Lucy said: Now, I'm not good at focusing my attention, but every now and then I do manage to focus it just a little. And I found that when I do, things change. Things get better. But it is hard to focus. It takes a lot of work. But when it works, it works!
I don't think that my way of standing in the Light is necessarily for anyone but me. We each have to find our own unique way of standing in the Light. What is yours?
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thanks for directing the thread here Lucy, Aurora I believe would fit right in here with the rest of us as she mentions the imagination. recently had a meditation where I saw if I could not for some reason imagine something, for sure I was not in the right space to pull that into being.
I knew, or had a clue years ago, I had 'picture it' before it actually happened.
this standing in the light reminds me of an exercise spirit led me to do once back in 2001 I believe. I was just beginning to do conscious retrievals while participating here on the board. I knew they were real, that we all could learn to do them, so maybe this post is sort of what you asked me for awhile back, as well some others.
Even though I had done a real spontaneous retrieval and was the reason for coming here to join the others, still, the ones I now practiced in 2001 seemed like mere imagination practices, even if they sort of took on their own life; still I needed something more to continue on this course.
Since I was not a meditator and still don't meditate in the usual sense of sitting down and saying I am now going to do a meditation. more or less meditation creeps up on me these days.
but back then I got this sense I should do this exercise we labeled NEW. Both Robert Bruce on another forum, and Bruce Moen had a version of this energy gathering exercise which were similar.
Bruce has the 3 breath exercise, and draw imaginary up from beneath, like through the feet, circle this light out the top of the head a certain amount of times. the breath, I see as this light also.
I encourage any to investigate this exercise and try it as the first time I tried it, I had another retrieval take place in the night which I did not doubt was real as I did not fall asleep, but simply exited my body before I had a chance to fall asleep, I accredit the retrieval and a peek at the future directly to doing the "standing in the light" exercise we call NEW. that stands for new energy ways. (or waves)
it occurred to me either by guide input (my first thought) or possibly accredit the thought I should imagine sitting on top of the world. out in space.
this was naturally a bit difficult to imagine. nonetheless, feeling agreeable to experiment, I imagined floating out, to, ah, yes, the top of the world for a bird's eye view. feeling a bit small, I had to imagine myself as larger. I thought I heard someone say, now, we want you to hug the world. what did you say? hug the world? do I have to?
it was funny. you should have been there. maybe you have.
just try seemed the voice to say. so I did but still I could only reach around part of the world with my whatever, rubber band arms...
they just wanted me to get a feeling of PUL for the world and it's inhabitants. once that was accomplished, I did feel shall we say, more friendlier towards the world in general. I think the exercise, standing in the light is similar effect to NEW.
the point being we self empower ourselves to stand in the light so each individual can get beyond their suffering. but it seems we get self empowered to rise above suffering by aiding another to get beyond suffering..we sort of climb on each other's shoulders in that sense, to get a higher view.
retrievals in this sense is alleviating the suffering in the world..it's just that it's working behind the scenes, quietly, effortlessly, the movement gathers momentum, one by one.
thanks again Lucy, being here all these years, I've gained from you, however I just can't put that into details for you right now, just that you're my friend.
love, alysia