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Feb 15^th, 2007 at 2:51pm

Hi Guys, its me again, anyone tired reading my posts yet? lol

I have recently discovered something interesting about the relationship I have and have had with my guides. This may prove valuable to someone who is having trouble feeling connected to their guides.

I guess I did "hear" some of 3 yr old me's words in the PE. It has recently come to my attention that an old issue I had with my guides was not fully resolved as I thought it was. To explain this I need to start in the begining but I will get to the point.

I grew up in a loveless home. That is being kind. I always had my imagination, and I had my guides. Up until the time I was 3 my guides were my playmates. I called them "the Grandmas and the Grandpas". We would spend hours just being silly. They would line up ( 6 to 8 of them, I could not count. I can only go by the "movie" in my head and it feels like I am not suposed to know how many but I could be wrong...old movie!) in chairs and I would sing and dance and of course they thought I was wonderful.

On one particular day my mother walked into the room to tell me to be quiet. When she stepped in her whole face dropped. She turned white and her eyes darkened. She was terrified,. I turned my attention to my guides lined up in their chairs and their faces were different than the loving oldsters I knew. They were melty and monster like, but I was not a bit afraid. I was very pleased, probably because I felf so helpless against her and they gave her something to think about. She ran out of the room and slammed the door. I was laughing at this point.

Now I have a clearer view of what a guide is and does and I have to wonder if this was them who scared her or did I somehow make it happen? She saw it as I did, It was clear. I knew that they did not like her actions but I also knew they would never hurt her.

They then gathered around me (chairs gone) and told me that they were afraid that she might really hurt me if they kept coming around to play. They said that they were not really going away and that I would never be alone but I would not be able to see them anymore. One by one they filed out the door (open now, don't know when that happened), and just disappeared. One female lingered behind and tried to console me but I was hurt and angry. I through a fit and hurt turned into anger.

I have always remembered this occurance and the good times as well and I really thought that I had let it go long, long ago. Apparently 3 yr old me did not let go. I can't explain how I came to realize this; it came to me as a kind of "knowing", do you follow? (My intent in the Sat 4 PE was Higher Self.) Since then I have reintroduced myself to my guides. All is forginen and we are becoming the team we were ment to be. They are so happy!

So to all of you out there who feel that you are having trouble connecting with your guides, please take a note from my book and take a good look at your relationship with them. Reach very deep to uncover any negative feelling you may have and not even realize. I can not stress this enough...dig deep. Trade any negativity for love and trust and you will be amazed at your results.

All thoughts and comments are welcome, and please remember I am just flying by the seat of my pants here. I am by no means a "specialist". I am just a woman who wants to share her new found wisdoms.

Lots of Love, Stacy

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Reply #1 - Feb 15^th, 2007 at 3:00pm

That's a fascinating story and it gave me chills. So, you actually saw them in the room with you? And your mom saw them too? Didn't she ever mention this experience? If not, then we are not sure what exactly your mom experienced. If she did not physically see them, then perhaps her shock was the feeling they were sending her, the same feeling of fear that (it sounds like) you were used to experiencing from your mom.

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Reply #2 - Feb 15^th, 2007 at 5:03pm

Vicky,

I pondered that idea off and on for a long time. There was no mistaken that she saw something that terrified her. When I tried to talk about it (and it was many times throughout the years) she refused. She never denied seeing, she just refused to talk or acknowledge any reference to the "unknown". She has a real fear that I frankly don't understand. I was a scary child for to have. It scarred her when I watched b&w tv in color, It scared her when I would tell her so and so was going to call. Simple things. She was so scared at one point she said any more of it and she would lock me away in a hospital and then she tried to! So I learned to hide what I could and push back what I could not hide.

I saw them often until 3, they were my love source. They gave me hugs! Physical contact can not be imagination, can it? I didn't know it was any different for anyone else, how could I.

I could sense in your words that you picked them carefully as to not bruise me (am I right?)regarding my mother, not to worry dear. I have grown leaps and bounds since then and I even plan to visit her (long time since) in a month or so. It seems that she has some questions (she is in late 70's now) that she is going to be brave enough to ask. Will wonders ever cease?

Love to you, Stacy

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Reply #3 - Feb 15^th, 2007 at 5:50pm

Hi there,

Nope, I wasn't trying to word anything carefully. I was just curious about your mom's reaction. That's the kind of thing that fascinates me, is how differently people can perceive things. It sounds like she got what she deserved! Wink

But too bad she was never able to talk about it. It was hard for my parents to be open to such things too, and I had to learn to hide things just as you did.

And no, that physical contact cannot be imagination. I've had my own personal experiences that prove that.

Your story makes me remember when my son was very little, around 1-1/2 or 2 years old. He used to go into his room, close the door, and have a conversation with someone. I could only hear his side of it, and when he was done I asked who he was talking to but he wouldn't tell me. This happened on quite a few occasions, and what was odd (well it was all odd), but I found it odd the way he would be playing like normal but then it was obvious that something grabbed his attention. He would just abruptly stop was he was doing and would very determinely walk straight to his room and close the door, and then the conversations began. When I listened it was very obvious he was answering questions. I never heard the questions, just the pauses in between his answers.

Children are so open to so much!

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Reply #4 - Feb 15^th, 2007 at 6:05pm

Vicky,

I agree. Children are so open especially to love. I think this is far more common than people think. I think adults may call these "imaginary friends" becasue it is easier to accept. I seemed to have put an end to a good thing by being a bit to noisy with my song and dance renditions. Oh well, live and learn, pass it on if any one will listen. lol

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Reply #5 - Feb 15^th, 2007 at 8:29pm

daiseymae wrote on Feb 15^th, 2007 at 2:51pm:

Hi Guys, its me again, anyone tired reading my posts yet? lol

I have recently discovered something interesting about the relationship I have and have had with my guides. This may prove valuable to someone who is having trouble feeling connected to their guides.

I guess I did "hear" some of 3 yr old me's words in the PE. It has recently come to my attention that an old issue I had with my guides was not fully resolved as I thought it was. To explain this I need to start in the begining but I will get to the point.

I grew up in a loveless home. That is being kind. I always had my imagination, and I had my guides. Up until the time I was 3 my guides were my playmates. I called them "the Grandmas and the Grandpas". We would spend hours just being silly. They would line up ( 6 to 8 of them, I could not count. I can only go by the "movie" in my head and it feels like I am not suposed to know how many but I could be wrong...old movie!) in chairs and I would sing and dance and of course they thought I was wonderful.

On one particular day my mother walked into the room to tell me to be quiet. When she stepped in her whole face dropped. She turned white and her eyes darkened. She was terrified,. I turned my attention to my guides lined up in their chairs and their faces were different than the loving oldsters I knew. They were melty and monster like, but I was not a bit afraid. I was very pleased, probably because I felf so helpless against her and they gave her something to think about. She ran out of the room and slammed the door. I was laughing at this point.

Now I have a clearer view of what a guide is and does and I have to wonder if this was them who scared her or did I somehow make it happen? She saw it as I did, It was clear. I knew that they did not like her actions but I also knew they would never hurt her.

They then gathered around me (chairs gone) and told me that they were afraid that she might really hurt me if they kept coming around to play. They said that they were not really going away and that I would never be alone but I would not be able to see them anymore. One by one they filed out the door (open now, don't know when that happened), and just disappeared. One female lingered behind and tried to console me but I was hurt and angry. I through a fit and hurt turned into anger.

I have always remembered this occurance and the good times as well and I really thought that I had let it go long, long ago. Apparently 3 yr old me did not let go. I can't explain how I came to realize this; it came to me as a kind of "knowing", do you follow? (My intent in the Sat 4 PE was Higher Self.) Since then I have reintroduced myself to my guides. All is forginen and we are becoming the team we were ment to be. They are so happy!

So to all of you out there who feel that you are having trouble connecting with your guides, please take a note from my book and take a good look at your relationship with them. Reach very deep to uncover any negative feelling you may have and not even realize. I can not stress this enough...dig deep. Trade any negativity for love and trust and you will be amazed at your results.

All thoughts and comments are welcome, and please remember I am just flying by the seat of my pants here. I am by no means a "specialist". I am just a woman who wants to share her new found wisdoms.

Lots of Love, Stacy

That story made me realize, are guides are here to protect us and will never give up on helping us! Also, that they will never truly leave us. They may not been seen, but they definately can be known to you by seeing signs like in books, movies, and what not.. Also, sometimes when you pray to God and ask for guidance you can feel God's prescence as well as the guides!

So, whenever I am down I will remember your story and realize I'm never alone!! Especially, now, I know I'm never alone because I talked to a psychic and she said I had many guides up to 8 or so... I also, have my grandpa along for the ride!! Yes, other family members who passed on still watch over me, but not as much as my grandpa supposedly!! Because my love for him was more unconditional than what it was for my other family members..

So, always remember that your guides and family members are connected to you as well by the love you all share together! Darkness and evil cannot compete with that bond!!

Every night I try to communicate with my guides and my gpa... Sometimes, I can tell is it them or just my imagination.. lol I am supposedly psychic.. From what the psychic lady told me..

What also, is great is that I ask my gpa to come to visit me in my dreams and there he is!! Were always together.. My twin, sister, dad, and mom. Always together in our dreams.. That is symbolism for the bond we all have together!!

My gpa has calmed my fears of hell as well.. He has told me that I should fear no more! He will be there to greet me with my other family members and my guides(angels)!! He also, touches my arm to comfort me.. I can feel these vibes go around a certain part of my arm and that's when I know he is nearby to comfort me..

Sorry, for telling everyone my whole llife story! lol

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