Cosmic_Ambitions
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Hey SoulMerlin,
There was once an experience that I had which I know not to be a dream, and the only way I can describe it is as an extremely brief glimpse into some sort of heavenly realm... This actually happened to me on two separate occasions. The first was when I was lying on my bed under a tremendous amount of stress. I wasn't attempting to fall asleep, I was just exhausted and lying there. After about 20 min. of lying there with my eyes closed, my consciousness became fully aware, (beyond even the waking state), and I instantaneously found myself in what appeared to be a garden... This "garden" was nothing like a garden you may find on earth, but that's as close of a word as I can find. From the brief moment that I was there, I was in a peace beyond description. I could've stayed in that state for all of eternity, and not have had a care or want in the world... (If that can come even close to describing it.) I was aware of some sort of "gate" to this garden that was enveloped with flowers, the color of which I have never seen before on this planet. The intensity and clarity of colors in that "experience" was simply unparalled to anything in this world. The light source seemed to emenate from the very fiber of everything that was there. -- A translucent type of white glow. (It was ALIVE.) It felt as if the light had it's own consciousness. Quite strange to me now, but natural and normal to me then... It almost felt as if I've been there before. Not sure how to describe it. .. It's like a really faint childhood memory that's been lost in the annuals of time.
After the brief moment that I found myself there, I was aware of my "physical" surroundings again. For about 2 weeks after that, I had a "natural" high that I've never been able to replicate again. There was no reason for it, but I know it to be as a direct result of the "experience".
The second time this happened to me was 2 days after a car accident that I had been it, (which would've killed me, if I hadn't been wearing my seatbelt). I again was lying down, but this time on my couch. About 5 min. had passed with my eyes closed, and again, I found myself in the same state as before, but this time I was aware of a huge valley with surrounding mountains before me. The mountains had snowcaps on their tops, and the crispness/outlines of the mountains were unbelievable. I saw what appeared to be BRIGHTLY internally lit red roses lining the base of the mountain range, and rolling green hills that were so lushisly green that you almost wanted to eat them! They were SO green and full of life. I've seen a lot of well kept lawns in my day, and nothing has even come close to what I saw that day. I was also aware of a spiritual being sitting down on the grass, that to me, felt like some sort of oracle/guarding. However, before I could investigate further, I was back to this physical world again. After this experience, I had that same "natural high" feeling again, but not for nearly as long as the first time.
I only became fully aware of what had happened to me after I had accidently (or had been guided) to this site some 3 years ago. It gave me a clarity that I was in desperate need of, and it helped me tremendously... I also, came across 2 other sites that helped me a lot as well. -- One being the "Near-death-Experience-Research-Foundation" website, and the other being the "Near-Death.com" website. Both of which have been very useful to me.
If I could summarize these 2 experiences into as few words as possible I would say that they were, to me, as close as I could ever get to jumping into the best painting, by the best artist, found amidst this entire universe... In all sincerity, it was hard for me to come back to this world after experiencing such beauty. This world feels to me like the negative of the picture that I saw "There". (Wherever "There" actually was.)
I hope that helps a little bit,
PUL, Cosmic_Ambitions
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