Hey!

Wow wow wow wow wow! I had such an amazing experience, well you know when you have an OBE, well for me its lasted a while like 5 minutes maximum averagely really but this one was so long, and in the clearest detail!!! And i was at my most concious with it as well i just can't believe it.

Well the whole thing surrounded with me trying to find Vicky lol! I jus had too! Well I went to sleep last night, went to bed at 3am! And in the morning my sister woke me up because of a spider in her bedroom (which i didn't get) but i went back to sleep and suddenly found myself floating in this world, i think it started of as a kinda dream so this was lucid dreaming but turned into an OBE!

Well theres so much to explain but I'd be here for ages, i ended up vivisting loads of places trying to find vicky. I kind of first closed my eyes and traveled to where "Vicky" is. I ended up in kind of like a hospital? And i spoke to bloke there in a white coat, the proper doctor look sitting behind his table. And i say "wheres Vicky then, where can i find her!" and the doctor said ward 24 the threate centre. So i walked out and i actually got out the door and went where i don't know where to go! so i went back in (the way i know it was really fully concious is because i thought how i do now, i was so excited to find where she is i forgot to ask how to get there!! lol) anyway he said it was another building so i was like great and didn't understand the directions so i ran down the corridor and jumped through the window, close my eyes and mind travelled to vicky again.

I was in a house, people were there, one room the lights were out and two kids were watching a movie on the TV, it was a long room, coming back into the hallway where the stairs are in the other room no one was there, i searched the house but no Vicky....

So i tried again a few more times and explored quite a few places like this, i couldn't find her anywhere though! But i was still so suprised about how well this was going, loads of travelling, meeting people it was just so weird why it was going so well...when i first started in it i just walked ok (ok im still keeping my body astrally atm but lol) and just walked ok, i got feel the floor and everything so that was good. I thanked whoeva for not letting me get stcuk like before.

Then I ended up at another place, a few houses together, and i stood and saw a message on the wall which didn't make sense, but i felt, and this feels weird saying it was from Bob Monroe?? Or maybe it was because of the words in the message, like looked similar to Bob at one point which makes me thing this. Anyway i can't remember what it said because it didn't say anything, i couldn't work it out, letters together hmmm.

Then I stood agaisnt the wall looked up at the top floor window (the bedrooms i felt she was in) this was all in daylight by the way, never really been in daylight sooo cool! But i tried to float up and even though i had just mind travelled here it wasn't happening and i was annoyed but decided to not let it stop me.

During this i notice when it feels like i'm going to lose it, my vision gets blurred a bit, or a particular object and then i felt i needed to focus my attention. Well as i gave up on the window i saw that again (happened a few times throughout) and saw a red picasso car went all blurry so a good clue i needed to focus.

Anyway i search a couple of bedrooms but then i didn lose it, i started running i was so frantic to find Vicky before i lose the OBE, i kinda knew it was happening but you know i just didn't want to end with nothing....

...but it did oso once again Vicky i missed ya! And ended up travelling what feels like everywhere except where you were lol! Well i hope to get soemthing like that for PE this tongiht, would be good! Well sunday morning for me . I'm not sure if i'm going out yet, trouble is at 3-4am in the morning taxi's are so expensive and otherwise i gotta walk 20-30odd miles home! lol, don't 15 before but then your drunk so it doesn't matter but i don't know yet btu see what happens.

ANyay hope i didn't confuse you! I don't expect it to sound all good because i was typing pretty fast for my standards lol so might be a bit off.

I got a question though....why can't i find Vicky! Its annoying!! Last time i felt i was really gonna find her but then lost the travelling bit and didn't travel as far .

Ryan

Too cool, Ryan!  The first part of your dream..
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Sounds like you were getting "fuel" for your oobe..and then
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Your cousin was driving, but you recognized that you needed to be the one "driving", that is to initiate the oobe..

So, I take it you weren't the one playing with my grandbaby's bath blocks?

Message on the wall?  Too cool..I had one of those a few weeks ago..also, I believe from Bob and Nancy Monroe..

Hey Ryan! I know you won't give up to find Vicky! I didn't give up to find my partner either..just briefly, couple years ago I was trying to find my partner who lives in Australia, Lyn. so I said lets meet at the crystal at TMI. I went out on the "current" so I said, yes, well, this is like an obe for sure because of the wind sensation. I got to TMI successfully (theres an astral version of the place) and a lady came out of the doors and I said WHERES LYN? I was afraid I'd blink out if I didn't find her fast. the same way, you knew when you were losing it? like that. apparently, we do have a time limit how long we can be out there, since I guess, we are physical beings and are supposed? to be grounded here most of the time? just thinking outloud why we blink out or lose it...well, I didn't find Lyn either, just like you didn't find Vicky...yet I considered it a successful outing, just as you do.
ok, the rest of the story this lady took me on a car ride into the future vacation I was about to have in New Orleans..she appeared to be distracted me from my intentions to find Lyn. I was asking her "Are you taking me to Lyn?" she never answered, just hands on the wheel, looking straight ahead. you know, these people we meet out there? it's just as important to observe what they DONT say as what they do say! lol.
finally figured out why I didn't make it to Lyn. I had been thinking all along..if I made it to TMI, they surely wouldn't let me come in! ha ha! yep. they sure enough didn't let me in. But that was my own creation. my own doubt holding me back. so what the hey, had to watch every little thought I had apparently, if I were to surf around out here..seems all thought is creative, even doubts..however, it was still successful, because while I was in New Orleans, my pal was meeting a few other aspects of this being whom is called Alysia, and apparently, there was more than "one" of me. She met the dancer aspect, a projection I had been secretely sending her..and she also met another part of me, the wallflower I call this part. (wallflower is nearly integrated now!)   so none of these excursions can be considered unworthy of reporting...it's all good stuff, and I thrill each time I read you, as you are such a natural for us to observe and this time you did NOT crawl along the surface of the floor and your neck was in place I assume?   see, progress!

can't wait for futher developments, truly!

I am speechless....i didn't have a clue you worked in a hospital!! Let alone M-23 and you go to M-24, i got told ward 24, the threate centre so wow that is actually amazing i can't believe it. Surely thats gotta be too close to be made up!!!! I can describe the bloke....He was sitting down average build, had like black frame glasses old, bit old stlye lol, dark hair which parted not in the centre but on the right of his head i think and most of the hair brushed to the left hand side. Wonder if that resembles anyway or just a guide fitting in to help. Damn i wish i would have search out ward 24 better lol instead i jumped out to mind travel to you again lol. Probly didn't need too!

I may just be saying this because of what you just said but i think you are in the north area?? Im not sure whether he said that or I'm making it up now but so far wow!

The kids are to general they were in a living room. It was like you go in the front door and have a hallway dead straight in front of you, and maybe a kitchen at the back. The stairs go straight again down the hallway on the left hand side. Two doors one to the right (the long lounge were the kids were watching tv) and to the left like a dining room maybe...

Ive been looking forward to your post all day and wow i think it was a hit, out of all the numbers and to not know you worked in a hospital, thats the first place i visited on my OOB. Note to self if i mind travel somewhere...thats where i will find the person i guess and not to mind travel again haha!

Ryan

I'm so proud of Ryan and Vicky demonstrating to us; they have been at it a couple of weeks at least right? I think this is so cool...well, if theres more, I want to tune into this...great going you two!

Thankyou Alysia!

good work you two. I didn't know 2 months already went by since I became aware of you two. my feelings were correct about both of you, so I'm kind of patting myself on the back too. I felt Ryan was going to do something pretty big here as well as in the future and I felt Vicky had some important things to say to us..and her story of her guide materializing was part of that...hope there's more, but if that story was all she gave us, it would go plenty far, from my way of viewing things. well, I'm glad I met you two if I should like kick the bucket tomorrow

oh, Ryan, I think you may be entering a belief system crash, but it appears you are probably able to do that quickly..just guessing..I took a couple years to get through my own crash as saw it as an assimilation process that was natural for me...you seem quicker, so I congratulate you. we might ask Bruce about crashes, they might be something we do frequently anyway...he's already done a bunch I'm sure...

love, alysia

Ryan,

I just wanted to boost your morale again by saying how impressed I am with this OBE.

Those little markers on the ceiling at work, they are really small, and no one notices them.  I knew they were they only because when I walk the halls I see them.  But they don't stand out.  Most people don't know they are there.  In fact, when you said "Ward 24", I suspected you were picking up on the grid number, but I had to check at work to see where my office is.  I didn't even know off-hand that you were right until I checked.

I think it is amazing.  And actually, marker 24 is on the door frame to the Auditorium (you called it "theater center", but same thing).  So you were right on.  You couldn't have been more close! 
At work now I think of you and your OBE every time I pass that number. 


Love, Vicky