hi Ryan! thanks for your interest! it was 1999 when more of these premonition type obes started to occur more frequently.
I didn't ask for them. I knew or I imagined I had guides and I told them specifically..don't tell me the future! I don't go there! well, seems like then if you don't want to see the future, that to play a little joke on me, maybe? my higher self or guides, for whatever reason that I started having these excursions, not sure what to call them. excursion seems good word. I met a few others who share them with me so I know I'm not different or special. I started interpreting other people's dreams the way that I would interpret mine, with a speculation others were dreaming of their own future also but maybe not seeing the connections of the dreaming reality to the physical reality. all in all, it just made me study all my dreams for any meaning whatsoever. I never brush off any dream now, no matter what it's about, so that may have been the purpose, to get me to listen up to learn more.
yes, I went thru my "crazy period" lol. thankfully Gordon helped me get grounded in an email. he just said we all felt crazy in the beginning and I should go ahead and tell him what happened when I met GP out there. so I did. well, it was a good crazy if that makes sense. at first I thought, wow, look at me, look what I'm doing here...do I have, like a destiny, and all that stuff. it did help me to sort of become facinated with my life, as I tried to figure out this seeing the future thing. and of course, it was only my personal future, and how I created my own reality, so I didn't have to deal with things like earth changes which may or may not occur. I dont' think those are as predictable as personal reality anyway. but I do think that mankind as a whole creates mass events.
am I talking too much?
you going to read me when I get published Ryan?
theres tons of books out there like mine, but that don't mean another one won't fit upon the shelf, now does it?
hey! gotta dance!! gotta dance!!
I'm like Gene Kelly..hee heee.. you are going places Ryan. you were born to fly..I know, I've already seen the signs. everybody can fly, but you're getting a good head start on it lad!