Romain, hehe, I probably meant that it seemed extremely easy. I just put out my arm and someone grabbed me. I didn't have to convince anyone doing anything.
Today I felt more sick than yesterday, so I thought of try to meditate and ask for some healing. But I wasn't so sure that it would help as I have been quite poor in doing these things before. But my retrieval exercise was so surprising, that I thought of going for it again.
But I wasn't as mentally prepared as yesterday. I also wondered if there was an Aspect of me that I could retrieve, or if I should try to do my usually unsuccessful OBE attempts.
So I tried to sink into relaxation, gathering energy from below and above. I did it briefly only. Eyes closed, laying down.
WORKSHOP ENTRY
Suddenly (after 30 minutes) I experienced something that was between seeing and just imagining. The reason I felt that I actually saw something with my eyes was the feeling of 3-D of a moving (!) wall (?) in the background and a steel staircase in foreground.
I was in some kind of workshop or industry mechanical surrounding.
The steel stairs was viewed by me from the side, stairs going up to the right. The wall, behind the stairs, moved (yes) from right to left. Could it be a huge, dirty steel door of a workshop complex?
I was at the stairs. From this point onwards I didn't see anything with my eyes anymore, everything was just imagination. When trying to go up the stairs I also partly or fully lost the sense of anything.
I now tried to do Moen's peeling-the-orange-exercise, to prime the pumps better, as my sense was low. Perhaps the workshop setting was a way to prime my pump, too?
I got the feeling that peeling the orange took too long a time. I had very little "
energy" (?) with me, so I put the orange down somewhere (on a table/floor/shelf)?
BOY ON FLOOR
When I became aware again I saw a boy, perhaps 8 years old, blond, but quite big, laying on the floor. He was chest forward, knees pulled up and looking to his left side, head on floor.
MIDDLE EAST MAN
The shift was sudden. I got some kind of impression of a man and the thought "
this man killed his girlfriend".
I was in a setting outside, between white low houses, no more than two stores high. Between the houses a man stood still. He was about 30. He had short dark hair and very short dark beard. I got some mixed emotions about him. If he was a killer I told (?) myself that he must be bad. But he didn't look like a killer, more like a cool guy, almost a little macho. I did get the impression that he was someone I should pay attention to, but he didn't seem to care too much about me.
JEEP
I think I shifted for a moment back to the steel stairs, standing on them, then shifted again.
I now sat in the front of a jeep, passenger seat. I had turned around and I saw the Middle East Man again. I was a little puzzled. Had I done anything and how did I get into the jeep? Perhaps some helpers had picked him (and me) up into the jeep? I was unsure so I said something to him to be 100 % sure he got my attention to make the helpers move in. He turned to me, but I don't seem to remember if or what he answered. There seemed to be at least two more people in the jeep. He seemed neither happy nor unhappy, with little expectations.
My impression was that the helpers had gotten him into the jeep and my help had little to do with any events. I was probably there only to learn and observe things.
POSSIBLE ASPECT?
I saw fractions of surroundings. I was walking in the steel stairs again. Then I saw the boy once more, but something was different. He was much older, like a teenager. I had problems keeping my focus.
Fractions of stairs and floor again. Where was I?
This time I saw the teenager at close range. I think I said something. He stretched out his right hand to me from under his body at his left side. I must have taken his hand.
I somehow lifted him up. He was big, almost an adult. But he had no left arm and he didn't seem to have any legs!
Perhaps his legs was wrapped in cloth beneath him. I said, now we are together. He melted into me!
Oh-oh, here came two big waves of goose bumps rolling over me, physically! If it only was a partial aspect retrieval I did, it was a success. I wonder why he only had on arm.
THOUGHTS
The sudden shifts, perhaps they were kind of clicking out, as my imaginations wasn't too coherent.
I'm surprised that I remember so much.