Thats very good what u said Spooky, its like u take the words from my mouth as one time I was in a repititive nightmare and got very tired of it and asked the monster to go ahead and eat me, at least I could stop running then. I was wondering if u read this story I posted long ago? but no matter it bears repeating and its probably similar for many to just say ok I'm finished with that little matter. surprisingly, I never get eaten up as expected that is a thrill of discovery, we are always safer than we think we are.  thank you, alysia