Thank you for the compliment Beau. I temporarily changed my picture this time to show my other appearance.

  I have discovered over the years that different clothing can have an affect on my extra sensory perception. Even more so; if I wear gold jewelry it can help or hinder my awareness depending on the situation I'm in. There is definitely a paranormal power associated with gold. Several times I've taken off my gold necklace and could actually feel the change in my senses.

  Another thing that I've discovered is how my hair affects my perception. My awareness increases whenever I curl up my hair. Even makeup can have an affect on my senses, like the way eye shadow makes my eyes feel more alive and energetic. Sometimes I wonder if women get more out of makeup than just looking pretty.

  The next time I post I'll put back the real me picture.  

Ralph--- have you ever scenced in a past life that you were a female Egyptian?  I can invision you with beautiful black hair, mysterious eyes and lots of gold jewlery. --cat

As for Beau-- you were an excellent Shakespearean actor!  Very well renouned. ---cat

  Hi again Ralph, good to see a pic of you, though to be honest i don't care too much what anyone looks like ultimately, i care more about how they feel and what they emanate.   

  Gold... a book could be written about this element and what it signifies...being a physical outer symbol, of a nonphysical energy.

  It is the Sun's energy in a metal, and not just because of the color correlation.  I don't know how to describe it.

  Ever try colloidal gold, or ormus super spin state state gold?   I've tried the former, and the first time felt quite "high" immediately after ingestion. 
But gold, like any gemstone, song or tone, body movement, etc. is in the end, just a prop.   

  With that said, gold, clear quartz, amethyst, and azurite are my fav. props and the ones i most innately gravitate to.   Hemi-sync, and AhhOhhumm are nice ones too.

 It's quite possible that you are a "first timer" here from another system of energies.  

 I've met a few here and there; they tend to be rather interesting, intense, unusual people, often with very intense or striking in some way-eyes.  

 In her book Cosmic Journeys, Rosiland McKnight writes that some E.T. groups would be sending in some of their energy to be human, to help out with both the Changes in general, and more specifically with the Human to E.T. communications that have been taking place and which will eventually culminate with more direct interfacing.  

  I'm not a 1st timer/primarily E.T. type, but my Disk has been involved with this communication process and interaction in quite a few in physical lives, and from the info that my Twin Soul and i have received, we will be quite involved with it again.

 Sometimes a very mature Soul who has had a lot of Earth experience, will also feel very different and almost "alien" from most of those around them.   Androgynous tendencies and attractions are common in both E.T./1st timer humans and very mature ELS Disks.   Either bi-sexuality tendencies (or a high tolerance of same) or no sex drive are fairly common, as well as vegetarianism or veganism (as well as more eco minded above the average).  

 Especially to most advanced E.T./1st timer humans, the thought of eating animals to survive is a repulsive thought, though being now human they like other humans can become manipulated and cowed (especially when a child) into such habits.  

 As you seem to mention Ralph, the exact wheres and whys aren't that important, but we're all children of Source and PUL is the most important reality and process to engage in.   That for me, has required, among various things, me trying to forget the feelings and thoughts of "being so different from so many that are around me".    In my case, it has been hard to do at times, because i have never sought to appear different outwardly, and yet was constantly picked on and/or made to feel different from a young age throughout school.  
 For whatever reason(s), the less mature personalities here tend to really dislike the very mature ones, and try to make them suffer in some way.   Odd and backwards world we live in...

Hi Ralph,

regarding that people get into make-up for more than vanity, I find a great lift in spirits when I wear eye make-up ! Accenting the eyes and even seemingly changing their shape wakes me up and helps me feel much more focuessed, able to look others in the eyes more directly, etc!

The other side of that is that we absorb a certain amount of the coloring materials, and do so so near some delicate, spiritually important areas. I was told that not much makeup should be used, that women were never expected to get so involved in spiritual activities, and that the two don't work well together when one's vibrational rate has increased.
Oh well.... maybe just for some occasions, eh ?!

Bets