sven_und_jen
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If I am not mistaken this seems like you are considering suicide. I have thought of this to, but I could never do it. I mean, I have so much curiosity about whether there is life after death, but I could never find out in the manner of killing myself now, because I am too afraid of being wrong, or of the possible consequences. If there is no afterlife, then it seems wasted to "discover" that immediately, for then this was your only chance at life and it is now gone.
"I can't find any other way of proving to myself that there is something more to all of this. I feel like a wounded animal that is struggling with every day that passes."
I feel this way at times too. I think to myself, if there is no afterlife, I won't even know I am dead, I will no longer perceive anything. I will no longer learn, love or grow. Thus I must live my life fully until death comes, whether or not there is an afterlife. Of course, I would like to think that there is. And as well, this advice (one must live until one dies) is easy to say, and very difficult to follow. I have not yet mastered it in my own life, as lately I don't do much "living", just wallow around in contemplation.
Dave, maybe you feel pretty alone right now. Often times I feel entirely alone in the world, even when surrounded by my closest friends and loved ones. But really, one is never alone.. Right now you have myself, attempting to give what little I have learned. Right now, if you are willing, I have you, too.
-Sven
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