roxas
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For about 7 years now, I've been having, hmm... 'dreams'. I'm not too sure what to call them. I hesitate to call them visions because, well, I'm still very well aware of where I am and everything around me.
I'm getting ahead of myself, let me walk you through one of these 'dreams'.
It can be anywhere, walking, sitting, laying down, watching a movie, driving, anywhere. Somthing will trigger it. somthing that triggers it everytime; looking at my stearing wheel from the right side so I can see both the wheel and the key hole. Like, I have a very hazy image in my head, from my persepctive and I have to match it up with my sight, like a jigsaw piece.
After I've lined these images up, I'll have a series of almost, scenes in my head. While these scenes are going thru my head, I'm in a almost vegitated state, I'll interact with people, but only to tell them "hold on" or somthing like that. Then I get the WEIRDEST feeling like dizzy, but It's a good feeling, a feeling I love, but it quikly turns to an exhausted feeling and after a few seconds of feeling really tired and dizzy, I'll throw up.
It happens everytime in that exact order.
Bird.
When you read that you probably imagined a bird, but you could still see the computer screen, well that's how these 'visions' appear, which is what I mean when I say I'm still aware of the world around me.
The scenes I see? I never remember after I throw up, it's like it washes it out of me. But once I tried writing down what was going on as it happened.
Chucky, the little doll from those movies, crawling down an oversized knife.
There's like 5 scenes one after another like that when it happens.
Well, of course my mom was worried, so she asked a few docters, and they all looked at me like I was insane, but really, I'm a normal kid.
So I though, "Maybe it's somthing more?"
That's why I came here.
Anybody?
I'll answer any questions or whatever.
btw, I'm 17/M having these 'visions' since about 10.
Thank you.
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