"The only success I've had with the CD so far was suddenly, while fully conscious, feel my left arm catapult into the air as if it had just gotten shot out a cannon. The amount of pressure on my arm was incredible! I think the amazement of that feeling quickly killed the effect because nothing else happened and I felt more normally awake after that. But I think with practice it is only a matter of time before I will start to notice and get used to that sort of thing and then it should work! I will keep trying too. "From what I now believe is that no CD is necessary but may help, which is of course true. Though I am going to start focusing on simply relaxing, meditating before I fall asleep at night, it seems like a far more effective way. Although many people say a CD can be useful.
" Why do you think you haven't had success yet? "I think its mostly because I wasn't (1) Clear in the head at the time of trying to AP. (meaning I was under the influence of pot. (2) Have not yet relaxed and reached that comfortable sate where you give strong vibes (yet any vibes at all). Although I do recall I think now that I type this, I have gotten vibes before. (3) I feel i get stuck for words, for example when I call for guide, I simply do not know how to ask for one. Although today brought new research and questions answered. I guess it is as simple as acknowledging that you are in the dream state and its ok to project ('I am in a dream now. Guidance can you help me find something to do?' -- would that work? :S)
As this is my welcome thread I forgot to mention my age and I guess I should say so as everyone else here probably knows each others ages.
I am 17 years old. I am a well rounded person, I guess it is because I grew up with an adult who was also. I am very wise, intelligent for my age. I have written many software applications, and know a computer like the back of my hand. (I know how to develop high quality, profesional work for industry leading professionals. -- My skills on the computer are as follows (for those who care :S); i can build websites both construction and creation, i can build computers, 3d models & animation, create software with the computer programming language C++ (I have currently developed 3 advanced administration utilities for game servers), I also know a bit of linux.I own my own company which is successful. We currently offer Information & Internet Security services, Server Hosting (game, voice & dedicated), Computer Assembly & Repair. I have my business license and interested investors. I love learning and feel the purpose of life itself is to continue to learn and become 'wiser'. I feel like I have accomplished many things already in this lifetime. I guess you can say I feel good and happy
and take each day as a new learning experiance. I am currently working on a story. Im some-what anti-social I guess you could say. I have what I feel became
s-t-r-o-n-g-l-y spiritual enlightened over the last few months.
I am currently looking toward to my first successful AP experience. I feel I am very close.