Linh
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Dear Friends,
My son's name is Aiden Ngo. As of today, he is 2.5 years old. He have not live long on Earth. We live in the L.A suburb. But right now, Aiden is at Kaiser Hospital in Hollywood. It brought a smile to my face as I saw the familiar people replying to this thread. It is actually very comforting to belong to this group. As I sit in the dark at the hospital as my son sleep, I realize that I did not join this group in vain. It was preparing me to be strong during the hardest time of my life. The knowledge I gained from this message board have made it so much easier for me to deal with my son's situation because no matter what happens, he will always exist. Our earthly existence is only temporary to experience all that needs to be experience before we cross over.
Yesterday, my son got his MRI done. Unfortunately, the shape of the mass in my son's brain made it difficult for the doctor to diagnose him. The only thing they know is that he did not have a stroke. The next step is to do a "spinal tap" which will be very painful for my son. The spinal tap may help to determine if the brain mass is due to a viral infection, inflammation, or a tumor. If it shows nothing, he will need a biopsy. It breaks my heart to watch him suffer through all these painful tests.
Yet I know, his life have been planned out long before he was born. But, I still feel so guilty for not giving him the best life so far. My husband and I separated just this February, and it does have an emotional toll on my son. He, no longer, has two loving parents raising him. He is always distraught when one of us drops him off. Indeed, my son chose a hard life to live. He is a brave little soul to tackle such a sad life. I am honored to have him chosen me to be his mother even though I know I have not been the greatest mom to him.
Thank you all for letting me ramble at 3am in the hospital room. All the babies stopped crying, maybe I can get some sleep now on this hard chair. Lol.
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