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Here is some experience Mr. Nobody?
I used to believe as some of the people on this forum believe; when it came to Christ I thought in terms of fundamentalism.
I started to receive messages from the spirit World about two years ago, and about a year ago I started to receive messages such as "accept Christ." This troubled me because like some other posters on this forum when the subject of Christ would come up I would become uncomfortable and start to look for spit balls to throw.
Fortunately, I didn't keep my mind and heart completely closed to the matter of Christ. One day while going for a walk I spoke to God (I didn't hear him reply), and I said "If Christ is a significant part of your divine plan then I'm all for him, because your divine plan is important to me. But I can't assume that Christ is a part of your divine plan simply because a book states that he is, because I would be asserting this to myself, and this would be dishonest."
One night I woke up and I was shown a crucifix. I asked why. I was shown an image and received some thoughts which stated: "They killed him (Christ), they put him on display, they spotted his reputation." Next I experienced myself pressing the highest C note on my piano. I understood this to mean that Christ is the highest consciousness there is.
After wards I received a number of other messages which stated that Christ is a significant part of God's divine plan. My post would be too long if I shared all of them. But here is one significant experience. One night I was reading an Elaine Pagels book. She wrote that the Gospel of Thomas speaks of Christ as if he was just another enlightened being like other enlightened beings; the gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke speak of him as if he is a messenger of God; and the gospel of John speaks of him as he is the only begotten son, the first word, the light, he created the World for God, and then incarnated into the World so he could show the way.
Before I went to sleep this night I prayed and asked for a dream which told me which version is true. In the middle of the night I woke up from a dream. I turned on my night lamp and grabbed my dream journal and a pen so I could take some notes. But then I saw a light flash. I see spirits appear as starlike flashes of light quite often. I see them this way because this is how you see them when your energy is at your crown chakra, and my energy is at my crown chakra most of the time. This flash of light was much bigger and much more powerful than any flash of light I've experienced before. It felt more real than the physical World. It felt divine. Even though I didn't see or hear him, I knew it was the presence of Christ. I decided to forget about my dream notes, put my dream journal and pen away, turned off my night lamp, and layed on my side. I was overcome with more energy than I had ever felt before, and I have awakened kundalini, which can be powerful at times. This energy worked on me for about 15 minutes in a manner that is beyond how kundalini works on you. My heart chakra expanded so it felt as if it encompased my entire upper body. The energy of Christ also worked on my three upper chakras. Ever since the energy flow from my heart chakra to my crown chakra has been more alive and clean. I felt divine love, humility and grattitude towards Christ to an extent that was beyond what a belief system could create. Regarding the question I asked before I went to sleep, the feeling I got was that Christ can be in as many places as he wants to be. He is universal.
After the above experiences took place I started to reflect on my life and found that the series of experiences which began with the "Accept Christ" messages, weren't the first occasions on which I received Christ related messages. For example, about 29 years ago I had a night in heaven experience. I was an atheist at the time because I believed that science had all the answers. Nevertheless, during this experience I knew that God and the afterlife did in fact exist. Not only did I know that they existed, I completely understood how it was possible for them to exist without even having to think about it. It was a wonderful experience and the level of happiness I experienced was beyond the level of happiness that can be experienced in this World. It was such a relief.
To show you how stubborn I was at the time, when the experience ended I dismissed it as a dream. Boy was I disapointed. Years later, after not thinking about the experience at all, the memory of the experience came back to me. There are people who have had near death experiences who have had the same delayed memory syndrome. The memory of this experience is more alive today than it was 27 years ago. One thing I recall is that during the experience I clearly understood that Christ is a major part of the grand scheme of things. I didn't see him during this experience, but the knowledge of his importance permeated the realm I was in.
Some people might say that I experienced according to my beliefs. This isn't so because 1) I was an atheist at the time and completely didn't believe in the existence of God, Christ and the afterlife; 2) the manner in which I understood things was far deeper than what a belief system could create; and 3) at the end of the experience I saw a bright star flash and I knew this was a symbol for Christ. Regarding the possibility that my mind created the above, in addition to what I just shared, there is no way that my mind could've created what I experienced, because what I experienced was far beyond anything I had experienced before.
There are a couple of other experiences I had before I received the accept Christ messages. Early on during my kundalini unfoldment process I was shown the image of a lifesize heavy metal rocker dude. I could see kundalini flowing within him. He said he uses his kundalini for evil. Next I saw a lifesize demonic image of myself. Next I saw the face of Jesus Christ. I received the message if you're going to go through kundalini unfoldment process, make certain that you do so with Christ conciousness in mind.
On another occasion I was doing a retrievel while meditating. Suddenly the man I was trying to help stopped listening to me because across a bay an image of Christ appeared. Gold light spread out from Christ and filled the landscape I was experiencing. The man I tried to help floated accross the bay to where Christ was in a timeless manner. I say a timeless manner, because he traversed the distance accross the bay quickly, without having to float quickly. I had no expectation to see Christ during this experience, yet I did.
You stated that you believe experience is important, and some experiences have been shared. If one wants to find out about Christ one shouldn't make the mistake of trying to do so according to the fundamentalist viewpoints that annoy one. One should try to see if there is another way of viewing Christ. A way that is joyful, rather than repressive.
I'm not the only person who has had experiences with Christ. For example, people who have had near death experiences. I know some people like to dismiss such experiences as nothing more than the play of a person's preconceived ideas, but if you read enough of them closely, you'll find that some people experience too much depth during their experience for it to be based on what they believed before. Especially since some of these people had experiences that were non-fundamentalist in nature, even though they had fundamentalist ideas before they had their experience. I also know of a few other people who have experienced the presence of Christ without having a near death experience.
[quote author=Mr. Nobody link=1177109721/45#55 date=1177651621Sorry Don; none of what you offer is "proof". They're just words.
How can words really "prove" anything? They're just concepts after all.
My own view is that it is only one's own direct experience that uncovers anything of real value; and most of that which is uncovered by direct experience only reveals further questions to explore. Halleluja!!! God says..."It'd be pretty boring otherwise"
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