this is cool Vicky; I know your book is going to be so good as you want to gain even more understanding to share with us..that's how I approached writing too and it really opens the way for more understanding of how these experiences occur. I want to make sure we keep in touch as I want to read your book. I know the feeling of words to be so insufficient and I remember here we were discussing that same issue, that we need a new language. Kyo kindly directed me to a spot where a new language is being formed! I've yet to get myself over there and benefit from that undertaking.
but just to share a similar thing that happened recently..your physical feelings of being underwater and merging with this person, it's different than my experience and could be that this other is very very close to your vibrational level of being, so that the merge would be explained that way..so in that way you support each other through the heart area, as it's always joyful and uplifting, these experiences which are beyond physical, yet still involve our physical natures. I don't much think about past lives anymore, but I could say he may be a disc member, or in the sense that souls incarnate to be together, but actually in a way, they have never not been together, but only to appearance of separation for a reason. the trouble with our language is its set up in terms of linear time, so it's back to the language problem of being limited with the word, and the connections we make individually to the word.
now, my personal sharing somewhat similar adventure: I can pick up energy signatures; usually it appears as an ordinary dream movie with corresponding feelings that I will feel the next day, that I encounter this person. recently I have signed a purchase agreement on a piece of property. I've been working at it since Feb and can finally heave a sigh of relief that it's done.
back in August..guides informed me "the house is sold." but it didn't actually happen until this month. (I'm always asking the universe why I can't have instant satisfaction and I always get some smart answer because I live within linear time and need to work with the highest good..whatever!
I'm a little stubborn to see highest good. so ok, the day before my buyer arrived in town I had this dream. a little short guy with a pot belly was dashing about in my dream living room highly energetic, highly organized and perceptive and greatly pleased what I have done to this little house in the way of improvements. I was very pleased and he was very pleased also, so the wait to receive him since Feb was all worth it. I had intended for the perfect person to live here, who would enjoy this town, and appreciate the little place I put my sweat into (and a little blood too!) when he did appear on my door step, he was short, had a pot belly, was energetic (a cyclist) highly perceptive (nearly crawled under my house to inspect it) as well he's very organized and of course I needed a cash buyer and he is that. we were so happy to see each other, like old friends we immediately hugged. hugging is somewhat unusual for me, so it means something when I do this. we're not like soul mates, but like happy playmates in the moment.
I just kept asking "where is my buyer?" since feb. it just wasn't going to happen without my participation. I used to email potential buyers a lot about the town and the house, so I did work at it as I knew there was one person out there who would fit the criteria, but I'm certainly not bragging as it took me so long! I'm glad we can have these experiences, a glimpse, a stepping outside of time, of linear time, a chance to heave a sigh of relief that surely the universe is unfolding exactly as planned despite it has it's own time framework to outpicture.
I think it's so funny to see body type of a person in dream state as I never thought the physical body was important in any way, now it seems my dream detail would say this is your verification, that this is your buyer u have looked for, and u will recognize his body now, but more than that was his energy signature, as we are basically, energy composite beings after we step outside the body. so glad you are dropping in here Vicky, your light never ceases to shine on us.
love, alysia