Bardo
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Hi all, This is my first post here, and I am very interested in all that I have read so far. I am 48, and all of my parents have died in the last few years. First my father in 2000, then my step-father in 2006, followed after a few months by my mom. While I have not had any of the validating experiences that most of you describe, I am open, curious, and beginning the necessary process that you all seem to be well along in. My question: Why do I fear so strongly any phycical manifestation of the spirit world? Intellectually, I have not fear, but the opposite, a deep yearning to confirm my family's well-being and to gain real "knowledge". Having said that, I jump at least creak of a floor board. How to reconcile my thirst for knowledge with my melodramatic terror of the unknown? Thanks for your input.
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