While at a dinner with a good friend (United Church Minister/Reiki Master) and her
Daughter visiting from Germany something started to demand my attention.
Strong enough to the point that I had to stop eating/listening to the conversation that was going on at the dinner table and to move my awareness toward the daughter.
The feeling was to look toward my left side beside where the daughter was sitting and right in between her and her mom.

I try my best to ignore it…but my perturbed look caught the attention of my partner and the minister. So, there was absolutely no way to get out of it now…humm

The conversation we were having at the time was about some of the big/small dogs running loose in the village. There a lot of dogs around here; people buying because they like it when there puppies, and who doesn’t; but when there full grow they kind of loose interest and let them loose in the village; They are great as warning when the wolfs/bears come down the mountain but they also can be a nuisance when they start to pack up in group. Then the police as to be call in and start shoo…….! Let’s not get into that.

So the minister ask what’s wrong is there someone visiting?
Told her yes/no I’m not sure; but I have a question for your daughter. Is she’s scare of dogs? The daughter answers yes and especially the big one. I ask why? She said she does not know just a very bad feeling to the point of going across the street when she sees dogs.
In a matter of fact they were just taking about this before we came in and was asking her mother the why there so many here. So her mom’s had to give here the rundown why First Nation People always had dogs around the village/home. Another story for later…


As soon as she said that….there he was…standing right in between her and the mom.
Tall, strong; proud fully dress in his German youth uniform; black high boots/brown uniform with the arm band of red and black swastika and hat.
Hitler youths I think they use to call them I think. He was no more than 21-23 yrs old.
Standing and holding 2 huge black German Sheppard guard dogs in attention.
It did give me the cold shivers.

In between the dinner and desert I apologize to the mom and ask if I could take her daughter aside for a moment; she totally agree and said do what need to be done. I did not want to many different energy around to complicate the whole thing..lol

Told the daughter what was happening and ask her if she is ready to deal with the fears of dogs? She said yes and I started telling her what was happening at the dinner table.
She does know about some of that stuffs because of her mother Reiki training, so she was open to this kind of energy.

As soon as I started telling the story she just grab her throat and felt cold; she said she could sense the presence of a person and dogs attacking her. Told here to relax nothing is going to happen to her in the  here now; it was the pass coming back through me.

Told her what i could see from that experience/feelings;that she was a gypsy in the last previous life and was send to a concentration camp and she try to escape one night and almost made it to the other side of the second bar wire fence; all of a sudden she stated to see the same picture of where she was;
she was waiting in the dark for a while until the sentinel pass; but one did see her and he send the dogs after her.
She was attack brutally by the dog one of them going for the throat; and ripping flesh of her body while the other one keep on biting and dragging her. Everything was so clear even for her; she could see this as I too..

After a while Hans stop the dogs and look upon that poor body; he felt remorse/shame/felt pity towards the girl and took his gun and shot her to get her out of her pain; he call it a merciful killing. She died there just outside the fence, she almost made it.

That was the reason she was scare of dogs, left over energy that she brought back with her. She ask me what she should do?...good question I said.

What about Hans what does he wants from you and why now?

Apparently Hans wanted forgiveness for what he did!! Unleashing the dogs and killing her. A merciful killing as he said...

Forgiveness she said…He’s the one who kill me; I’m the one who died there in pain why should I forgive him for what he did...he should go to hell…lol…but then she came to her senses and said yes that’s not the way to react.

I said she could ask help from her mom in dealing with this forgiveness and if she do she will feel better about it and the fears of dogs may go away. She did agree to talk to her mom.

She did a ceremonies with her mom the next day and did give Hans forgiveness, she said it was very hard for her to do but after she felt like a heavy weight was lift of her shoulder so to speak. And 2 days later she started to tolerate and ever try to pet a German Shepard..!

The reason I telling this story form 3 month later is because Hans came and pay me a visit the other night. There he was standing  in a business suit tie etc; normal wear for someone who work in an office; he smile show me the old uniform and hat and throw it away form him where  it disappeared in the mist.
Gave me a great big smile and said thank you and disappear....

Make me wonder if it was/is Hans at the present time dealing with his past and demanding/asking forgiveness or was it a future self of him?
I know for a fact that i did not take him to higher focus level; there was no one/familly etc there ..just hans/the girl/and myself.

Was it a retreival or someone from this life dealing with his past...?

I do have a good feeling that he is alive now and dealing with past issues; the reason why i did not take him to the park or there was no reason to take him there.

But he’s happy now that what counts…and forgiven.
So that was my lesson on forgiveness; forgive and forget don't drag it too long as sometime i do..

Thanks for listening
With love Romain

PS. Forgiveness goes a long way right?

Hi Dear Romain,

Yes, what an experience! You helped Hans, the girl, and her mother with your involvement.

You said: 'Was it a retreival or someone from this life dealing with his past...?'

I don't think it needs a label, and with three different souls involved---four or five lifetimes when you count the previous incarnations!---it would be hard to choose which angle to label. 

Seeing Hans in a business suit could be you seeing his current incarnation. You gave him his freedom from his old ways (him throwing out his uniform as a symbol), and he took the initiative to thank you, so he has changed.

That was a complex situation and you took the initiative to step in and make it right for all those people---congratulations!

Love, Betson

Hi Romain, wow! its a treat to come here this morn and see your post.
definetely forgiveness and retrievals are the same thing, even though you may be a little confused that you did not do it traditionally by escorting Hans to focus 27, I have found that I do not do retrievals traditional style either, leaving it up to other guides and the powers that be to see everybody gets home safe and sound. also, it's quite all right, as a retriever to get the attention only of stuck ones, and not have to do more. getting attention on a matter, is like radar equipment of the all seeing eye in the center of your forehead for example; (this analogy) getting the attention has to do with the PUL inside of you which does not blame people or see fault with them, so it is also called forgiveness because you are giving your love, as you gave it -before- there was a blemish appear..so you have unconditional pure love operating there within your forgiveness as a practicing retriever. A retriever retrieves the energy by drawing attention to it. then you feel funny. like, isn't there more to it? wait! isn't that enough what you did, to recognize Hans was there? u are open to spirit operating and that is enough to call it a retrieval.

the reason forgiveness and retrievals are the same thing, is, as people who do retrievals, like you and I and all others who practice the art of forgiveness, as it's difficult, they are doing this energy transmutation, since what we are is humans who are of energy substance basically..we harbor many years negative energy from unforgiveness even within our body temple which can set up dis-ease there if not gotten rid of and forgiven.

then someone like you, who is sensitive to subtle energies in the room which are unlike PUL, comes along and releases the energy so, in a way the whole world benefits because there's that much less bad energy floating around to be effecting us as a whole. thank god u listened to your sensitivity that u sensed Hans was there. The daughter was bonded to the perpetrator thru a type of karmic condition, and only the victim can set the perpetrator free by forgiveness..a genuine release of negative energy. now she will be free and the fear of dogs will evaporate into nothing. to be free of any fear, this is all we can expect on this level, to work on all fear thoughts..whether from past or in the now, cause we carry them forward until we release them.
so as I see it all the higher selves in the room had a date with destiny to meet you, and for this to occur. everybody won out. yay!!!!


happy feeling just came.  We are all one with the spirit behind all the ideas that we are separate. so u just exposed the oneness as the truth.

Now DP wants a word: ok.  JC told us to forgive when he was here as he knew of the power that was there in forgiveness. He went around not blaming anybody, not feeling hurt or upset about anything, he never had anything to forgive, as nobody knew what they were doing.."they know not what they do." So he used himself as example that forgiveness is the pathway to go as death was not real and so he showed them death had no power and no reason to fear it.

yet we come back here in another body and sometimes remember our deaths through a fear we have. (I think I was eaten by a shark, but only after I died, still, I didn't like a fish eating my former body, and so I still have the fear) I must forgive that dang fish!) come to find out it was just a clean up crew for the ocean, on auto pilot.

Here we have a girl who suffered to be bitten. she carried the fear; everytime she sees a dog, the fear arises. The fear would prevent her, in those moments, to feel love and she now can go forward and be free of that to enjoy her life. sooner or later, she will study why she wanted to come in and live that life where death could be experienced under those circumstances, and she will see that she need not feel a victim, as I am sure all lives have some intrinsic value for the soul traveling here, even that of babies who die early. she may be getting in touch with more lives, of her unlimited being right about now.

so there is so much misunderstanding about forgiveness, isn't there? maybe we can see it as the will to be gentle with ourselves and others, so to allow PUL to blossom forth during the shift. I could see it as "saving" folks, so says DP. because love sets us free, while fear binds us. and we do the same works then as JC who was teaching forgiveness so many years ago.
now gang, I am not a Christian. I don't look at people to worship them as individuals who are separate from me. we are all one, and we can be one with the Christed consciousness by serving life, by wiping sticky gooey stuff off their feathers, or retrieving.

you know that cave dream was a biggee for you. I always remember it too.
forgiving our family members for bad behavior is my path too Romain, sooner or later have to do the work! The Course in Miracles says it does get easier, that we can learn to do it automatically in the moment, and that would be a part of the speed up here in the shift in consciousness...wow!  instant forgiveness! what a thought! thanks DP!! lol. love ya, alysia

I have to admit Romain, when u mention cave, I see prehistoric people 
maybe I should go with primordial instead!
I think cave is a symbol for going way back perhaps, to basics.

well I shall be awaiting your next visit then! 

oh Romain, u didn't tell me several years ago that some of the forms of energy were not from C1!  its about time u told me! haha!

now I know the cave was even more important event for you. good to know that.

I have had a couple of dreams to ponder on regarding the shift in consciousness. might just share a bit. evidently, we do go out at night to lecture halls, classrooms and such where our interests take us.
The cave might also represent the shifting times we are in. in one dream I followed Gordon into a huge event, the room was entered through a modern day shopping mall and had the feel of something major and something to be excited about, and it was important to be on time.
Gordon turned to me to ask what costume I would be wearing; lol, I think now he was making a little joke, as I had said once I couldn't find my ego one morning when I woke up. that was funny.
then I've been to several lectures that I recall in the I/there. it seems so natural to be doing this, yet it is symbology of the higher self activity in terms I can relate to, so that I know I'm receiving knowledge from I/there. I believe part of me is not incarnate in C1, and "feeds" this here gal info.
I could be wrong, but thats how I prefer to think about it at this time in order to understand myself.
another time I was at a conference, and towards the end I saw Timber and he grabs my hand and we fly out into the dark space and begin conversing about whats going on in his life and there was PUL.
Each time I go to these lectures and conferences there are so many heads extending past my eyesight, that I call it the shift in consciousness, tons of people, it's a good feeling! love, alysia

thanks Romain, not letting me be the only one. I think DP fed me info like the scientist feeds you. makes sense. love, alysia

Greetings toemoenage1 ----
and welcome to you!

Since Romain doesn't come by every day I'll offer a short answer to your question, as perhaps others will also so we can discuss this and meet you. 

A short answer would be that doing retrievals we meet a wide variety of people. Getting used to a wider variety of persons than we usually meet daily or choose as friends is part of the adventure of retrieving! I suppose it's also a test of our PUL (Pure Unconditional Love) that we use to calm stuck souls.

Apparently in this situation this fellow Hans Clauss still had pride and wanted to present himself looking good. He's not perfect, but he's ready now for a better place than where he was.

Please feel free to ask whatever comes to mind. We're glad to meet you!

Bets

You do not know how much I thank you for your warm wellcome. It is very important for me your welcoming!

I felt particularly "unfit" and out of this forum. I didn't like for you to feel criticism for my questions ( sure is not).

I accept your answers are valid, yes. Hans probably wouldn't know how to beg for pardon and he would adopt a "defensive-proud" posture ( to feel secure and to recognize himself). and which I liked the most is the one that you didn't know how you asked for the dogs. The very presence of dogs perhaps would be very unusual in the "retrievals".

I have to thank betson for her intuition  "PUL means.........." I didn't have a clue what it was and I didn't have the guts to ask more questions.
I have to recognize that i have a lot of fears and I like to finish with them.
thx