I've not much to report, but theres still always tonite to make a run

Jean, you amazed me that you "took charge" of our PE this time..I think that's what the date 12/10 meant in my dream. I didn't give all the details: so heres some more. I had covered you up. you then leapt out of bed energetically. I was a tad surprised, but then it takes a lot for me to get surprised. anyway u walked over to a doorway..several others in the room, possibly your hubby or guides, didn't get a close look. we were talking. didn't retain the talk, but did the date of the 10th. you were the one who mentioned the date. since you were the one mentioning the date, I now think I must have been asking you to take charge, for the reason that..well, I like doing it, but I like to be a follower sometimes..not doing all the rah rah stuff..lol...know what I mean?

well, I think it's important. yes I think you should recognize what u did. I see it as positive, even if all of us sleep thru the whole thing..lol..and we may think we have nothing beneficial to say to one another as we do PE's, but I'd say every jot and tittle is important, just to be here for one another in the right spirit, and I think we pretty much got that part down. so thanks. and since you got 2 weeks pay, thats extra energy as a symbol..so that's cool too!

that message you got of recognition is important. I remember I get these sometimes..feel somewhat clueless, but they become like an affirmation in a way..once I was going thru a major change, panic was setting in, I got the message "offer gentle non/risistence." it would take about 3 days to rid myself of the fear upon me, but I used this message and tried to feel it, what it meant, to not resist the change, that everything would work out, I would find peace of mind again if I just would not resist. I think part of me, my ego, a belief system was crashing right then, so it was like doomsday, but all this to say, u are perhaps not giving yourself credit here of your own value, in your profession and/or homelife, but the way I see you, is this very loving individual who thinks she has to do it all by herself, when theres this hoard of angels standing by ready to rush to you at the drop of a hat, so I can hardly worry about you, even though I covered you up. shucks, maybe I talk too much..you're going to be just fine, all of us will.
love, alysia