many people think differently about this. i've always thought dreams can be connected to the afterlife in some ways.
anyway, i am sometimes exteremely paranoid and i have a history of excessive amounts of anxiety. i dreamt the other night....i saw a man, and he suddenly looked at me, asked 'chris, whats wrong? you dont looke happy!', and i said to him 'there's just so much going on inside of me, i dont know what to do, do you know what i mean?' he calmly said 'yes, i know, please follow me quickly' his voice was very soothing and was relaxing me. we turn through a corridor and then we are standing at the top of a flight of stairs, looking down at where the stairs lead. he tells me 'chris, walk down these stairs with me, things will change, you'll see'. so i start walking down with him, one step as a time. each step i take, i hear a note being played from a piano, each note going lower as i take each step. there are 4 steps to go....and something feels 'weird' inside of me. i suddenly feel this mass inside of my body,as if its going to explode and trickle out at the same time. and then i realise that this mass is pure energy.
do you ever get those realisation moments? its hard to explain, but messages can pop into my head, and its not even like somebody says anything to me, i can suddenly start reciting things, and i dont know what i'm saying, it just comes out...well, i get to the last step, and all i can think of, as my friend is holding hands with me , is this -
"you are anxious because you know how much energy you have inside of you. you are not used to releasing it, however. you are scared of the power you possess. you know you have the power inside you, but you need the confidence to use it" this kept ringing around my head.
my friend then walks me through into a room, and then says "look, chris". i look, there are lots of happy smily people from kids to old people, all different races, sizes etc. my friend said "and look how happy they all are".
i think i need to keep remembering how everyone is different, and it is pointless in being paranoid and anxious about myself. and also how much energy i have inside of me.
this couldnt just be from my head, thats not what i believe anyway.
sorry if this was boring to any of you, but dreams like this make me happy