Justin, I think I see; you're thinking about unmistakenable (if this word exists) signs for enlightenment, or, worded differently, who it is one can trust as a spiritual teacher. Of course, the student has to have quite some sensitivity to discern the real ones from the show guys, but this is a problem which is as old as spirituality.
Now, my turn was to tease you a bit about the question how "material" these signs have to be. The thought I've had for some years is, although it would be great to have free access to other worlds as some talented OBE'rs seem to have, but isn't it in the end the same thing as our physical existence we have right now? It might be that everything is so much clearer, more vivid, our perception might expand to an unbelievable level, our joy increases to unthinkable heights, our understanding appears to be unlimited; but yet, aren't we then, basically, at the same level as we are in a common physical human existance? We would still ask: "What shall I do? What is right? What is it all about? Where shall I go next? Where can I turn to when I don't know what to do?" This would be all on a higher level, but the pattern would be the same. And that's the thing which keeps bothering me. Exactly this problem I found adressed in the writings of Parsons and Sylvester (I'm not certain if I shall believe what they tell, they're "smart guys"), later I found Wartella (whom I found absolutely credible in his descriptions of his "state"), and some time ago I found Blofeld's translation of the so-called Huang Po, a Chinese Zen (Ch'an) Buddhist; it is an extreme, but quite clear statement of monism (a must-read for everyone interested in Zen), while this monism, or this teaching, is clothed in statements such as "not..., but not not...", or, neither existing, nor not existing and such. The similarities to Wartella are, in my view, obvious, as well as with other sources. Now, one thing that Huang Po says is, there are no steps of enlightenment; you either are, or you are not. This fits very well with what he says about enlightenment in other passages, and with other sources as well, as it seems indeed like the traditional picture "to cross the river", there seems to be a complete turnaround, a total different view which can't be trained like in intellectual disciplines, it's just the moment in which the penny drops, and everything is different, yet still the same. I can't be sure, but I don't think Wartella wrote his essays because he was impressed by Huang-Po and wanted to become a writer. In my view, there indeed is something, something sudden, which is worthy to be called "enlightenment" (even when Huang-Po says there is no light, and no darkness, and it can't perceived alltogether

). And this, following the trace I'm on right now, hasn't anything to do with such things as thinking about glands, but with a fundamental change of perspective which is unfortunately (but naturally) not really describable in words.
Yes, I'd say I had personal experiences with Jesus. I can't state though that it is the historical Jesus. I've grown up in a Christian surrounding, therefore my perception is influenced by this. What I can tell is, I saw "him" in a dream I had twice or thrice in my youth in the center of time (if this makes sense), beckoning me to follow him. The other time, I saw him as an entity always available to lift you up if you ask.
When you said "he" is THE source, I have the feeling my thinking about Zen is part of his beckoning me in that dream. He's there, but he doesn't pull you out, but provides you the path you can go- if you want to. That's my experience so far.
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Recoverer: The relationship of ego-lessness and/or oneness on the one, and love on the other hand is indeed interesting; if the "realization" would automatically set free the power of love. As you have developed Kundalini force, haven't you noticed that it is quite similar to PUL? Or, maybe even the same? Like there are two aspects of the same thing, the Kundalini a rough, unspecific energy (which widens your eyes

) and PUL the aspect which contains objects, in the moment you turn "to the world", like this Kundalini energy is channeled through you, and you channel it further through any other being. Well, I can imagine folks with pure energy, without the PUL aspect, but they would remain unintelligent, like if you had this force, and you won't have the PUL aspect, it would mean there is an eminent lack of object recognition, it would be like on a robot-level, like blind natural forces, as tornados, earthquakes, tsunamis etc. Just unintelligent.
Thanks, Justin and Recoverer. I've learnt from you.
Spooky