b2
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By the way, usetawuz, while I was at my desk at work, yesterday (after seeing your post about the two hearts) I noticed, several times during the day, what I usually forget is there. Only a few inches away. A small glass jar with two hearts in it, one large, one small, one wood, one glass. Both gifts of different sorts. And a small cigar shaped piece of metal that says "relax". I don't remember where that came from.
It made me feel better all day long, like I was seeing it again, fresh and new. The "little" things can go a long way.
And, because I'm feeling pretty good this morning, despite very little sleep for days, for various reasons, I'll tell you about a couple of other "little things" which surprised me this morning.
I have to say, this was one of the oddest ways to wake up ever. I had ear plugs in because a new neighbor listens to the tv all night and I can't sleep lately. I felt something itchy in my ear and then.........it crawled out. This tiny little beetle, right out of my right ear. It shocked me. It was very very small, long and black. But big enough. I threw it away from me because I was shocked. Then, I tried to find it, a foot or so away from me, where I felt it had landed, but I couldn't find it. I was then worried I'd step on it, or who knows. Anyway, I couldn't find it. Then, a while later, I was walking right in that same spot, and there was a much larger bug, exactly like it, or pretty close, right there.....so I caught that one and put it outside. I don't find bugs around tooooo much, but for goodness sake, what a way to wake up....
All I know is that there are some very strange things going on lately, in my world. I could make a list, and explain it all, and sound like a nutcase, or just say, there's obvious 'movement' going on, and strange signs all over the place. It's a little unsettling, but I'm hanging in there.
Ooops, almost forgot one more -- the tale of two lost kittens, yesterday, in two separate buildings, and the woman who came to do the 'rescue' looked ridiculously familiar. Anyway, this is not my style, to write really long posts like this which don't really mean too much to most folks (it's like, you have to 'be there'). These sorts of experiences are hard to 'frame' in this format, on a website, and are better described in a larger context, like in the books people read, which help people imagine what is really happening.
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