Hi Justin. I essentially agree with what you say, and I know full well that all I can really do is just go with the flow. It's definitely a struggle for me right now because I find it difficult to balance decisions in the "real world" (due to the nature of this board, I presume I have to put that in quotations, in a semi-farcical manner), with the fact that I'm prone to heavy unconscious influences. I occasionally feel like a bit of a puppet, and I never quite know who is pulling the strings. So, going with the flow, I find that daunting as I'm "in solutio", so to speak. As a side note, none of these experiences really test my fundamental beliefs, as I've been led into a philosophy which can accommodate these phenomena.
SHSS, I honestly would not recommend my experience of life to anyone, as it's preferential to simply go along and follow your conscious decisions without having them pulled apart by other influences, until your mid-life crisis, or whatever. One thing I was trying to convey in the first post is that I'm not going into this for recreational purposes, nor am I attempting to explore the unknown, as I was already fairly optimistic about my previous philosophy, which disregarded the afterlife altogether (I presumed that when I was dead, I wouldn't be alive to care about being dead). Still, I wish you good luck on your journey!
Recoverer, your post is uplifting. If such a thing is possible, I would find it greatly rewarding. I've had difficulty with people not relating to my experiences, which is kind of painful. But my oversoul, or whatever is going on over...wherever, probably gets it.
I do hope we meet. Honestly, my biggest challenge right now is getting over my intellect. I think too much, try to explain too much, for me to really get anywhere. It's like turning off a waterfall, which is blocking off my receptivity to, "love", "unseen forces" or whatever...wherever.