thanks Juditha, I think you did good! I'll tell you what I relate to in the present what you said, and I printed the rest to keep and see what happens. first, I pick up things about people too and my feeling is you are a sincere person with a good nature, something a little rare to find and I smile when I read you.
if anyone is wondering what readings have to do with the afterlife, it has a lot to do with partnered exploration or PE. something Bruce teaches in his books.
PE helps us connect with each other, but has little to do with the old fashioned crystal ball. it means we are energy beings and our energy fields can overlap and pick up thoughts despite we are separated in distance and location from one another.
Juditha said:
,im being rather brave here putting this on as im still unsure of myself..
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yes, I know you are brave and I'm still applauding your courage; your courage gives me courage to express myself as well!
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.The first thing im shown is a river,which is surrounded by trees on both sides
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the first thing I thought this was symbolic of the river of life for me, then I realized I fantasize to live by the Colorado river. there are some homes there I've been looking at in Bullhead City AZ to be specific and I could walk my dogs there unleashed on the river bed I see in my mind. actually I've been a few years meditating on being by water. so thanks..I'm one step closer!
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,im being shown you walking by this river holding this little girls hand,she looks about 4or5yrs old and has blonde plaits
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in a way I want to interpret this to mean my little grandchild with blonde hair will arrive in 4 or 5 years. I have twins (blondes) who are slow to give me grandchildren and I think having children is the most wonderful experience and makes the parent mature faster, so i harp on it! and I think this is the best thing you got as it confirms a dream I had of a little blonde girl coming in.
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...Then i got a link with New York,i was getting the names James and John with some connections to New york ,i got this connection of New York for you aylsia
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this is the part may have something to do with publishing connections..but I haven't met anyone with those names ..not yet, but if I do, I will give you a jingle of confirmation. I've gotten much information which turned out to be confirmed down the road, so I don't discount it. New York is a happening state, don't you think?
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....I then was shown the Mississipi boat and the mississipi river..
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hmm. will have to save this..maybe it means I won't miss my boat?
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.I also got the name Ellen whos came across as being very close to you,she has much love for you,and she showed me 2 silver bracelets and 1 gold ring with one diamond on it
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don't know an Ellen yet either, but got the feeling it could be a guide I've known in another time as a sisterly vibration.
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...She said to me that there is a bit of a dilemma in your life at the moment but this will pass soon,she also said that there is a celebration coming up in your life
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for sure, dilemma. something happened today. a business calamity, but it seems to be righting itself somehow. I was upset all day. unusual for me. the celebration aspect could be the expected sale of my house after the dilemma solves itself; another celebration I've been picturing is to finally get my book published. cross fingers I don't speak too soon!
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,i felt it was a wedding
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that would be ok I guess; but first I need to find someone to marry!! lol!!
I don't really believe in that institution, however, there are all kinds of marriages spirit has taught me; on spiritual levels.
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, she said that April ,June ,and November are important months for you....She showed me this shetland pony
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hmm. would like to have horse or pony someday. maybe the pony is me, who is learning to do a trot?
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....Shes showing me beautiful pink chysanthimums.
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I was told I came in on the pink ray. there are 7 rays to slide into the world on. pink is the love ray. and mums are great flowers.
thanks again my dear, I was not serious when I asked you to see what you could get for me but this is good news. I'm glad you are strengthening your talents fearlessly. hugs, alysia