hi guys. this could be considered channeling higher self. DP stands for Dead Preacher. LR stands for Laughing Rain. just wanted to share.
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LR: why?
DP; NO HEART.
LR: why?
DP:you can’t play the game.
LR: so I developed the withdrawn side?
DP: yes.
LR: what is the game? where one must lose that another win?
DP: YES.
LR: the building of ego? does building an ego nessesitate closing the heart?
DP: it does not require a closed heart in order to build an ego. neither does it require an open heart to build an ego.
LR: what is an ego? is it not that which divides to conquer?
DP: In a football game, or a war, yes.
LR: I still do not see how I can participate if my wish remains to withdraw.
DP: You can participate above the game.
LR: yes, perhaps. and yet by making the connections I will still yet make the divisions by default, by the design of the world. why is it a catch 22?
DP: gently offer non resistance and balance is there. Between two worlds.
LR: I am not enthusiatic to be with no heart for it and remain here.
DP: I have told you to do what you want.
LR: You have not told me to be with no heart.
DP: No, I have not. that has come with your experience. You can be with no heart, yet that heart can be opened nonetheless. Balance does not require hollowness of heart.
LR: you must be talking about mindfulness. not heart.
DP: you make a division here that is not necessary.
LR: and now we speak of something else? perhaps of will?
DP: I see you connect willfulness with lack of heart. change the word willfullness to willingness, then change the word willingness to gentle nonresistance if you would see the opened heart being active.
LR: I think you are saying the heart has intelligence.
DP: a good point to follow the heart as they say.
LR: so we are back to trust then. always back to that is that not so?
DP: would that be an issue still with you?
LR: maybe. trust can be divided also, is this not true?
DP: it is a divisive world, yes, trust can be divided.
divide it or connect it, it’s your choice. there is no other choices here.
LR: oh blah. you’re trying to make me laugh again, aren’t you?
DP: why, yes, how did you know?
LR: because you’re the buddha.
DP: well, we are as one, are we not?
LR: I don’t know about that sometimes. but you do make me laugh for what that’s worth.
DP: do what you want LR. How can you be serious and forget to laugh if you know we are making it up as we go along?
LR: Well sure I believe that. really I do. however, I wonder why I made up my life a year in advance of that life, through the precog dreams. it was fun to see them coming true, to realize my mind had this ability, but confused me also as I couldn’t get out of the dramas, I couldn’t withdraw and had to experience them.
DP: well, let’s work on that a bit, shall we? It do keep things interesting and don’t forget another precog of another more positive note, that of the name Laughing Rain being given you in another dream. You resisted that tremendously did you not?
LR: It’s simply not a serious name DP.
DP: ahem...precisely the point.
LR: Touche. I’m out of here. catch you later and thanks.
Alysia

Life is not a journey to the grave  with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but  rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly  proclaiming "WOW! What a Ride!"  (author of quote unknown)

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thank you Simon. the book is coming "soon." as soon as DP decides it's done I guess! email me with what books you've written if u wish!
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