Justin aka asltaomr
Ex Member
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Hi there Alan,
Very well could be possible, and thank you very much of thinking of and regarding me in that manner. Even if my not so great and non spiritual moments (which i still have plenty of), i'm always at least sincere in my relations with others.
According to a source that i've studied and resonate to more than not, there is a lot of actual history behind what later became the Egyptian mythology.
According to this source, there was born an unusual personality named Ra Tah, some 13, 000 years ago, who was a spiritual teacher and healer (and rather psychically sensitive). He was particularly effective in holistic healing, having to do with getting rid of genetic throwback traits of animal-human mixtures of which Bruce recently somewhat referenced too when talking of a supposed Atlantis.
He gave a lot of self in service to others, but unlike Yeshua, did not hold fully and wholly to the Whole of the Law, or in other words was not completely God realized like Yeshua, and still very much had failings. Some of those failings and non constructive tendencies, led to much strife and drama which negatively impacted a lot of people.
A kind of wounded healer who came close to fully realizing his full potential, but as they say, close but no cigars. Anyways, after this personality left the scene physically, later on he became deified, somewhat unrealistically, and also even more later became representative more of impersonal principles, laws, and creational archetypes similar to what you related.
And yes, Ra, or Re has long been associated with the Sun. Even that source i mentioned, strongly associated the actual historical personality with the Sun, and said that he entered into the physical dimension, from the nonphysical dimension which corresponds to the outer Solar Form (of which it called or related to the concept of "infinity", or the "infinity forces"). In our little system, the Sun represents the fastest vibrating consciousness of all the Planets (a golden light spiritually, but not the Whole, NOT the pure White Light).
Anyways, as grandiose and delusional as i know it probably sounds to most out there, i've gotten repeating information that associates my Disk and its history with that personality, and to the above psychic source. This latest suggestion is by itself, a rather weak and not convincing one, but when taken in combo with many other of my experiences, dreams, etc. it fits into a larger puzzle set which strongly suggests certain things.
As mentioned, i really don't think much about it anymore, until something like the above again pops up unexpectedly in my life.
My hunch is that it popped up, because some of my current activities, are paralleling certain ones in that life, and these have to do with karmic weakness tendencies, particularly related to my sexual nature. That was one of the major downfalls of Ra Tah (who later changed his name to just "Ra" to more closely match vibrations with the Sun), was his sexual desire nature, and that he focused too much on same at times, and not enough on pure Spirit.
I keep getting in this life, that i should ultimately be celibate, or at least highly disciplined in that area of life, not because sex is morally wrong or anything, but because that is powerful energy which when channeled in a disciplined manner (and not constantly dissipated through sex), is a powerful catalyst to greater and quicker awakening when combined with living a PUL oriented life. Yet, as said of old, "The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." I'm having a hard time fully transcending that part of myself--hence the correlation with the other personality in my Disk, whom i seem to have come in with a very strong energetic of.
Btw, this source i've mentioned could be taken more seriously because of various verifications over the years, like saying that at one point long ago, the Nile flowed in a completely different direction than in known present history. I'm sure most people scoffed at info like this, until deep satellite imaging/probing showed that indeed there is an ancient, very large river system connected to the Nile, but which flowed in a very different direction.
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