EternalEssence said:
What you say resonates with me as well. In most beginnings, potential travelers are taught to "think of somewhere you would like to be" and to maintain that concentration upon that location. I am not sure at this point if I agree on the ease of that particular line of thought, because it appears to me that there are many variables to consider.
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glad to see u here once more EE. I always feel this honor descend on me when I hear from you. insofar as the instructions to think of somewhere else, I am remind of TMI, that in the beginning of learning exploration we were instructed to build "our own place" over there. that is just a leaping off place but it gives us something to focus on in the beginning of trying to get used to the idea that there is something more to our ELS life, and that we need to have a method at first, before getting to the ease of phasing.
just briefly I made a beach place where retriever wanna-be's hung about waiting for a guide to come and get us for a retrieval. I only went to this place a few times was all that was necessary for me before I saw Monroe there talking to some of us. I decided not to go there again because I couldn't get his attention. then, lol, the exercise DID pay off of building this imaginary place, as Monroe popped up one day to pay his respects spontaneously, so he must have seen me out there trying to get his attention. it works in such surprising manner.
so there may be a difference in what our expectations are and our ability to play along with the images presented.
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For me, the OBE is not really all that important. If I have one, so be it; if not, so be it.
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this is my attitude also. it seems healthy enough. Bruce as example gave up trying to do obes, but the phasing is so much easier once we can get a handle on it.
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My interest lies within consciousness itself and states of awareness. Having said that, the effects of these states are secondary at this point. I have noticed, however, this "phasing" that you mention. I often wonder if, after practice, you simply reach a point where it becomes unnecessary for the abrupt exit and re-entry. Does the drama serve some other learning experience? (rhetorical)
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its my conjecture that yes the abrupt exit and re-entry is in itself something to master while in C1 awareness. the drama does serve (for me) a purpose to see what I do believe about myself for the most part, as what I believe (and I may have conflicting beliefs about myself) what I believe about myself will influence greatly what I believe about these others I contact out there. figuring out who and what we are is the learning experience.
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For me, the shift has now become more smooth. Part of my experience arises from my ability to maintain a focus level at a wider state of awareness without feeling as though I am ping-ponging everywhere at once.
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could u be willing to describe a wider state of awareness, which perhaps precludes the ping pong concept? I like the reference.
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Now, for me, it can be likened to the analogy of closing one set of eyes and opening another and vice versa. When it happens, I am --
-- often perplexed, because it feels as though I am lying in bed with my eyes open. In reality, so to speak, I have already transitioned. Very strange, to say the least.
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this sounds like phasing to me. it might get more familiar, so that you would be reporting to us that it has lost its strangeness! haha!
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Once, during this experience, I was looking at the ceiling and suddenly was nose-close in my awareness of it. I was startled to say the least, but from that I learned that my consciousness gave me certain signals to the transition if I expanded my awareness to include them. I have since experienced my ability to "feel" a difference when it happens -- a light, airy, refreshed feeling, like all physical concerns are dropped. I don't get excited by this when it happens, but attempt to experience the shifting as part of a wider experience. The farther I travel, the harder it is to find words to describe the experience.
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I understand what you're saying, had the same startled feeling when I pushed my hand thru a wall and then went into the wall to look at the molecular particles moving in it. very startling. the feeling of mind expanding is adequate definition at the moment, my opinion. the light, airy, refreshed feeling, I can relate to that in obes, I attempted to share that feeling when I mentioned the gliding on roller feet feeling, a graceful feeling, as u say, refreshing.
we seem to be doing alright to describe the experiences, as mentioned so many times, we need a new vocabulary for a new art of passage.
and thank you for sharing, I feel not so freaky now.
the emotions, the feeling of being startled or shocked is the phasing moment, the shifting moment, the transition moment u called it. I become very lucid with a feeling of unexpected behavior on the part of whomever I am contacting out there, friends, associates, guides, etc. this gets my attention, this expands my mind to learn somethng about myself by learning something about the other who is maybe doing a demonstration by leaping up high, or the hand slipping thru the wall, its totally unexpected, thus deserves scrutiny.
wanted to mention PUL when exploring will also expand the confines of the belief systems we all have in place. not all at once, but such an experience is brought back to memory in C1 and starts to work itself into the belief systems, unanchoring some of that entrenchment, or clinging to a certain viewpoint in defensive posture.
PUL seems to mellow people out and cause soul growth above all else as concerns methods and steps that we utilize. I'm looking forward to the assistance we have during this time as an active energy on the Earth.
happy exploring, I may need your help u guys! lwait, I know I need your help. love to all, alysia
E.
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