,i feel a heart problem here with dad but also feel a problem with lungs,i feel you both were very close to each other so much so that you missed your dad in life whenever you parted,he was everything to you,your role model I feel.

he's showing me a book ,i'm getting an author as his profession but also art was involved here,he shows himself leaning against a white car,i see a fence behind adjoining driveway,roses adorn the wall,did his house have white outside walls because this is what he shows me,hes giving the name stuart,i feel there was an accident that involed stuart,hes showing a car accident he's saying touch and go at one point.

ive got to put this as I must give word for word but I feel hes giving me this that eventually stuart passed over to spirit.im getting the age at passing 16/17 yrs of age,hes saying he had everything going for him but its what happens in life,i feel a john ,I feel he still here on the earth plain.

spirit are saying that you can be a little judgemental at times but your heart full of love for those close to you and not so close to you but spirit are well pleased with many things you have done in your life so far,much love for you from the spiritworld.

there showing the number 39 and 46 they are saying you will know what these numbers mean.

also the time will be revealed in what spirit want you to do on the road of your life.

anniversary's march 8th,april 4th,also September 4th,i feel there was a passing round about November 10th in the family

spirit are leaving there love with you and many blessing and carnations god bless KarmaLars love juditha

sorry if I got this wrong for you,as im only learning love Juditha x

I will try and give you all longer messages in time but I need to know if im getting it right,please all of you ,please give me feedback even if its wrong  love juditha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kathy:

In a way it seems like Juditha might be receiving too much information about each person. Some mediums speak as if spirits are sometimes a bit anxious and provide too much information.  There have been times where I felt as if I received information faster than I can make sense of it.

All that said, it might be difficult for Juditha to find the space to ask clarifying questions.  Plus, since she is doing this without the read person being present, it might be hard to have enough context to clarify.

I don't mean to argue or anything like that, I'm just wondering.

Lights of Love wrote on Jun 20^th, 2013 at 2:40pm:

Hi Albert,

In her post, Juditha seemed interested in trying to become more accurate in her readings, so I was simply sharing something that is useful.  My opinion is that just as thoughts are non-physical, so is consciousness also non-physical.  Consciousness is in essence information.  It seems well within reason that Consciousness operates by calculating probabilities based on stored data so I, as well as many others, find it useful to use the metaphor of a database that has three sections: Past un-actualized probabilities (Things that were possible, but didn't happen.) Actualized probabilities (Things that did in fact occur.) And future probabilities (Things that are possible to occur in the future).

Each of us has our own little section within the database and it is possible to access the information not only for ourselves, but also for others if we have good intent and if the Consciousness system deems it helpful and/or appropriate in that we are not breaking any rules/laws, etc.  Like it or not, but we are not always fully in charge when we enter into these other realms of consciousness.  It's not usually the case, but some things can be denied to us, especially if we have less than honorable intent or if there's a possibility that it could be harmful, or at the very least, not helpful, or if it interferes with another's free will choices/life task, etc.  There can be many variables depending upon circumstance.

With practice, one can become good at asking questions (querying the database) to get information.  However, many of the questions we tend to ask have more than one answer so being as specific as possible tends to produce a more accurate answer.  Even if another being is involved in our inquiry... perhaps the one conveying the information... that being is still having to query the database/stored information within Consciousness.  And yes, the info can come quickly, and sometimes it can be understood perfectly while receiving it, but then upon switching back to a "normal" state of consciousness one can lose the meaning as well as details, and personal interpretation also can "taint" the accuracy of the information, etc.  Again, it takes practice just as Juditha realizes.  The more you practice and test things out, the better and more accurate you will become as I'm sure you already know.

Kathy

hi mendal here goes ,I feel their ia susan around you but also getting ann,

- my wife's name is Suzanne

i feel there something around you in your life at the moment that is not quite resolved, an issue that's been there for quite a while

-we've been waiting awhile to move. it is definitely "unresolved"

as I come in to spirit closer I have some one here ,I feel this is young man ,he gives his name as will,i feel short for Wilfred

-no william's in my family or circle. One of my grandfathers had the name Alvin Alfred.

hes saying that you need to come down a little bit,i feel this is a grandfather presense here ,hes saying you are getting there but you need to slow it down a bit and think more of what your nexrt step will be before you take the next step.

-certainly, my life's at a turning point.

he shows me a picture, what I see of this picture is a young man with a small boy next to him,i say this child is round 10 yrs old ,this child is smiling ,hes holding something in his hand,it looks like one of those candy sticks,im getting the name graham being called,i feel this is a brother connection.

- no grahams in family or circle of friends.

this child means a lot to you but I feel this child is now grown,im being shown a green car but also blue as well,

-my favorite color's blue, my wife's is green.

i see fishing connectition with you and this child,i feel now that this is you when you were a small child,im getting the name conneticut ,I feel this is connected around you also being given Canada as a connection with you as well,im getting a name sounds like mary marie,i feel an anniversary round about 30th September also the 20th September.

- no connecticut or Canada connection. September is not particularly active for me or my family.

I feel there was  a passing in july ,round about the 27th,also getting 3rd july as an anniversary,im being shown a little girl with blonde hair ,im getting the name kim,i feel this is short for Kimberly

- 7/21 is my anniversary. july 4th is an anniversary of one of my brother-in-laws.

im being shown her holding a ball,im getting the name Stevenage for some reason

- no Steven connection

,im being shown the American flag

-I'm american and have been for several recent past lives.

im getting glen Campbell singing wichita county,being shown horses at a rodeo

-I do like that lineman song. But no cowboy connection.

im getting the name june

- My paternal grandmother was Jean.

i feel a motherly connection here,a lot of love from this lady,i feel there are many things you will doing and im being given that spirit will guide you all the way with these things,there saying you have a long path to walk,they are giving me a spirit ,called black foot,i feel this guide is with you and has always been with you, this indian is a very old soul and has lived many many lives,i feel a nun with you,i feel the name Catherine.

spirit are showing me gold coins falling plentiful from a cloth bag ,they are saying good fortune is with you and saying many things are to come which will be filled with inner wisdom,they are giving you a beautiful silver star mendal and saying you are much loved in the spiritworld

-sounds very sweet and seems apropos.

im being shown a beautiful white horse ,I feel this horse was a connection with your grandfather,im still getting the name will wilf being shouted.

- I thought my name two lives ago was Walter.

im being shown lots of beautiful green feildsi feel this connected around you,being given daffodils for you mendal also white roses and red poppys,im getting the name rex for a dog in spirit,this dog looks like a terrier also a little jack Russell in spirit,im getting the name for this jack russell,it sounds like peppa.

- My family lost a beloved dog named Jesse recently. He was a beagle.

i hope I got this right for you mendal, sorry if  its wrong love god bless love juditha x

- Very much appreciated, I felt a lot of love in that reading. I will try to read you back soon.

recoverer wrote on Jun 21^st, 2013 at 12:40pm:

Albert,

I guess you can think of a database as impersonal, however, it may be helpful to some people to use the metaphor of a database for the purpose of keeping their ego out of the information that's being received and in turn interpreted.  Less biased and with more clarity that way.  However, regardless of how you choose to think of the Consciousness system, it is far from impersonal or a mindless collection of memories.  Its being is incredibly beautiful and magnificent! 

Truthfully, it doesn't matter what metaphors you choose to use as long as they are useful to you personally.  I've learned that if I want clear, accurate and useful information I have to leave my emotions and personal bias out of it.  I can however, tell the difference between communication with another being and that of accessing the information directly myself.

Calculating probabilities is what consciousness does.  The ones that have been actualized are of course no longer a probability. 

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Juditha said "I connect here with spirit,im being told straight away adam and james,.,I feel these names are connected to your  father,i do feel he's in spirit but I maybe wrong,if I  am, sorry,i feel a heart problem here with dad but also feel a problem with lungs,i feel you both were very close to each other so much so that you missed your dad in life whenever you parted,he was everything to you,your role model I feel."

Lars reply "Wow! The name Adam I don't know but I don't know the first names of my grandparents on both sides, mother and father, as they died before I was born. James is my fathers brother(deceased)who he was close to. Yes, my father is dead, and he died of a heart attack! As for his lungs, he was a two packs of cigarettes a day smoker! I was very, very close to my father, and he was my role model and favorite in the family. much more so than my mother or others. He died when I was a teenager. This event shattered me for years."

Juditha said  ..."did his house have white outside walls because this is what he shows me,"

Lars reply "Yes! When he was alive we lived in a two storied concrete house that was white(whitewashed)on the outside. We left there a few months after his death."

Juditha said: "spirit are saying that you can be a little judgemental at times but your heart full of love for those close to you and not so close to you but spirit are well pleased with many things you have done in your life so far,much love for you from the spiritworld."

Lars reply "Yes. Too judgemental too often, and this causes me a lot of heartache all too often."

Juditha said "I feel a john ,I feel he still here on the earth plain."

Lars reply "Yes. John is my ex-brother in law, and he is still alive. He is also the father of my dads first grandchild who my dad never saw in the flesh. Unfortunately, my nephew died young of a heroin overdose."

Juditha said "there showing the number 39 and 46 they are saying you will know what these numbers mean."

Lars said "Yes, I know these numbers very well. They are ages or periods in my spiritual growth. Every seven years. 39+7=46."

Juditha said "anniversary's march 8th,april 4th,also September 4th,i feel there was a passing round about November 10th in the family."

Lars reply "March 8th or April 4th I don't know. They could be my deceased nephews birthday, or something else. I'll get back to you on this. September 4th is my second brother in law, and my sisters second husbands birthday. Unfortunately, he died of cancer a day after his birthday. November the 10th could be my nephews passing. I remember his funeral was around that month of the year. I'll get back to you on those dates and other unanswered stuff. Thank you so much Juditha. Lars"








 

I'm very new to this.  If you would like to give me a reading, I would appreciate it!    I will give you feedback afterwards.

Juditha,

I'd like a reading too.

Love,

Matthew

Hi Juditha, I've been away from the forum for a long time, and tonight came back to find this topic, I would greatly love it if you could do a reading for me, my name is Andrew and I hope you can help.

hi as I link in matthew

im being given that there is something new on the horizon coming in.
I feel you are thinking of moving on to this and spirit are saying it will be a good move at the right time,which will be shown to you,for your life path is filled with many accomplishment,im being shown that you have something wrong in your right leg as im being shown it higher on a resting stool,i hath to geive what I get matthew,watever ever spirit tell me or show me.

spirit are saying that you will be doing something new within the next two years.

I now have this gentleman standing beside me,he is fairly stocky in build,thinning grey hair,a kindly gentle face,hes wearing a beige thin knit sweater and beige trousers and brown shoes.

I feel this a father figure matthew,hes showing me something in his hand ,it looks gold but can only see it hanging from the bottom of his hand as his hand is closed tight around this gold but it looks like a gold band or bracelet ,hes saying you will know what this is.

there is so much love emanating from him for you,he loves you so much,i can feel this love from him,bless him.

im being given the name gerald,steven,moira,janette and peter,he shows me 5 grandchildren on this earth plain

I feel he's bringing in a memory link her for you,he shows me the coast,he's saying Cornish coast,he shows me what looks like a smallish red brick cottage I feel,he's showing children flying kites along the beach,he shows me a boy and a girl.

he now shows me a blue car,he's saying you know of this.hes showing me a number plate with two letters I can see which is OW and also 6.

he shows me this clock,its got black numbers and black hands set on a white background,the hands seem to have like a clover shape at the end of them,he shows this clock on the wall what looks like a study office.

he's showing me lots of clover and lavender also these beautiful green hills.

he now shows me this patio,he shows me 3 white steps leading up to this patio and a wooden criss cross trelless and beautiful pink roses adorning this trelless and also he's now showing me a small red brick surrounding a barbecue,also swings and he shows me a black and white dog sitting there in a  longish garden with beautiful green grass.

he's now humming the song "grey skies,nothing but grey skies" for some reason.

I feel 27th of febuary was a passing in the family also I feel august 29th,september 10th,april 13th,november 14th,15th june and 16th june are all anniversarys in the family.

he's saying he is so proud of you and he really wants you to know this,he says he visits you many times,he says you have felt him there at times and he is now leaving you beautiful pink roses and orchards,i feel these were a favourite of his white orchards,also hes leaving you beautiful red strawberries in a basket.

he's also leaving you much love,god bless matthew,i hope I got this right for you,sorry if I haven't got it right.

love juditha x

Judith,

I have meaning to tell you that my name is Stacy!

Thanks! 

Nice to have you on board @juditha.

Hi Juditha,

Thank you for the reading.  My dad died about 5 years ago.  He certainly wore brown a lot, and could have looked just as you described.  He was when working before being retired, a jeweler.  My mom died last year and as i am cleaning the house, I have found some odds and ends of pieces of jewelry he had in jars.  This could relate to your vision of him.

My right ankle was injured years ago, but has no residual pain or trouble (I can run a mile in under 7 minutes on it).  However, recently, I scratched my right thigh and it has been slow to heal - probably because it could have gotten stitches. 

The dates and individual names are hard to place.  However in the back of my parents' house was/is a patio.  there was red brick off the patio and my father used to grow rose bushes each summer right off it.  I can't remember about the trellice, but this is possible.

He had an old self winding watch from 50 years ago I found and a time piece, so the face on the clock certainly can be a hit since I found the timepiece and wristwatch recently.   

For me, myself, I am undergoing troubles related to both work and emotional pain and have been considering a change both in work and possibly in my personal life.  It is quite possible that something may occur one way or the other within the next two years.    So if spirit says so, it sure seems likely.  However I sometimes wonder if I have the strength to do what must be done.  But we all have to adapt. 

The Grey Skies was not a song I remember or that I knew if he knew, but reading through the lyrics, there may be something there.

Thank you again, Judtha  You are gifted and should continue to embrace this.

Love,

Matthew

Take your time, Juditha. It's good to rest or do other things when you need to do so.

hi stacy SMPZ

I feel a lady joining here with me,i feel a grandmother link here as love is so strong for you,she smiles as I am with her,she tells me something of a missing link,some thing is not quite solved ,there is something you are looking for to fit the pieces together,like a jigsaw puzzle that cant finish because there is one piece missing ,I feel a child around you ,I feel this child is, im not sure if she is in spirit or on earth plain but I do feel in spirit,please forgive me if im wrong here as I am only learning x

im being shown this child,a little girl,looks round about 8 to 9 yrs old,very pretty bless her and beautiful blond hair longish hair,shes smiling on this picture but I seem to be getting something to do with grades in a school situation,im being given English literature,also being showed a level in maths.

im being shown this dog,he looks like hes black and white but getting the name polly,is there a parrot in the family in the family as im being given polly for this bird

im being shown dice being thrown coming up with the number 6,i feel  this symbolises the next 6mths things are going to change in a big way for you,but good changes are on the way also im being giving the name Harold,i feel this is to do with your dad side of family,i feel a grandfather on your dad's side also ester is being given and june and mary also molly

im being given anniversarys of the month of may 5th,sept 9th and march 7th  and also im being given may as a passing,also spirit are giving you silver  cluster bracelet feel  your grandmother is saying you know of this bracelet,i feel a little boy round you on earth ,im being given his name being Charlie,spirit are leaving you with much love and beautiful primroses,i hope I got this right for you stacy,you also have a spirit guide who walks with you and guides you,his name is mazda,they give me mazda,i feel he is an angelic guide for you from realms of the spiritworld.

love and god bless love juditha

I was thinking more and my main guide has been using birds as my "spirit animal" for quite some time (I have only recently learned what a spirit guide is but he has been speaking to me for a LONG time..since my mom got sick..I just didn't understand it)!

Anyway, I wonder if that's what the Parrot has to do with!  An Eagle has always been a way for us to communicate but the other day he used a Gull and when I thanked him, he told me we were "going to have fun with birds."

I just looked up the Parrot as an Animal Spirit and will take to heart what it said...Thank you for that message!

Also, my mom didn't die until the beginning of June but she was unconscious for 2 weeks before her death (only kept alive by the saline solution that was in her pain medication) and I could be stretching it but I wonder if she feels she died in May.  Again, just a thought of maybe why you got May as a month of a death.  I'm only telling you for feedback in case it's helpful for you!  That May was a very painful, death filled month..even though she lived until June 2nd.

Okay, I think I'm done with my feedback!    Thanks again!  I hope some of what I said is helpful for you in your journey! 

Judith,
Can I get on your list for a reading when you get a chance? Don't wear yourself out!

Freeman

So true, those words! Thanks.

Hi Juditha,

Thank you for taking time to do a reading for me.  My comments are below your quotes.
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Yes, I do know an elderly lady named Alice.  Though I have always thought she has shown me the greater kindness.
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I'm retired now. I do have an office in my home, but I can't think of anything in it that is clear glass with those letters.
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I had to look "Malibu drink" up on Google as I've never heard of this.  I found lots of recipes made with Malibu rum that sounds like they would taste good.  I do have two uncles named Bill and both of them could fit your description.  The name Sayers is also close to one of their last names. I think a lot of people would probably describe me as "sweet" and "affectionate"... I love to love...
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My grandmother did have a ring with an amethyst stone, her birthstone, and I do have that ring.  I used to play hopscotch all the time when I was young, as well as with my granddaughters when they visit me occasionally.  I had a dog name Trixey when I was young, too.  I don't know about a cave man or Hercules, but there is a family member, history enthusiast, that's interested in those time periods.
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When I go out for breakfast at a local restaurant one of my favorite things to order is called the "Sunrise Special" but I can't think of anything that could relate to crosskeys.  No weddings that I know of coming up in the next few months.
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Other than taxes being due on April 15th I can't think of any anniversaries on those dates, though Sept. 8th is close to my daughter's due date for her baby to be born.  I don't know of any family member that passed in December.
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I can't think of anything that would relate to the number 12 and I don't know anyone named Melanie or Peter.
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The city I live close to has a Rockford Street and there's also a small town not too far from me named Rockford, but I don't know of a house for either place.
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I am fond of peach colored roses.  Thank you, Juditha.  It is very generous and kind of you to take time to do readings for everyone here.

Love,
Kathy

Hello Juditha,  Would appreciate a reading.  At this time I am confused about much.  I will reply as to the accuracy and hopefully assist you on your quest. 
Joyfully, Claudette ^jj^

Hi Juditha I was wondering if you'd had anything for me? I've been looking forward to hearing something

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ues. please give me a reading on my death and who wll be there where I will go. my name is Julia from ns Canada. death is close. in lots of pain. very tiired.

Juditha,
Could you do a reading for me when you can?

Thanks...

Hi Ju it.My name is George Stone.see what you get for me.