Hi  I sat in my kitchen this morning thinking of matthews thread about Mother Teresa and i wondered whether she would like to say anything to me,so i started to open up to spirit and i said"Mother Teresa can i talk with you"and this is what she said to me and i have wrote it word for word as she gave it to me.

I would sit there many times and ask God why i was chosen to do this as it frustrated me many times in many ways.
I sometimes felt that i could not cope and needed God to help me to understand,why i felt this way,i needed God to give me strength to go on and courage to face my inner fears.

The abandoment i felt of God not listening was great,but realising in myself that God did walk beside me in all that i acheived in my life.
I sometimes felt an inner resentment as being human,wondering why i was doing this,but this was the love from inside me,which is why i was doing this,not just because i felt that i was chosen by God to do this.

I did not want these letters released as this was between me and my God and not for the world to know,they were my inner most thoughts and for God alone to know.

I do not regret my life as i feel i did what i did,but i was a human being,who had doubts,fear and all the emotions that we all feel at times of suffering and fears of going in and trying to spread love,compassion and human kindness towards our fellow man,but it is no easy path and can really challenge your faith in God.

God is always there only the human part of us,brings these doubts and fears.

Wherever we are and whatever we are doing love is the most beautiiful thing you can give throughout your life,even though it is far from easy sometimes,always keep your faith throughout all as God does never abandon us,though we do not always beleive God is there,but i tell you now he is.

Keep the faith,Keep the faith as suffering brings us closer to God not further away from him,he is always there through the suffering with his unconditinal love and he is listening.  God Bless.

I'm sorry matthew i was not trying to take away your thread,i just felt like i was being guided to put this on a new topic ,so that this message got out to everyone.

Love and God bless   Love juditha

Hi I got this off the net about mother teresa and it says pretty much what she has give me in her message she gave to me,so i dont think im wrong,spirit told me to beleive what they give to me,so i think i'm right.

"It is not enough for us to say, 'I love God, but I do not love my neighbor,'" she said, since in dying on the Cross, God had "[made] himself the hungry one — the naked one — the homeless one." Jesus' hunger, she said, is what "you and I must find" and alleviate. She condemned abortion and bemoaned youthful drug addiction in the West. Finally, she suggested that the upcoming Christmas holiday should remind the world "that radiating joy is real" because Christ is everywhere — "Christ in our hearts, Christ in the poor we meet, Christ in the smile we give and in the smile that we receive."

Yet less than three months earlier, in a letter to a spiritual confidant, the Rev. Michael van der Peet, that is only now being made public, she wrote with weary familiarity of a different Christ, an absent one. "Jesus has a very special love for you," she assured Van der Peet. "[But] as for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great, that I look and do not see, — Listen and do not hear — the tongue moves [in prayer] but does not speak ... I want you to pray for me — that I let Him have [a] free hand."

Love and God bless love juditha

I don;t want to be doubting and don;t know if this actually came from MT or not, but how did you get it all down in such a precise way? I mean did you sit and write it like by dictation? Also weren;t most of the letters written to her church superiors rather than being just between her and God? Either way, I am sorry she suffered such doubt and unhappiness and hope indeed that she lives on and is seeing things in a different light now

I see. Well good luck with the mediumship, if it's something you really want to do. I don;t mean any criticism of you when I wonder about if it's definitely from MT or not, I think it must be hard for mediums to be sure of the source of specific information they might get - from their own subconsious, from a spirit using another person's name (such as a famous one you would recognise), or a completley genuine communication from someone who is who they say they are etc