In more detail....

I'm drifting off, i see a few images and try to follow them....suddenly i hear a kid crying for his mummy, the mum shouts back to him to shut up, i feel startled and snap out back into the blackness, i must of then feel asleep...

My cousins are with my dad camping, i have to drive over there i dont know why i couldn't have gone with them, its dark and i dont take anything with me (clothes, wash kit), i drive up the road to kind of like an intersection ( i know which road i was on, i know it was the one near my house but it looked differently), i know this intersection is also a place over here, but everything had changed, a big mall was now there and the road layout different. I see the sign, the night sky behind and take the turning, i get part way round and relise i have to get stuff, i didn't go home but felt like i had and sister complaining about soemthing. I ended up in like a small car garage place underground under the road with two men, one fat smoking, the other a sidekick who doesn't talk much. I didn't feel happy with them, i am now somehow on the road and they are there repairing a barrier? Then they chase me as i drive away...

A Blue car tries to run this girl over, she screamed ran past me or my conciousness? ...screaming shes got to run away from home (direction).... ran past along path down nearby road, hedge just in front, she runs past and car reverses back, she runs into the car and falls over....can reverses and runs over her over i can't bear to watch, yet i can't do anything like its a movie playing before me. She gets up? and carrys running the car goes into her then runs her over, shes dead laying on pavement, i look around where can i go if the car comes to me, a fence next to a house into the garden, high though i'll try now just to make sure i can get over, i can't but notice the car looking for me, i have to get over into the feild behind....

I'm drunk walking in a hotel, with a girl, she says something to me, i do not understand what she means, i try to say something back but its wrong and she parts, i ask her whats happening and she looks and then goes into her room shutting the door. I decided i have to get home then which is a very long way, i get to the elevator and its a handel one, i turn the handel round and i start to descend, the elevator bottom is like a shower cubicle? I get to the bottom...

...now i'm in a theme park kind of setting but its not. Theres an open bar/cafe head and another one to the right, me and someone else head to  the one to the right of us, apprantly were playing a game. we get handed objects and have to chuck them at the target, if the object hits we get to keep, football, few other bits and jack daniels in a case which my friend gets. My go but this time i have to chuck them into the bar, 10 soft balls, 5 hard ones, a couple of ash trays and a few over objects. I win because instead of chucking individually i pick up the box and chuck them at once. Theres a crowd, some on benches watching, they are all laughing except for the people working behind the bar, a man and a woman....they don't see happy but are unable to do anything to stop this? I smash a few glass by chucking these objects which everyone laughs at but i'm sorry about, the woman looks at me as if to say why are you joing in with them? I cannot say anything but look into her eyes with my guity eyes. I have one more ash tray to chuck but place it behind the bar, no one notices as they are all laughing...

...I'm in bed my cousin walks in, i cannot see i just know, i try to say something, i can't remember what i said, i know part of it was about the girl in the hotel, he stands there, i managed to say half a sentence but its like i'm drugged out and can't say anymore and really tired, i turn over and go to sleep...i hear him go out and shut the door, he didn't say anything....

...i feel like i woke up even though i felt i did with my cousin but i feel this is more real and so i sat up slightly, i look around and suddenly feel this weird energy. I'm in bed, imagine a piece of wood exactly the size of the bed, imagine that wood is now a field of energy and it moves up through the bed and me just over my head then comes back down through me and the bed and just gets below the bed and comes up again. This is what was happening, the energy made my body like wobble i guess to call it but not literally, i also heard a slight sound like before. I didn't stretch this time but just felt the energy waves and my perception was a little different when they past through me. I layed down feeling really tired and knackered and they were still with me untill i went to sleep.

This is all i have for now and can't make any sense of it! nothing unusual. Each paragraph is a sperate event even though some sound they join on. I know this just wasnt dreaming, i was there, it was OBE or very very vivid dreaming, i just wasn't fully concious.

In fact for me i call vivid dreaming where you wake up and your dream was vivid, but you can remember being there doing what you did. These were like i woke up and remembered but remembered being there AT the time, not just rmeembering i was there. Hoep that makes sense!

A very confused Ryan