if anybody out there is thinking your life is all wrong and nothing good ever happens, lousy job, not getting along with the spouse, whatever, I want to offer a word of encouragement..what you are looking at, if you are in this frame of mind, and believe me we all can get there as easy as falling off a log to be thinking negative, try thinking something positive, to get in that habit and watch your life change...you might think the other person has changed who's been giving u trouble, not. its you that changed and that caused them to change because u gave up wanting to change them. thats the practical explanation of how to retrieve; the spiritual implication is practicing acceptance of one another or considering what loving gestures mean.

next time you hire someone to do something for you consider first who you want, what kind of person you are pulling in to do the work as what the universe delivers to the door is exactly what you need (we get what we need, not what we want). we seriously travel the ozone and bring in exactly the person suited to have not only a business deal with you but a spiritual deal is going on underneath our veiled eyes. today the universe brought me a marine to work on my foundation who promptly told me he has visions, and then he blurted out I was an angel and I was gonna help him with his book. by that time, I had to gather up my self and go smoke a cigarette, yes, even angels puff, it acts to ground me into reality, otherwise, since I'm an angel I might float away you know!
I told him I'd be glad to help him write his book called Forty Acres, about how the black slaves were promised 40 acres back in the south and never got it and all about his fascinating life details.  I'm sorry, I really am a new ager after all with a lot of ideas cooking up in my steamer but its really all about love and this is as good as it gets. I thought I was ascending..looks like I'll be sticking around to help another become author of his book. love, alysia