Hi Marcello,

The only way to know what the aftrelife feels like is to learn for yourself. That's what this website is all about. Read it over thoroughly and then considered getting Bruce's books. It's so much easier than you might think.

Love, Marilyn

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I don't think this can help, but when I had these thoughts that you are having a couple years back, I just wanted to know what a dead stuck person felt like. it did bother me a little, that this happened for real. I figured I needed to know this in order to retrieve. have you read Bruce's books..do you know what retrievals are? anyhoo, I suggest you concentrate hard on your question for however long it takes because your answer may come the way mine did. maybe through a dream, maybe from reading something. in other words the more miserable you are not knowing, the faster then it works to get your answer. works for me anyway. a couple of months of wondering and I dreamed I was dead and didn't know it, then got retrieved by PUL, pure unconditional love, the kind that often goes between families, but not necessarily in the office bldg. lol.  you can read this story over on the retrievals only forum. if you just want to know about what your state of mind will be when you die, concentrate on that question using your imagination. you are sure to get a clue before too long if you are persistent. u can also try jumping up and down emotionally for what u want, although this is highly unscientific (lol) I'm trying to make a point with words, that emotions play a big part in explorations of these sort as does what you are feeling now, as u say you are in agony. to me the fact that u posted here means you had the courage to do that which also means to me you are on the verge of something big. so I'm rooting for you..I've walked in your shoes. please post when u get your breakthru. it might help someone have their knowing too.