just reread this retrieval and I must say it is one of the best I have ever read and gave me a beautiful feeling of your abilitity to do retrievals, even though you are still at the doubting stage and wanting more stage. I feel if you do some more retrievals you will get what it is you need to know. much love, and in complete appreciation for Faidel, to speak for her, thank you so much for hugging her. love, alysia