Hi Bets, i appreciate the indirect encouragement and the general appreciation.
Generally speaking, if a specific message rings true to you on a deeper level than i would not argue trusting the message. But trusting the specific message when it rings true to your inner guidance/teacher is not the same as generally trusting the messenger.
I guess what i'm saying is i'm not fully and purely attuned to PUL yet, and so perhaps it might be helpful to take the messenger as a whole and in general with some definite grains of salt. In any case, as Bruce suggests, it needs to be more of an inner developing and attuning than an outer concentration anyways. (sometimes i forget that and overly "preach" or desire that others listen to me on a more personal level).
Btw, i very recently got a free akashic life reading done for me and it was mighty interesting on various levels.
Since i think she is the real deal, and extremely reasonable (for Americans it only costs 23 dollars), i'm going to share her link later on. She seems to still believe in the more traditional reincarnation belief system, but that doesn't stop her from helpfully and accurately tapping into people's deeper issues and other life karma, etc.
She is on an astrology forum i was on, and offered to give 40 free readings while she was testing out some new recording and transmitting technology.
Many who got readings gave positive feed back after. I'm not going into my reading because i focus too much on self at times anyways, and because some would think it's overly grandiose and self aggrandizing. However, my only question and intention to her was, "please bring to my conscious awareness whatever will be spiritually helpful for me to become consciously aware of now."
I was actually expecting a certain amount of constructive criticism! Like, you need to work on this, that, and this in order to grow more.
I think it was so encouraging and positive in nature, because Guidance knew (unlike my conscious mind) that in a few days or so after said reading i would go through another major testing experience and they wanted to encourage me to keep my center and focus on the spiritual ideals and developments i do have.
It worked, i breezed right on through it without losing my center. I feel i've finally graduated from this very karmic and repeating pattern and Soul test finally! I could almost see and feel a bunch of my I/there-Disk members jumping up and down with joy and elation!