Dear WTCrone,
For some reason, I’ve been sending fairy things to my granddaughters for the past year and am wondering where they fit in for us humans. My middle brother was the one who was most into that area and the one who first got me interested. Also, as one Crone to another, or at least one in training, I’m glad you’re doing well-health wise. I’ve been having my challenges too. Last fall, after leaving an Alternative Health Fair Expo, I started coughing up blood from the throat area, but then it subsided in time for my husband to really get sick. To make a long story short, the healings requested by Alysia at Lynn’s site for me, my sweetie, and my pc really helped. Meanwhile, I attempt to head to the crystal whenever I remember as a focused place or signal to indicate that I want to travel as I go to sleep. But then, on President’s day, February 20th, I thought I’d start to tackle my husband’s bathroom to get rid of a smell left by his illness the fall before. What a mistake-but then again, I don’t believe in accidents. So I sat down at the base of his toilet and proceeded to pour Clorox around the rim, by the following Thursday, after leaving work, blood starting gurgling up out of my chest and continued in decreasing amounts for the next two days I had off before it subsided.
It took me a day or two to remember my earlier cleaning project, remember Clorox mixed with ammonia produces chloramines gas (shades of WW I & Iraq a la S.H.!!!???) Meanwhile, my son #1 called as I was experiencing the lessened gurgling. I was healing. I didn’t realize, at the time, how concerned he was till my son #2 called and passed the message that I was to go immediately to the doctor/hospital. As I talked to son #2, I explained that, that was not really in my value system and as he listed, he really accepted where I was coming from, not that he had the same beliefs, but more like my creditability was high with him and that he believed in me. WOW! He also mentioned that after talking with me that he now felt guilty for not doing as he was told, demanding me to go to the hospital, and that he had let down his older brother. Next I had to let son #1 know that I really appreciated his concern, that I knew he gave his brother the task of saving me out of love, but that I had to use my own beliefs to work with my health.
So I thought that was the end of it, as I continued to study all things on energy healing and continuing to use the hemi-sync bio body tape. But then, this past week, as I was getting ready to leave work the gurgling in the chest started again as the blood came to my month and periodically continued till 3am the next morning. The last thing you want, when you’re working with the public, is blood dripping out of your mouth (shades of the vampire). Throughout all these bleeding episodes, I felt physically healthy, no pain, able to leap tall buildings in a single bound etc. so I wasn’t really hindered in getting what I needed to get done as usual. But I realized that it was time (guided?) to seek the help of the AMA. If there’s one thing I’ve learned as a crone in training, it’s that I can’t afford to be too inflexible and to listen to the little voice that says, “Consider this, Jean”.
So that morning groomed myself for a possible hospital stay, reviewed with my husband what the ideal situation/need/ outcome would be. Ideally, I was seeking a chest x-ray and a doctor to read it and possibly prescribe simple remedies to take care of the problem. I also went to my ACIM pick a card box in hopes of picking a message to calm me down. I received:
“When I said, “I am with you always,” I meant it literally. I am not absent to anyone in any situation. Because I am always with you, you are the way, the truth and the life
( T.107). It was perfect! Instant relief, which continued throughout the morning. So I started on my journey considering the possibility that the problem would result in my death or merely getting my pictured ideal result. It’s funny as I was considering the problem causing my death, I wasn’t afraid, in fact I felt relief that I would no longer has to experience the stress of my job. So as I left the house that morning, I knew I was not alone and that I would take it step by step as just another learning experience in this thing called life. The morning flowed, in by 9am and out by 10:45am with the chest x-ray done and read by a doctor, diagnosis-air bubbles in the lungs, never got his name, and a script for cough medicine, an anti-biotic, an Albuterol inhaler, which I researched that day is the remedy for chloramines poisoning, and an follow up appointment with doctor. Now remember I haven’t been to a regular doctor in over 20 years.
So what the heck is this all about? I can’t help but be reminded that our thoughts are powerful especially in the area of dealing with out fears and that just maybe having the support of individuals who are willing to think out of the box regarding, “We are more than our bodies” might help in breaking through to connecting body and spirit in a more efficient way.
Love WCCrone and to all, Jean

P. S. the scripts seem to be working-no more “Bloody” episodes so far and my lungs feel more normal-but I still don’t know what the future holds for me in this area-but at least it will be interesting, especially since I’m never alone in my earth adventures. Meanwhile back to work Monday with a renewed faith that I can handle what comes up’ even if it’s a bit bloody, Thanks, J
P.P.S.-looking forward to the next scheduled PE April 8th. J.