oh hi again! images.bravenet.com/common/images/smilies/wave.gif I'm a musician sort of too. I responded to you on another thread. I'm going to view you as not autistic, or I will view that you are healed and this may help to produce for you a feeling of completion and wholeness, that you can build on.
I'm not very good on the guitar.
but I can sing some. as a musican, I believe once you bring a greater exploration into these areas we talk of here, you will benefit from what you've learned about music, about harmonies, discordant notes, etc. you may express emotions thru music, either here, or out there as in astral traveling.
I found the use of hemi sync to balance both sides of the brain are a wonderful aid in exploring our universal consciousness, however, of late, I am using flute, new age instrumental music, generally not too upbeat, to produce a slightly altered state of awareness which seems more spacious in a feeling way, a sort of floaty feeling while being aware I'm still in my body.
so hemi sync is a series of tones, similar to music, but without a driving beat to deal with.
welcome to this friendly board, we are one of a kind and diversified population. you are admonished to believe nothing but test it out first, that you hear here! I'm always glad to see new people come in. If you get a chance, please read Monroe or Moen's books, or surf some of the free articles by clicking on Resources above. love, alysia