2/16/10 - morning session:

This pass can best be characterized by the adjective “warmth”.

Return to Cranford… tv program… images coming in… realized this is actually good… all visuals are good they suggest the third eye is active and working well… face at the bridge of my nose… it maybe be my face!!! I may be obe… or my poc… is wandering tho… it can’t be the poc… I would recognize being exterior to my body… but… this could be a mind split… mom appears… see young man riding… I see him from the rear… he is wearing a brown suit in the Victorian style… bowl hat with brim… blue pulse… straita of blue light… george Washington… visual of The Cornish seaside… waves slamming against a shear clift… three musketeers… French ornate costumes…

Debriefing:

1. Were you able to re-experience the feeling of love? If not, repeat this exercise until you do. Describe the feeling.

This pass I remembered a flood of emotion of joy and exaltation from a song I heard recently… I remembered how the music caught me by surprise how my heart soared… 

2. Were you able to allow that feeling to build up within you? If not, repeat this exercise until you can?

I was able to hold it and nourish it for some time.

3. Did you feel it more in some places in your body than others?

This was a whole body experience. Not localized.

4. Did you have any impression, visual, auditory, or other during the exercise?

I might characterize the imaging as coming out of the feeling of exaltation… which projected me into a Victorian lifetime which was quite successful.

S.

2/19/10 - morning session:

Man moves across my field of vision… from the right… bearded… possibly Rick… something with a light on it… horizontal line… light under it…

These sessions are puzzling… I seem to have hit a fallow place… like being becalmed in a sailboat… I am not sure how to proceed except to just keep doing the exercise until I break through somehow… I expect I will intuit the right way to go.

S.

2/23/2010 – morning session:

I made an interesting discovery. The exercises are like scaffolding on a building or a form for pouring concrete. The scaffolding or the form is not what is important… what is important is the concrete structure that will exist after the concrete is poured, dried and cured.

Image appears… a mountain range in the background… a highrise building in a meadow… small village… red light flash above the left eyebrow… light at third eye level… light… interpreter worried… my brain fills with light… interpreter worried that if I fill my brain with light I will lose contact with the physical world and cause a lot of problems in my present environment… this in not a monastery where people know about spiritual ecstasy and the like… this belief system is preventing me from having a major light event… see an face… looks like 50’s aquaman… might be my guide Sibelious… heart chakra checking in… itching in right nostril… outside flare like a sunrise behind a mountain… purple light pulse pastel blob… pulsing out… what is more important seeing light or getting the letter of the exercise… light purple light… I’m an excessive compulsive cancerian… rigid, fix in my way… linear Newtonian paradign… nonlinear… chaos theory… paradigm is the nature of the non-physical universe… sudden coughing… definitely psychosomatic… must work my way passed my current ego’s attempt to survive and control events… mountainous, horizon… cafeteria setting appears… see a woman in royal blue slacks… (from behind) big helmet hairdo round shaped… strawberry blond… inside a building …  food line… rice being served… now in large reception area of an office building… man with mustache grey… purple pulsing light… deep purple… green colors… rome narrow corridor… nero escaping… see man from rear riding on a horse in a light powder blue uniform with a yellow sash strap… Austria… happy  time…

S.

2/25/10 - morning session:

Saw a Golden Deer Buck with great antlers at the end of the exercise… I also know that love is not an emotion… per se… tho the triggering mechanism to evolve into the higher forms of love begin at the stage in which one remembers those moments of being in appreciation of beauty in landscape… music… Wagner’s Tannheuser for example…

So I think I can now move on to the next exercise… I am getting deeper and deeper into the relaxed state… and the energy exercises are now producing the effect of greater awareness of the energy itself… like being in a cocoon of energy… tho I am not feeling the flow of the energy… but, its presents…

S

2/27/10 - morning session:

Session opens with energy streaming in left deltoid area… energy streaming upper left clavicle… heart chakra engaging… ringing right ear…

Lost rest of session in a major winkout…

But I am very pleased by my growing sensitivity to being in an energy cocoon and feeling it…

S.


2/27/10 - afternoon session:

I’m encountering the same phenomena… the exercises are taking on a direction of their own… they are powerful in their unfolding result…

Got deeper than usual… closer to the trance state and definite my body is asleep and my mind is brilliantly awake… in a wooded area… only barely sense I have hands… heard two gunshots… heart chakra is now developing seems like it is unfolding… I think up till now I have been experiencing the blips of the budding impulse and now I am feeling the bud forming it is definitely taking some kind of shape attempting to become whole… now I am getting energy definition it is around the left shoulder in the area if the deltoid muscle… the third eye is picking up forms… I seem to be in a purple place… pain in left kneecap… lots of images I don’t think I can talk about… saw a light wheel full gemlike lights pastel sky blue, greens, scarlet…

Had an interesting realization... the left side of the body is controlled by the right frontal lobe... THIS IS THE SPIRITUAL (ABEL) SEAT!!!!

S.

3/1/10 - morning session:

See a number one in a purple haze… coming in and out… body asleep attained… big toe right foot… energy stream… sharp… short… Fort Funston… flying glider…

S.

3/3/10 - morning session:

Projecting Love Energy Exercise:

Heart chakra kicking in bud sensation… see a person not well defined looking right now on the left half turned looking over my right shoulder… pulsing… pulse… lobes pulsing… I love this exercise… purple light… am I experiencing the 3d blackness?? Feel pressure of my skull against the pillow… attempting to drop into an abyss… (must overcome the belief system idea that this is a bad thing) pressure is around the cerebellum… (thought am I going to experience Wahunka???)… skull quite heavy pressing into the pillow… losing consciousness of form… pressure in my head… looking for an explosion of light… left side activating… see a pantheon temple… Athena is seated at the back of the temple… start hearing and singing the beatle song… love, love, love, love, love, love all yhou need is love love love is all you need… I am pure love… powerful exercise… began the cole porter song… ‘when I give to you and you give to me… true love, true love, true love…. Guardian angel on high with nothing to do… when I give to you and you give to me love forever true….‘      


Debriefing:

1. Did you notice any differences in the level or intensity of feeling love by using Gathering Energy at the Center of you Chest and Feeling Love together?

Can’t answer this question as posed… but, the exercise elicits, invokes or turns on powerful forces that come into awareness just at the right level which I can handle, process and experience without being overwhelmed… don’t know what would happen if the light explosion would take place at this point in my work.


2. When you projected Love Energy, describe how you did it.

I used the squirt gun technique mentioned in the chapter. I like it for its directional and focus potential.

3. Did you have any impressions of a response by the person, situation, or other target to you Projecting Love Energy?
One person looked up.

S.

Analysis of important symbolism in the session.

Seraphis1 wrote on Mar 4^th, 2010 at 12:47pm:


[highlight]The pineal gland is reddish-gray and about the size of a grain of rice (5-8 mm) in humans, located just rostro-dorsal to the superior colliculus and behind and beneath the stria medullaris, between the laterally positioned thalamic bodies. It is part of the epithalamus.

The pineal gland is a midline structure, and is often seen in plain skull X-rays, as it is often calcified.[/highlight]

The above description suggest that the Pineal gland fits snuggly in a cushion of surrounding organs and tissue… like a pillow… especially …laterally positioned thalamic bodies…

Note in my visual image… Victorian box lamp nestled in a kind of pillow like formation…

That is trying to tell me something about where I am at in the exercise… I think the Pineal is activated to the extent that I can safely experience it… the full experience would be an explosion of Divine Light… if that would happen prematurely… I would probably become a babbling idiot… so this gradual and systematic exposure is acclimatizing me in preparation for the BIG BANG…

I am not sure whether to continue with this exercise exclusively or start gradually doing other exercises and continue in the book working my way to the end and as inspired come back to this exercise periodically to expand and consolidate this accomplishment. Very puzzling.. This is the ultimate experience… I want it bad!

S.

3/8/10 – morning session:

Potpourri of exercises:

At first I didn’t think I got an answer to the burning question about The Beetle and the Jesus archetype… but as I got into writing about it The Interpreter came up with something that seems right so I decided to continue with the ‘Potpourri scheme’ mainly because with the JOOB ‘d’ tagged on at the end it give me the potential to have a classic o.b.e. event.

Heart chakra engaging in a very different way… instead of the usual pulsing, there is now pressure on the left side of my chest in the heart area… throat chakra engaging… and as it does there is a tendency to cough…  energy from below… pressure along the seven cervicals… pushing against the pillow… I’m able to finesse the cough… body asleep… go deeper… inner thigh right leg… in a shower… blue sky… tending to become formless… pressure right foot… 3d blackness coming in… things moving within the space… melody and words… Ave Marieeeeeeea…

Ave Maria, gratia plena.
Maria, gratia plena
Maria, gratia plena
Ave, ave dominus,
Dominus tecum.
Benedicta tu in mulieribus,
Et benedictus
Et benedictus fructus ventris,
Ventris tui, Jesus.
Ave Maria.

The JOOB tape came on and I am close to getting the vibrations.

Sensations in the left big toe (reflexology answers this… it is related to the brain) there are stimulations or subtle awakenings in my brain which can only be felt in the reflexological realm in the foot…

Hamal Kar Barca… (HKB was the father of Hannibal… don’t know what this means.

S

3/10/10 - morning session:

Potpourri of exercises:

I dropped the burning question exercise out of my potpourri because my interpreter says that the Da Vinci reference is not significant and of course The John the Baptist one was only marginally of value.

But I don’t think I gave enough information for it to be useful to anyone who is interested in this potpourri series: disc 1: Relaxation exercise (this is the most powerful relaxation exercise I ever encountered… I have in a very short time gone into the marginal areas of trance and body asleep to this morning was the most powerful trance/body asleep state I have had to date… caveat… I don’t know if it is the exercise itself (I think it is… I’ll explain… or that I have been doing it now enough to where I have crossed a threshold… wherein I am now ready for the deeper trance/body asleep states…) Bruce Moen has hit on the correct approach (KISS - keep it simple stupid) the key is the breathing technique and the key to that is the smooth slow breathing in… and then (the most important part) the smooth exhale… sequence with no pause… it is the no pause that is the key to the whole thing and the smooth no frills breathing actions… as much as I admire Monroe’s gateway series… the breathing is too involved… BM’s technique has the best overall result… in my opinion… cut 4 disc 1... Energy gathering from below

Disc 3: 2 - Gathering Energy from above. Cut 4 - Gathering energy from above

Then my innovation:

Disc ‘d’ - 1hr - Monroe institute Journey out of the body album.

(you need a five disc - automatic disc changer to set this up... they are hard to find these days I have one I refurbished... private email if you are interested)

This is the most powerful arrangement for a meditation session I have ever encountered. And this morning was the beginning of a major move forward for me personally.

Here is what happened:

… heart chakra kicking in in an entirely different way… feels very hard… this could be the flowering of the bud… (t is no accident the ancients described the chakras as like lotus blossoms…)… light… face on right looking toward my left shoulder… robert Monroe… ?? Pain left toe join… (reflexology… area of the Heart… heart chakra ???)… sailboat on the horizon… on the bow of a schooner… (got the feeling here that I may be entering a retrieval potential)… ominous looking man’s face appears… I felt fear… Ian McClellan likeness… with hitlerian mustache… (Richard III characterization)… this will be a difficult experience to negotiate when the time comes to confront it… frontal lobes activating… these images are emanating from them… sympathetic pain in my back at the 4th, 5th thoracic on the left side… navy man appears… royal blue jacket… looking toward my left shoulder… large dining room… I am looking through a pane glass window to my left and see a part of the capital dome (think in is dc) … blue sky… vibration in left forearm… pressure in the heart area…

S.   

3/11/10 - morning session:

Potpourri of exercises:

I burning question exercise back in my potpourri.

Mountain ranges… forest line against the sky… floating above… going deeper… cute puppy energy streaming left pectorial… this is the first time I remember picking up an odor… it was not sweet possibly closer to lockerroom kind… man walking away in olive green t-shirt and shorts with baseball cap… man brunette hair… bare back possibly getting massaged… energy stream left side… looking toward a tall window… I may be o.b.e… I am aware as a poc.. Of my chair, me, my body in it… accurate surrounding furnishings… except the window is actually got drapes pulled (not open as in the vision… but the vision is real time…) [this is very significant, lucky I didn’t get as excited as I am writing this because it definitely seem to be a o.b.e. event… ] aware of myself becoming aware of myself… [this is very significant]… heart chakra blossoming… itching left nose lobe… big color picture… jesus in a manger… I love the Christ child… I am a wise man… I love the christ child… somewhere in the JOOB cut I saw a sudden flash of sky blue light… like a shock bolt…

S.

Quote:


Hi b2: The itchy parts are important... they are sympathetic nervous system signals about what is going on in The Brain that is associated with the harmonic... I don't have a map of the nose and other areas like the reflexology maps of the hand, foot and ear... I think there is one for the nose... the body is feeding back through all these areas...

I think I should get the acuputure meridian maps, they may be more relevant for the body as a whole and the reflexology maps are specific to the extremities... thanks for bringing this up... I didn't think of the acuputure meridian maps.

S.

p.s.: I'm doing it this way hoping that others will follow suit and we can build a clinically accurate chronological sequence of unfoldment record that might be useful to researchers.

Seraphis1 wrote on Mar 12^th, 2010 at 12:09am:


Warning Kundalini experience:

The above description may be a Kundalini experience... this can be a dangerous force if not properly handled...

Since BM uses exercises that tap energy fields below and exterior to the body and above also exterior to the body… it is easy to get the three fields mixed up for people who don’t have some background in it.

Kundalini can be a dangerous force to awaken and it can be awakened spontaneously (may be the source of internal spontaneous combustion - a rare phenomena).

I’m posting this because almost any inner mediation regime can trigger it. The best procedure I was taught early in my Yoga training using breathing to guide the K… energy into the brain… this is where it wants to go. I have heard of varying degrees of power in the awakening and depending on the force of it you can have varying degrees of intensity… but the primary symptom is ‘heat’ and upward flowing energy… intend for it to go into the brain and guide it there with breathing… that seemed to work well when I had the experience yesterday afternoon.

S.


Since BM uses exercises that tap energy fields below and exterior to the body and above also exterior to the body… it is easy to get the three fields mixed up for people who don’t have some background in it.

Kundalini can be a dangerous force to awaken and it can be awakened spontaneously (may be the source of internal spontaneous combustion - a rare phenomena).

I’m posting this because almost any inner mediation regime can trigger it. The best procedure I was taught early in my Yoga training using breathing to guide the K… energy into the brain… this is where it wants to go. I have heard of varying degrees of power in the awakening and depending on the force of it you can have varying degrees of intensity… but the primary symptom is ‘heat’ and upward flowing energy… intend for it to go into the brain and guide it there with breathing… that seemed to work well when I had the experience yesterday afternoon.

S.

3/12/10 - Evening session:

Everything slows down at some point, but, the interesting thing is the heart chakra changes and I really think that this may be like muscle building… I have a foot in the door… now I have to pry it open…

Still using the potpourri burning question mix… chin itch… in relaxation phase… meridian… light activation… right side of nose itch… (gather energy from below…) white pig image enters the left side lower frame… or is it a white energy mass… probably was a pig… pickup image of a crouching big cat also left side… itching sensation right side under lip… the energy work really gets the meridian pathways moving subtle energy… right cheek itching… (energy from above)… very aware of pressure on the back of my skull pressing against the pillow… streaming energy on right shoulder at the along the collar bone… pushing deeper into the pillow… itch around the nose… electric blue light above the frontal lobes… eyes voluntarily moving to the cross position looking at the slightly above the brow junction… pressure sensation at the forehead level frontal lobes… going deeper… cold air sensation… probably a draft… looking into a department store structure… clothing department… cryptic symbols (like Arabic) forming… in my front field of vision… don’t feel my body… hear a bicycle bell… this means o.b.e.. but I don’t seem o.b.e.. heart chakra jolt… opening attempted…

S.

betson wrote on Mar 13^th, 2010 at 10:17pm:


Hi bets: I am not sure what these things mean for each individual... I hope people will must report and create a clinical record which might have some analytical value going forward... but, the itches etc... I now believe are acupunture meridian lines... activating in a sympathetic/parasympathetc manner... I found a chart which traces the meridian line exactly the path I experienced in the pectoral area...

S.

Acupuncture lines 

Bravo, Seraphis!

Thanks -- That is good to know!  I think you are doing some ground-breaking research here!

Bets

aortic bodies:

I've always wondered how the etheric body's chakras communicated with the physical body... I suspect it is done through the aortic bodies in the case of the physical heart and the heart chakra...

http://www.elrinajoubert-huebner.online.de/assets/images/carotid_and_aortic_bodi...

note how the vagus nerve attaches to the aortic body... if the etheric body has a counter part (which it must have) then it communicates thru this system.

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Mar 13^th, 2010 at 10:35pm:


Got this wrong... the demon is in the solar plexus chakra... this chakra is responsible for the computations what create the world we live in and think is real... recognizing this is important. A step toward spiritual freedom for the physical world.

S.

3/16/10 - afternoon session:

Potpourri of exercises:

False alarm… itching is back but with more intensity… but there is a sea change in the heart chakra activation… it is clearly now gaining in strength… this chakra MUST be developing in its formation… not sure what it is supposed to be like if it ever really opened… I think most of the extant literature is probably corrupted…

Heart chakra activation… purple light… very deep purple… left kneecap area feels lighter than the right kneecap… could be feeling the astral body at this point separating and my consciousness is aware and residing in it… throbbing pulse starting at the third thoracic vertebra left side… radiates up the side of the neck to the cerebral cortex… the river of energy flows upward… can not tell whether in is in both the central channel and the shusummna… it is just one amorphous mass of energy moving… more heart chakra activity… it is originating under the sternum roughly on the left side… gauze like energy sheath in the right thigh area above the kneecap… energy streaming right heel on the left side… itching on the left nostril lobe… very pronounced… and extends to the cheek area… see a man from the rear… bare back… broad shoulders… thin blue aura around a kind of protoplasmic body grayish blue… has thrown a spear (?)… heart chakra covering a larger area… female face with a sharp straight nose very attractive… on the right looking toward my left shoulder… lower center visual play… occipital pressure against pillow… very pronounced itch left nostril lobe… (won’t scratch)… fundamental body movement (Robert Bruce describes the fundamental body as the soul which never leaves the body… the astral body is generated from the fundamental body… this is why no other entity can possess your body when you travel… only a virtual body is traveling… this fundamental body can move around in the physical body…)… Howard Stern like face appears… with that kinky curly full head of hair that is down around his shoulders… spots on the nose, right side… gauze like energy around the feet… bridge landscape garden… television screen formed…

S.

Well, I am at now at one of those places where I am not sure what to do…

Yesterday evenings intense session… seemed like an opening in the door so walk thru… this morning I was confused about whether to continue with the love exercises or having achieved a fabulous result… use that as a place to stop and regroup… I start on this road because I was having problems with the Interpreter/Preceiver functions…

So the question is now go back to the I/P exercises and take it to some obvious plateau, come back to finish the two remaining exercises in the Love series.

Oh well… my decision at this moment is to stand down and get grounded… hug some trees, etc..

Any suggestions…

S.

Romain wrote on Mar 17^th, 2010 at 1:13pm:


Hi Romain: Thanks for the input... that makes sense... I have a tendency to vere off of a success... not sure why some deep ego problem... this makes sense as follow thru... just like golf...  . The follow thru is important...

S.

3/18/10 - afternoon session: (date error- just corrected it.)

Still using a version of the potpourri… burning question in the mix… dropped the JOOB disc because of the intensity of the Gathering Love energy exercise.

Unusual strength in the heart area… itch in lower neck left side… it scribes an inch long stitch… definitely a meridian effect… heart chakra running very nicely purring like an engine… looking down a winding lane in a very green garden area… path through trees and scrubs… very pronounce itch alone the right nose bridge… energy stream under left side of the left thigh… more meridian lines lighting up… occipital pressure against the pillow… (ascribe this to body asleep and head is quite heavy to the awareness poc…) itch left nostril lobe… interesting resting answer to my burning question… (do it with love… without egoic personal gain motive… just love of horses and the game for the games sake)… conversation with the gate keeper (deleted)… very pronounce itch in the right nostril lobe more itching along the right nostril bridge… seem to be a relationship between the right side of my nose and my heart area the nose feels like it is above the heart area which it is not anatomically… reflexology suggest that all extremities have nerve endings that tie back to organ structures… have not seen a reflexology map of the nose… muscle relaxation pronounced under the left shoulder… wow!!! Impression of a Star of David laying flat (highlight of the session)… [ http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.stainedglassmagic.com/stained_... ] his  the star lines are a pulsing bluish…purple… it actually is a wheel…it is not rotating… energy flowing in from the spocks to the center… kind of disc formation receiving the energy… can’t feel or see where it is going… is it going anywhere??? Lots of ‘what I did for love’… visual of me holding tippy my dog… see myself leaning over my mother (I was her caregiver) saying…. I love you… she replied… I know you do…

[I guess energy was gathering at the center of my heart… just as the exercise asks to accomplish… but, there was no big feeling of spiritual ecstasy or energy sensations like the big session of a couple of days ago… think I need to keep doing this exercise until something momentous happens… this was interesting but not sensational.  Am I being ridiculous readers, egotistical or wanting more than there is to have??? What do you think… feedback desired!!!]
S.

3/19/10 - afternoon session:

When I got spontaneous heart chakra action from just a catnap… I realized my heart chakra is unfolding on its own… I need to stay with the exercises until some significant conclusion is reached… this is a significant opportunity…

Left frontal lobe throbbing… oh, oh,… some energy wants to pull me somewhere… need to let go and go with the flow… looking up at a face over me… up the faces nostrils… solar plexus chakra activating… heart chakra really strongly coming in… picking up a… animated vision… (??)… want to allow the heart chakra to energize take off… klingon type face look toward my right shoulder… energy in the left foot sympathetic reaction… to energy in left kneecap… hands filling with energy… lots of attention surrounding my heart area… Roman or Greek fighting galleon coming toward me… (potential retrieval???)… heart chakra really energizing… green… emerald green around me mosiac glass… energy surge…

S.

3/20/10 - afternoon session:

Exciting potential developing... relative the Ark of the Covenant!!

Fundamental energy body shifted… felt the shift very subtly in my cranial area… itching at the tip of my nose favoring the right side… fundamental energy body and the expanded energy body are now active… energy mass in the thumb of my right hand… now a sharp pain in the body of the thumb favoring the left side… this is surely the pituitary body coming alive… now at the same time energy awareness of pressure under the left frontal lobe definitely where the pituitary body should be… an eye developing… in the blackness… now a pipe elbow the pipes coming out going away and down in the front temporal lobe area… this must be some kind of symbolism relative to brain activity… the ventricular system is around this area… and the third and fourth ventrical passages are in this area… something is going on here relative to the awakening of this area to my conscious awareness… right big to again…

The piping symbol:

This is exactly what accompanies the kundalini experience, as the [b]Energy in the solar plexus rises to the brain through your staff (rod) spine.

By the time the Ark was ready to discharge, a massive charge would have built up inside the Temple, as the solar plexus energy touched the pineal gland of the brain, and then opened up the third ventricle or mercy seat.[/b]

The entire structure and purpose of the Temple was to create and harness massive charges of electricity. Everything about it was designed to enhance and amplify this energy to maximum effect, for reasons that we are, perhaps, only too familiar with.

Something to look forward to…

S.

3/22/10 - morning session:

Potpourri mix… gathering love energy with joob as closer.

The sessions continue to take on a new character… calmer… more of a presence… fundamental body shift… big television black box above and to the right sitting on or suspended in space… blackness surrounding an opaque screen… man on a square box throne… medieval robes… food being served on left side… hot dogs, cabbage rolls… Madeleine Albright… aware of left foot, left hand… coffee being poured from the right… pencil dropping into a space… pressure occipital let go… fundamental body shift… ave maria coming in… sign of the throat chakra kicking in… space walk… sensation of floating… space walk… half in half out of body… o.b.e… hugh lifeboat in the distance… black shape with heads over the sides… silhouetted… against a dark sky… retrieval??  Metal orafice opens aluminum or stainless steel… like a sphincter of some sort… (ventricular activity???)… a sense of floating… I am floating around in the temporal lobe… telephone ringing… body asleep… snoring… america… vibrations… begin in calf and foot… vibrations head to toe…

S.

3/29/10 - morning session:

Well, now, I haven’t been reporting since 3/23/10... Some interesting things have been happening and I just didn’t know how to deal with them… lots of hemi-sync work… and that has been the difference… I am full circle… since The Day my Universe changed… back in 2007 and my NDE… this morning... On the astral plane I was born again… at about 12:29 am… an astral operation took place in which a ‘demon’ was removed from my lower chakral area… not sure if it was the spleen, naval or root chakra…

http://www.fitzgeraldsrealm.com/shows/Creepers.edit.1.JPG

Something like this picture without the human of course… but… the attending surgeon said now you will be able to love unconditionally again… I was sweating somewhat in the physical… I could feel the wet… but, I was deep in the astral as I was being attended…

This represents the third and last demon which I discovered were there in the TMI - Guideline tank phase of the seminar… this was the first demon…

http://highclassjackass.com/Blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/08/dominatrix_6hih4qekl...


Looked something like this resided in my heart chakra… this was dissolved at the time but not replaced until recently with an Angel (see pertinent posting)…

It seems my lower nature is gradually being reduced to nothing in a reasonably un-traumatic manner… without a lot of strum und drang…

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Mar 30^th, 2010 at 2:03pm:


3/31/10

While in line at the cafe a news broadcast was describing the story of a tradegty of conflict in which a person dies... compassion wheld up in my heart chakra... unconditional love flowed to the victim and perpetrator alike... this was stronger than anything so far... inch by inch I am arriving at a place to continuous flow and contact and "Yoga" with the Source .... it is never ending at some point... looking forward to being Pure Love itself...

I am grateful for the Divine spirit's Grace...

I am grateful and joyous at the blessings heaped upon me as I continue to allow it Grace to express itself.

Thank you Universe... thank you... thank you .....

S.

4/1/10 - afternoon session:

Changing focus:

I've discovered an articulated  mass which seems to reside in the sternal area… now, remember the heart chakra is the central engine of almost everything that happens in the upper realms… I have tentatively identified what I believe to be the gatewaythe heart chakra uses to send energy into enter the physical realm

http://www.elrinajoubert-huebner.online.de/assets/images/carotid_and_aortic_bodi...


The articulating masses may be those vagus nerve entry points (red) into the aortic bodies… now the exciting thing is this… I’ve been contacting the level… ( I have achieved a powerful level of relaxation which is on the verge of the first level of trance… because in one of the sessions in my AKG work… I relaxed specific muscle groups and realized eventually I will be able to relax every muscle group individually in some future time as I continue down this road… this may be the breakthrough area… I’m going to focus on it… because I believe if I breakthrough it… I will get into a the first level of trance state… this is important because I think this is the level that gives one control of The Fundamental Energy bodies mechanism for consciously and controlledly generating The Expanded Energy body… etc…

This is mostly automatic but, it probably is more powerful if you can gain conscious control of the process… this is exciting…

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Apr 2^nd, 2010 at 10:57am:


4/2/10 Morning session:

I’ve decided to attempt to get through to the next trance level… and in this morning’s exercise I realize that I am afraid I am going to or I am having a heart attack… and this is silly, dying would be a wonderful thing to happen… to get free of the physical plane forever….

Disc 1 cut 1 with tmi auxiliary follow up:

??? Complexioned woman looking… bright… looking toward my right shoulder… Little orphan annie looking character looking … bold thought mass entered… letting go… encountering the heart  mass… pirate kidnapping… underage victims… naval sea captain… mass… unable to articulate it… The Raven… 3d black space… with purple swirls… lots of depth perception… nebulous… nerve spasm… lower ear… line of pain on left forearm… extends to thumb well… extends upward to left frontal lobe… ringing in left ear… tension across the chest… horizontal line like a tube… ½ “ thick… like a metal bar… pinkish…transparent butterfly wings…

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